(08-24-2016, 06:18 AM)fibonacciw Wrote:

(08-23-2016, 03:59 PM)RTBoss Wrote: 7 loops US -33 dB

Woke up tired again.

Had a blood test, place was dead. Last year women were everywhere, I had a time this year that got me through fast, but nothing else. Not a good (subliminal) testing situation.

Went to Panera for breakfast after. Old-foagie-city. It was like Florida in there. A few old men approached and interacted with my son, and my wife, though when I paid attention they held my gaze (rather than my wife's).

Two women behind the counter, middle-aged and large, stared at me for about 3 minutes. One of them fanned herself like she was standing in a California wildfire.

Took a 2.5 hr nap this afternoon. Had a lot of hunger, ate a lot. Felt great after. Little-to-no-heat (until now as I type this, whilst drinking a beer).

Had to run an errand to Wally World (Walmart for you folks across the pond). We're stocking up on supplies for our upcoming fishing trip this weekend into next week.

One cutie runs into me in the storage bin aisle. Bet she was getting something for college. It was like I was a ghost. I smiled at her, said, "Hi," and nothing from her. At all.

Dud day. And to make things worse, the lady from the picture on Sunday is coming for her 2nd session this week in...well, she'll be here anytime. I find myself having a beer on Tuesday nights before she comes over quite often. "Better to ignore you with, my dear!"

Anyway, hopefully better results will ensue from here on.

EDIT: Client commented on my tan. Less sexual body language, thank goodness.

Is it me or the resistance real heavy with V2.3. I have been angry but very calm. I have been having dreams that are very dramatic and I felt at ease when I awoke. I will continue this for a few months. I am at a point in my life where I am ready to face my fears and past hurts. Whats say you RT?

(08-24-2016, 06:59 PM)RTBoss Wrote: Just got done working for the night, but apparently my soul doth still stir within me. Had it out with some people I consider important to me - without such status, no effect would be had upon me - but thankfully positivity hath seized the day! Glad and grateful for that.

Really, it's been an emotional day for me, en total. I watched "Deadliest Catch: Sig Hansen's Legacy." I've watched the show for close to 10 years, and I was shocked by the emotional impact tonight's episode had on me. I'd personally nominate the show for an Emmy if I could, based on this episode alone. It encompasses a man's career, legacy, family, view on life (including the causality of a life of stress, cigarettes, etc.)...emotional stuff.

Life is said to be short - but really, (though it may not seem so at times) it's too short to hold grudges against your fellow man. We all have our journey, gifts, and legacy to pass on to the next generation. It's happening all the time. Love drive us all, and we owe it to ourselves and the people we encounter day-to-day (online, in person, wherever) to share that love. Don't cover it up. We're so much better with it, than without it.

(08-24-2016, 07:10 PM)Wharrgarbl Wrote:

(08-24-2016, 06:59 PM)RTBoss Wrote: Just got done working for the night, but apparently my soul doth still stir within me. Had it out with some people I consider important to me - without such status, no effect would be had upon me - but thankfully positivity hath seized the day! Glad and grateful for that.

Really, it's been an emotional day for me, en total. I watched "Deadliest Catch: Sig Hansen's Legacy." I've watched the show for close to 10 years, and I was shocked by the emotional impact tonight's episode had on me. I'd personally nominate the show for an Emmy if I could, based on this episode alone. It encompasses a man's career, legacy, family, view on life (including the causality of a life of stress, cigarettes, etc.)...emotional stuff.

Life is said to be short - but really, (though it may not seem so at times) it's too short to hold grudges against your fellow man. We all have our journey, gifts, and legacy to pass on to the next generation. It's happening all the time. Love drive us all, and we owe it to ourselves and the people we encounter day-to-day (online, in person, wherever) to share that love. Don't cover it up. We're so much better with it, than without it.

Good stuff!!!!!!!

(08-25-2016, 03:28 PM)RTBoss Wrote: Fell asleep on the couch last night, forgot to set the sub to play. Woke up around 4:30 AM and started US on speaker for 4 loops at -33ish dB.

Woke up around 8 AM tired again.

Went to the zoo with my son and ran into yet another chick from my past. I haven't seen her for probably 6 (!) years, and I just run into her? Her mother was with her, and she remembered me, too. Anyway, ever since I've known this girl she's been married. She's very nice, and we've always got along. Many times I felt like there was an unspoken attraction between us, and in the past I harbored fantasies of sleeping with her.

She gushed about how good it was to see me, and I said we should all go on a double date. She thought that was a great idea. She just recently had her first child with her hubby, and she must be breastfeeding 'cuz dayum those feedbags were full, lol. I wonder if she caught me staring? This bit of news is important, though, because she described to me in detail about how they conceived using IVF, and how the method she involved her manually inserting the embryo into her vagina. I also noticed I was crotch displaying automatically. I stopped myself 3 times, but kept putting my foot up on something with my legs splayed.

Her mother started rubbing her arms and says something about a skin condition, and oh how embarrassing and she's sorry. What? TMI? I wouldn't have noticed anything if she hadn't said anything.

At the tiger display I got opened by a cute blonde. Having my son around makes it easy for women, because they can act like they're talking to him - but that leads to talking to me. We ended up running into her a few more times, each time she openly stared.

I've been warm a few times today. I also noticed, like CV, that I'm having some trouble with spitting out my words. I'll even mean to say one thing, and instead use the wrong word. Kinda strange, since it's not the norm for me. Wife has been in a great mood, which is weird considering she's enduring her monthly. I expected her to be upset we didn't conceive this month. She's hiding that disappointment well, if she is disappointed.

(08-26-2016, 04:54 AM)RTBoss Wrote: 4 loops TS masked .flac (I think I have been forgetting to mention I listen to .flac format exclusively). Sleep phones, 11 out of 15 volume on Samsung Note 5.

I woke up after roughly 8 hours of sleep (which included much tossing and turning, as well as dreams) feeling pretty darn good - comparatively speaking. I'm not the walking dead. A few cups of coffee and I'm bursting with energy.

Lots of nocturnal wood, a few dreams. I remember parts of one where I was at a huge party (like a wedding - a common theme for me in DMSI dreams). I had my arm around a beautiful brunette, early 20's. It was like I had my pick, and whoever I put my arm around just accepted it.

No irritability, anger, anxiety, or gloomy feelings - which is great, 'cuz I got a lot to get done today. Tomorrow morning we're leaving for our week long fishing trip with my wife's family.

Quote:Can someone get this ***** trout off my dick? Seriously, I don't know what Shannon did with V2.3's aura, but I got into the river with my pole, and this rainbow trout jumps out and lodges right onto my peckeroo! So now it's old bitchez, the occasional hottie, and freshwater fish. Oh, and mother-in-laws, apparently.

(09-01-2016, 05:18 PM)Benjamin Wrote:

Quote:Can someone get this ***** trout off my dick? Seriously, I don't know what Shannon did with V2.3's aura, but I got into the river with my pole, and this rainbow trout jumps out and lodges right onto my peckeroo! So now it's old bitchez, the occasional hottie, and freshwater fish. Oh, and mother-in-laws, apparently.

Hahaha.. that is the most unique effect of DMSI yet!

Testimonial - "I was using DMSI and a fish come straight up, didn't even buy me dinner or introduce itself just tried to suck me off in the river".