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RE: AM 5.0 Journal - JCasterlin - 04-27-2018
Day 29 AM5 Stage 1 - Still sick but getting better. Went to work today & hit my monthly goal . First time in the short time I've been working there. I've been reading up on Not Giving a F*** & it's probably no surprise that all it comes down to is priorities & what you choose to focus on. I came across this by accident & I love it
https://youtu.be/kKDC_hVMzfA
I feel like the AM & EPHRA programs really on a deep level, get you over all the inner b.s. so you aren't worrying about what other people think or are doing. I've really begun to notice this weird but cool separation between myself & a lot of people around me. Like with social media I thought I might miss it but I don't. Its starting to get difficult not to see how things like Facebook are incredibly toxic to folks that want to be emotionally healthy & self reliant.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - JCasterlin - 04-28-2018
Day 30 AM5 Stage 1 - Changed my username to my real name. If anyone is curious the J is for James. I felt it was necessary considering the growth I've experienced & will continue to experience as I progress in AM5 , E2, & AM6. Still a bit sick but as weird as this may sound I honestly feel listening to AM5 Stage 1 has helped me get through it easier. I obviously struggle still with self doubt & confidence but I know that will become a thing of the past as time goes by. One thing I'm really proud of is that I no longer feel a need to compare myself to other people.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - Determined - 04-28-2018
Name changes are very powerful. It's a good sign that you're embodying who you are. Much respect my friend.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - JCasterlin - 04-28-2018
(04-28-2018, 05:46 AM)Determined Wrote: Name changes are very powerful. It's a good sign that you're embodying who you are. Much respect my friend.
Thank You Sir
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - JCasterlin - 04-28-2018
I know this sounds a bit hypocritical given what I said earlier about not comparing myself to others but going back & reading either the testimonials for AM5 , E2, or AM6 as well as the journals makes me excited at what's possible.