Just wanted to post something I forgot a while back

Since nearing end stage 1/ into stage 2 I have not masturbated. Not once. I's been nearly over a month and I only just noticed the other day lol

A weird feeling. I am horny but I refrain from doing it for whatever reason. It's been a nice build up and I've read many good things from no fap and sperm retention posts. These guys say it helps improve a lot of things for them. I've noticed some improvements such as energy and social abilities etc but could be the sub too. Either way I've decided since I've made it this far I'm going to go all the way and try not masturbate for the remainder of SM3...maybe longer. I will only release my loads on a girls face/ass/breasts or inside her so...she better bring her brolly!

Anyways with regards to updates on the sub I went out with my best friend, his gf (who is another best friend of mine) and his parents for meal/bowling.

Noticed I was getting a few looks from girls here and there and the bowling ally was FULL of them everywhere. Was nuts.

Also in the restaurant as we queue up by the door, an attractive blonde kept nudging me with her elbow. it wasn't an accidental nudge, it was deliberate - as if she was trying to get my attention in a very blatant way. It seems girls are still a bit shy around me but thats okay.

Also restaurant full of girls too. I really do need to go out more. Increase my exposure around areas where girls could be.

There was a table full of 4 girls next to ours and one of the girls kept looking over and when I glanced back she was like DIHL. leepy:

It seems SM3 draws more power when I actually decide to f**king leave my house and do shit hahaha might have to plan a trip into town soon.

This is good for me because it shows you cant let the subs do everything. You actually need to get up off your ass and go out into the world.

I'll do just that


LM

(02-04-2016, 10:25 AM)LiquidMind Wrote:
Woke up today feeling a bit differently. I feel wiser somehow. Somewhat smarter in a way

Whether this is the no fapping or subs I am not entirely sure.

I do remember thinking about how jobs agencies in the UK are awful. I'm currently on an agency who rang me up about a new job last year. Well they not only f**cked it up for me which meant I couldn't start my new job but have to wait until april to start and they haven't gotten off their arse to find me any other work until then. Complete joke. I remembered thinking how telling the truth on CV's and sending them to places who require "Oh yes you must have 50 years experience to work for us what ho!" is just getting you no where. I'm tempted to fake a CV to look really well and apply for a managers job or something (my friend did that and is now a store manager at holland and barrett)

I was also just thinking more clearly and feeling a lot better despite my circumstances (im the unluckiest person with regards to finding jobs i swear)

Also not been thinking about women as much which means I'm less impressed by needing women to fulfill my life and to have sex with to feed my ego. I really don't care that much. If I have sex, I have sex woo. No real big deal for me currently.

Issue is I've been buying the subs in stages and I may not have enough to buy stages 3 and 4 in a few weeks time. I'm not sure what to do if I can't get them in time. Anyone got any ideas how I don't imbalance myself?

Be much appreciated

LM

(02-04-2016, 10:53 AM)Alpha360 Wrote:

(02-04-2016, 10:25 AM)LiquidMind Wrote:
Woke up today feeling a bit differently. I feel wiser somehow. Somewhat smarter in a way

Whether this is the no fapping or subs I am not entirely sure.

I do remember thinking about how jobs agencies in the UK are awful. I'm currently on an agency who rang me up about a new job last year. Well they not only f**cked it up for me which meant I couldn't start my new job but have to wait until april to start and they haven't gotten off their arse to find me any other work until then. Complete joke. I remembered thinking how telling the truth on CV's and sending them to places who require "Oh yes you must have 50 years experience to work for us what ho!" is just getting you no where. I'm tempted to fake a CV to look really well and apply for a managers job or something (my friend did that and is now a store manager at holland and barrett)

I was also just thinking more clearly and feeling a lot better despite my circumstances (im the unluckiest person with regards to finding jobs i swear)

Also not been thinking about women as much which means I'm less impressed by needing women to fulfill my life and to have sex with to feed my ego. I really don't care that much. If I have sex, I have sex woo. No real big deal for me currently.

Issue is I've been buying the subs in stages and I may not have enough to buy stages 3 and 4 in a few weeks time. I'm not sure what to do if I can't get them in time. Anyone got any ideas how I don't imbalance myself?

Be much appreciated

LM

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