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RE: AM 5.0+AOS - Light - 08-09-2015
hey Justin, really good to see you herfe again. i think that you are now running AM6. me, too. In which stage are you man?
i must congratulate you on your style and hair. what i love about it is that you do simply your thing and what you think is right for you.
just reading your response to our questions here rev eals really that you are a cool person. i will be following this journey closely and will share my expriences on AM6 soon.
all the best
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - justint27 - 08-09-2015
(08-09-2015, 12:34 PM)Light Wrote: hey Justin, really good to see you herfe again. i think that you are now running AM6. me, too. In which stage are you man?
i must congratulate you on your style and hair. what i love about it is that you do simply your thing and what you think is right for you.
just reading your response to our questions here rev eals really that you are a cool person. i will be following this journey closely and will share my expriences on AM6 soon.
all the best
Hey Light,
Good to see you too!
I actually am doing AM 5 for the 2nd time-I bought it a couple years back. I havent upgraded to 6 yet, so you're probably ahead of me
I'm in Stage 4. As far as AM goes, I have been pretty calm but one thing that Ive noticed in particular during the last month or so is when people are in my way physically, I get really annoyed. Like when Im downtown and people stop in the middle of the sidewalk. Or when people try to walk into me. Or old people who move too slow. Arghhh!
I also notice I hate being around depressing or pessimistic people. I have no room for them in my life anymore. I have felt a huge divide between my father and I in this respect. I refuse to join my co-workers' bitch fests.
As far as women, I am honestly starting to think I will be single for the rest of my life and I may actually prefer it that way. I really enjoy my own company. I actually get to go out and do the things I want to do and go to the stores and restaurants I want to go to, without anyone tying me down.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - Light - 08-10-2015
(08-09-2015, 05:50 PM)justint27 Wrote:(08-09-2015, 12:34 PM)Light Wrote: hey Justin, really good to see you herfe again. i think that you are now running AM6. me, too. In which stage are you man?
i must congratulate you on your style and hair. what i love about it is that you do simply your thing and what you think is right for you.
just reading your response to our questions here rev eals really that you are a cool person. i will be following this journey closely and will share my expriences on AM6 soon.
all the best
Hey Light,
Good to see you too!
I actually am doing AM 5 for the 2nd time-I bought it a couple years back. I havent upgraded to 6 yet, so you're probably ahead of me
As far as AM goes, I have been pretty calm but one thing that Ive noticed in particular during the last month or so is when people are in my way physically, I get really annoyed. Like when Im downtown and people stop in the middle of the sidewalk. Or when people try to walk into me. Or old people who move too slow. Arghhh!
I also notice I hate being around depressing or pessimistic people. I have no room for them in my life anymore. I have felt a huge divide between my father and I in this respect. I refuse to join my co-workers' bitch fests.
As far as women, I am honestly starting to think I will be single for the rest of my life and I may actually prefer it that way. I really enjoy my own company. I actually get to go out and do the things I want to do and go to the stores and restaurants I want to go to, without anyone tying me down.
Hey Justin, great to se that you are embarking on AM5. from journals i read, i know that it is a very strong sub. AM6 seems to make it easier for me, with the naturalizer:-). I am on stage 3 an di can already really report many results so far. on stage two, i have this same feeling that if anyone is really B**sh**ing or something like that i can not take it from them at all. i had a totally new attitude and respect at my work place. sometime in the process Justin, i think this will balance itself and you no longer be feeling very angry or pissed off ( this is happening for me on stage 3). as you know these subs affect everyone of us differently. i now also understand what you told us before about fashion and hygiene. i started to slowly take more care of my hair and appearance generally speaking. i always payed attention to how i dress but now it is getting rediculous ( i mean that i am more courageous to wear things that i literally could not in the past). about women, i do not care that much. i do not think that your attitude towards women ( kind of keeping away) is a negative thing. as long as you are happy with yourself, who cares. i do expect though, that if you socialize, you will be really a sex magnet. this i sbecause you look good + you do not give a sh***t about women. this is lethal to women. who knows, oneday you will meet an artist whom you would think, ok she deserves me:-)
all the best mate. i am enjoying your journey here on this forum.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - justint27 - 08-10-2015
(08-10-2015, 01:18 AM)Light Wrote:(08-09-2015, 05:50 PM)justint27 Wrote:(08-09-2015, 12:34 PM)Light Wrote: hey Justin, really good to see you herfe again. i think that you are now running AM6. me, too. In which stage are you man?
i must congratulate you on your style and hair. what i love about it is that you do simply your thing and what you think is right for you.
just reading your response to our questions here rev eals really that you are a cool person. i will be following this journey closely and will share my expriences on AM6 soon.
all the best
Hey Light,
Good to see you too!
I actually am doing AM 5 for the 2nd time-I bought it a couple years back. I havent upgraded to 6 yet, so you're probably ahead of me
As far as AM goes, I have been pretty calm but one thing that Ive noticed in particular during the last month or so is when people are in my way physically, I get really annoyed. Like when Im downtown and people stop in the middle of the sidewalk. Or when people try to walk into me. Or old people who move too slow. Arghhh!
I also notice I hate being around depressing or pessimistic people. I have no room for them in my life anymore. I have felt a huge divide between my father and I in this respect. I refuse to join my co-workers' bitch fests.
As far as women, I am honestly starting to think I will be single for the rest of my life and I may actually prefer it that way. I really enjoy my own company. I actually get to go out and do the things I want to do and go to the stores and restaurants I want to go to, without anyone tying me down.
Hey Justin, great to se that you are embarking on AM5. from journals i read, i know that it is a very strong sub. AM6 seems to make it easier for me, with the naturalizer:-). I am on stage 3 an di can already really report many results so far. on stage two, i have this same feeling that if anyone is really B**sh**ing or something like that i can not take it from them at all. i had a totally new attitude and respect at my work place. sometime in the process Justin, i think this will balance itself and you no longer be feeling very angry or pissed off ( this is happening for me on stage 3). as you know these subs affect everyone of us differently. i now also understand what you told us before about fashion and hygiene. i started to slowly take more care of my hair and appearance generally speaking. i always payed attention to how i dress but now it is getting rediculous ( i mean that i am more courageous to wear things that i literally could not in the past). about women, i do not care that much. i do not think that your attitude towards women ( kind of keeping away) is a negative thing. as long as you are happy with yourself, who cares. i do expect though, that if you socialize, you will be really a sex magnet. this i sbecause you look good + you do not give a sh***t about women. this is lethal to women. who knows, oneday you will meet an artist whom you would think, ok she deserves me:-)
all the best mate. i am enjoying your journey here on this forum.
There is a sense of growth one feels when they step outside of their comfort zone. We are so afraid in general to do certain things because we want everyone to like us or we are afraid they'll think this or that about us. When one starts to understand that the perceptions other people have of you have to do with their own feelings and thoughts, that's when life begins to get a whole lot better and you can just do whatever the fuck you want.
There is no winning approval from everyone in life. There will always be someone who hates you and someone who likes you. It's just the way it is. Humans are complex creatures - a lot has to do with upbringing and environment.
I'm not keeping away from women 100%. I still talk to some, but at the same time I'm OK with being single too. I just find it really hard to find someone whos on the same page as me. A lot of women are plain and BORING. Some of them have put no effort in life and have been given everything they want from day 1 from white knights. You can't blame them...
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - Ricardo - 08-11-2015
(08-10-2015, 03:45 AM)justint27 Wrote: I'm not keeping away from women 100%. I still talk to some, but at the same time I'm OK with being single too. I just find it really hard to find someone whos on the same page as me. A lot of women are plain and BORING. Some of them have put no effort in life and have been given everything they want from day 1 from white knights. You can't blame them...
Have you considered running an AYP sub? You aren't short of commitment and you might find someone who does click with you.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - justint27 - 08-11-2015
(08-11-2015, 10:27 AM)Ricardo Wrote:(08-10-2015, 03:45 AM)justint27 Wrote: I'm not keeping away from women 100%. I still talk to some, but at the same time I'm OK with being single too. I just find it really hard to find someone whos on the same page as me. A lot of women are plain and BORING. Some of them have put no effort in life and have been given everything they want from day 1 from white knights. You can't blame them...
Have you considered running an AYP sub? You aren't short of commitment and you might find someone who does click with you.
I have considered it. Im more concerned with success at this point in life than with women though. It might just be this stage of AM.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - justint27 - 08-24-2015
Still doing AM here. Winding down on month 4. Im still feeling very alone in the world, but I seem to be coping.
Wanted to post this as I cant believe some of these physical changes that are happening to me.
I am noticing severe changes in my face the last few days. I am getting more of a chiseled jaw I think or my face shape is changing and my skin is looking better and better by the day.
Remember, this was me at the beginning-http://imgur.com/AzYoaco
This was me yesterday (Sunday)-http://imgur.com/AFG9GjO (hair kinda looks bad here though).
The last week I've been very interested in the life of James Dean and early Elvis as of late (50's-1968). Been watching a lot of their movies and have been inspired by them. I would say both were definite Alpha Males in their time.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - apollolux - 08-24-2015
(08-24-2015, 06:34 PM)justint27 Wrote: This was me yesterday (Sunday)-http://imgur.com/AFG9GjO (hair kinda looks bad here though).
The last week I've been very interested in the life of James Dean and early Elvis as of late (50's-1968). Been watching a lot of their movies and have been inspired by them. I would say both were definite Alpha Males in their time.
You look like James Franco now too, possibly even that one biopic where he played James Dean. Whatever exercise regimen you've been doing, it seems to be working and you indeed now have a more chiseled looking jaw.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - justint27 - 08-24-2015
(08-24-2015, 06:50 PM)apollolux Wrote:(08-24-2015, 06:34 PM)justint27 Wrote: This was me yesterday (Sunday)-http://imgur.com/AFG9GjO (hair kinda looks bad here though).
The last week I've been very interested in the life of James Dean and early Elvis as of late (50's-1968). Been watching a lot of their movies and have been inspired by them. I would say both were definite Alpha Males in their time.
You look like James Franco now too, possibly even that one biopic where he played James Dean. Whatever exercise regimen you've been doing, it seems to be working and you indeed now have a more chiseled looking jaw.
I have not exercised at all apart from some basic pushups every once in awhile. Actually this past week and a half I have not even ridden my bike. I was busy with my birthday, then my brothers birthday, which was this weekend. I actually also ate shittier than normal-eating rich dinners both weekends as well as cake. This is what makes me think the subliminal is possibly doing something physically.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - Light - 08-24-2015
(08-24-2015, 06:34 PM)justint27 Wrote: Still doing AM here. Winding down on month 4. Im still feeling very alone in the world, but I seem to be coping.hey Justin, a belated happy birthday man. And yes the changes in your face are noticeable. i think you are benifting really a lot from AM5. I am still hesitant to believe that AM can affect us physically, but i guess i slowly have to be convinced of that. i told you before that i noticed that i started to have less Grey hair since i started using Subs and now my belly acne is getting better and better. it is really amazing. i will be looking Forwards to your amazing physical changes.
Wanted to post this as I cant believe some of these physical changes that are happening to me.
I am noticing severe changes in my face the last few days. I am getting more of a chiseled jaw I think or my face shape is changing and my skin is looking better and better by the day.
Remember, this was me at the beginning-http://imgur.com/AzYoaco
This was me yesterday (Sunday)-http://imgur.com/AFG9GjO (hair kinda looks bad here though).
The last week I've been very interested in the life of James Dean and early Elvis as of late (50's-1968). Been watching a lot of their movies and have been inspired by them. I would say both were definite Alpha Males in their time.
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - justint27 - 08-25-2015
(08-24-2015, 11:50 PM)Light Wrote:(08-24-2015, 06:34 PM)justint27 Wrote: Still doing AM here. Winding down on month 4. Im still feeling very alone in the world, but I seem to be coping.hey Justin, a belated happy birthday man. And yes the changes in your face are noticeable. i think you are benifting really a lot from AM5. I am still hesitant to believe that AM can affect us physically, but i guess i slowly have to be convinced of that. i told you before that i noticed that i started to have less Grey hair since i started using Subs and now my belly acne is getting better and better. it is really amazing. i will be looking Forwards to your amazing physical changes.
Wanted to post this as I cant believe some of these physical changes that are happening to me.
I am noticing severe changes in my face the last few days. I am getting more of a chiseled jaw I think or my face shape is changing and my skin is looking better and better by the day.
Remember, this was me at the beginning-http://imgur.com/AzYoaco
This was me yesterday (Sunday)-http://imgur.com/AFG9GjO (hair kinda looks bad here though).
The last week I've been very interested in the life of James Dean and early Elvis as of late (50's-1968). Been watching a lot of their movies and have been inspired by them. I would say both were definite Alpha Males in their time.
Hey Light,
Glad to see youre still on your journey as well!
It does seem ridiculous that a sub can affect physical characteristics, but this might be whats happening here. Nothing has changed from my routine before, except I've eaten like shit the past couple of weeks because of the birthday celebrations with family.
Thanks for the birthday wishes. I am 31 now, but dont feel like it at all. Most people think I am in my late teens/early 20's, so getting a decent job has still been difficult, but I've gone to quite a few interviews in the past few weeks and go into them extremely confident. Most interviewers seem to be uneasy around me and seem threatened. Might just be my perception though.
All of my friends are younger as my contemporaries I went to school with have shunned me. I met up with a few high school friends awhile back and they are all bald, fat and complaining how old they were, how their bodies hurt, good old days etc. It was quite humorous how different I seemed to them. There was a definite "divide".
RE: AM 5.0+AOS - justint27 - 02-16-2016
Hey guys. Im still lurking around. If anyone out there is interested in tracking my journey, Im on instagram www.instagram.com/jtaylor2714