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RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon- love thyself - ReeZoX - 03-17-2017
I would disagree, men purely biological doesn't have the same range of emotions as women.
And displaying emotions as a man is also something that's generally "shamed" within society. At least where I live.
I mean, during these 6 months, something must have happened that slowly made her dislike him until something made the bowl overflow, causing her reaction.
I can't say anything regarding the other 5 instances with your family of course.
I would say that the majority of people, no matter male or female think's about their "crush" most of the time unless they are highly developed persons knowing that it's just bad to overthink stuff.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon- love thyself - Raykon - 03-17-2017
Thanks for the answers guys I appreciate it.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-17-2017
Day 12
Went to work for a 3 hour shift.
I only noticed one indicator of interest and it was from the older manager lady (late 20's) whom I've never spoken to yet.. I'll call her "Brunette Manager" from now.
The one thing I did notice is that I didn't care or think about the women around me. I basically didn't make any effort or care to talk to any of them.
The only one who I did converse with was that "brunette 1" from the other day who I didn't talk to last shift. I spoke to her a bit and asked her how her trip was. Nothing special, didn't notice any attraction or anything from her today.
So today was pretty neutral. Didn't notice bad results or good ones.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-17-2017
A realization that i've had in the past is reoccuring in my mind.
BEWARE slightly mysognistic yet realistic post WARNING
Most women my age are so immature and have no real interests or hobbies or passions.
i'm 22 and I feel like all the women at my work only care about partying and there is literally nothing else to them.
I might be wrong and they might turn out to be deeper then I think but I feel like so many women my age are bimbos and very basic.
This isn't totally random it's reoccurred because of the conversation I had with Brunette 1 (the girl I like, or used to like, not so sure anymore. She's still pretty but I don't think I like her anymore)
I'm going to try and pretend this all surface level stuff and hope and try and see if maybe these women just appear to be this way and perhaps they actually are intellectual and have depth to there personality.
I want to bang them all but do I want to be in a relationship with them.. So far, no.
I connected and was way more attracted to the older women I would meet at the dog park while on Woman magnet / am v6. I could actually have deep and intellectual conversations with them.
Anyone know where I can meet better quality women my age?
And also, what age is maximum you think I can hook up with / date. Oldest women I went on a date with was 28, when I was 21.
Is there a limit to who I can date?
I rather go for older women they seem way more mature and intellectual from my experiences.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Griffin - 03-18-2017
there is no limit, as long as you and her both want to date!
if you date a 50-year-old it might be strange to some people, but even that, as long as you both want it, it O.K.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-18-2017
I agree Griffin.
One thing I forgot to mention about today, after work I got a Caesar at the Bar at my work and the female bartender whom I've never had a conversation with told me she made my drink extra strong.
I guess that's considered a gift, maybe not. not sure.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Shannon - 03-18-2017
Usually you have to ask for that. Getting it without asking is considered a favor and a gift, and is probably a sign that she likes you.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Benjamin - 03-18-2017
You've been convinced by all the lies that saying anything against women is misogynistic.. nothing you said would fall under that. Simply expressing something like that about them is nothing of the sort despite stupid feminists labelling everything as 'misogonistic' and in their case it's lost it's meaning completely.
I kind of know what you're talking about, but the interesting thing is lately i've been dating girls around 22 and noticed I attract the ones who aren't into stuff like that.. so my experience is completely different to what you're saying.
Whatever age they are girls who are just into drinking and partying are my polar opposite and not in a good way so I don't tend to attract them anyway.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-19-2017
Day 14
had some extremely blatant indicators of interest at work.
The older blonde milf looking server winked at me while I was walking past looking at her.
And this other spanish chick I basically never talked to other then say hows it going.
Kept looking at me allot and it was like she was trying to test my self esteem by staring at me. I just stared back deep into her eyes. I didn't look away or flinch. I guess you could say I passed
I detected allot of attraction from her and many other women today.
However not EVERY women did I notice attraction from.
some of the ones I used to notice attraction from I did not notice any today.
None the less I had major indicators of interest from many women.
One thing that is interesting is that I was much more conversive and social with these woman and confident around them.
There were times where it felt like I was resisting and wasn't feeling like the interaction was going well, then like 30 minutes later i'd talk to the same person and i'd feel 100 percent solid and high self esteem and confident and good about myself.
It was bit of a rollercoaster today in that sense.
At times I was 100 percent smooth/confident, and other times where I felt the resistance seeping out of me.
The woman's reaction would change depending on how I felt in the moment too. REALLY WIERD.
It's a like a fucking science experiement.
I can't wait till this resistance bullshit passes and I feel 100 percent solid the entire time. Not fluctuating like it was today.
but for the most part I felt really good and happy about myself.
I was never really in my head, only once I was today for a few minutes.
Btw I met a new chick that is a VEGAN like me, and she has genuine interests, she's almost able to go compete for Olympics in figure skating.
LMAO it's like I manifested her, remember how I was talking about "Where can I find quality women?"
But the thing is I didn't notice any attraction from her, she's not my type physically but she's still a beautiful women, but still not my ideal type. Her personality IS DEFINITELY my type though.
I wonder if the sniper will still work :/ I felt like I wasn't sniping her at all.
She was conversing with me but I didn't feel any attraction from her at all (there might have been attraction I just didn't feel it or see it)
Overall today was a good day, I noticed I'm very loud and my vocal projection is really good.
But my test levels are pretty solid right now so it could be because of that and not DMSI, or a combination of both.
I was really happy today 95 percent of the time, didn't feel like I was working at all I just had a good time.
Me and the guys in the back started singing red hot chilli peppers and other various songs and having a fun time.
there was 1 incidents where a girl smiled at me with the most unbelievably obvious and intentional smile ever. Like " I ABSOLUTELY ADORE AND WANT TO BANG YOU, type smile"
THe thing is this chick that did that I never talked to her until today, and what happened was I said to her "are you okay? you look sad" she said " I just puked in my mouth" she said that to me and my male coworker and then she said "Attractive eh".. I said to her " You know exactly what a man likes " and for a second she thought I was being serious and said "yeah eh " but then realised i was joking.
After this incident is when she gave me that smile later as I walked past her 20 minutes later.
It was the most obvious and sexual smile I've ever received in my life.
She's not really my type though, i was just flirting for fun.
I noticed women enjoyed talking to me more today and the opened up more.
I opened up with one of them allot too and told her about my probation and we also talked about travelling and our tatoo's.
I like her now more then all of them, she seems serious and smart but probably has a wild side too. She's Blonde. I'm going to name her Carol.
I like Carol now not Brunette 1.
Carol is hotter then brunette 1 but wasn't my type initially but the more I am around her the more I like her.
One of the most pretentious yet sexiest person who works at the restaurant, Chloe. She was nice to me today and we talked very very little. Usually we both ignore each other. She seemed more receptive today.
I can feel DMSI is affecting people, not EVERYONE, but it's affecting some guys and women for sure.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-19-2017
Oh I also had a dream last night I was playing and being playful with porn stars at the mall. We were like cuddling and stuff and being sexual.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-24-2017
Day 19 DMSI 3.1A
Work was interesting today.
Few very interesting things,
I started talking to the older manager lady (the one who always gave me looks but I never spoke to until today)
we talked about what animal we like because someone else asked the question and I asked her what they were talking about. And talked about how we both like bears and it's my biggest phobia. And then as she was walking away I said "I like lions more though"
She literally YELLED from 10 feet away so loud the entire kitchen and back and front could hear her.
She said "ME TOOOOOO!" so freaking loud she yelled it. it was hilarious I started laughing.
another interesting thing is that I found out Carol is vegetarian, I met ANOTHER beautiful women Brunette 3 and she's Vegan, and the older blonde milf lady from before who winked at me and is very nice to me I found out she's vegan too.
Interesting.
Anyways I had an amazing conversation and connection with Brunnette 3 when I found out she was Vegan we shared sushi together and talked and she was very talkative and I was also 100 percent in state at that moment. It was pretty amazing.
That was the first time I had such an engaging and attractive feeling from a women at this work.
She is 10/10 looks and 100 percent my type so far. I believe I'm sniping her the hardest.
This was our first interaction with eachother other then me basically mean mugging with stern face as I walk around doing my job, She would smile in a shy way and show ioi's but nothing major until now.
She was super into me in the conversation and I felt compelled to hug her when we ended the interaction, and I did hug her. It felt like a real connection with her, she's clearly into me physically and when we both found out were both Vegan we both lit up.
She was super surprised and glad to find that out.
That was the first time I hugged any female from this work. I had the urge to do it so badly that I did. I didn't think about it and it wasn't awkward.
It is good because it shows I can get physical and sexual. I believe it was DMSI that made me do this.
DMSI is hit or miss, the aura is completely random I feel like. When it's on I feel on top of the world, when it's not on I don't feel that good.
It's actually fucking terrible and annoying that it doesn't stay on constantly.
I think it's still resistance that is causing the fluctuations.
but yeah after I hugged Brunette 3 she walked by me as I was getting talked to by one of the chefs and he was kind of teaching me something about my job (not disciplining me but it could have looked like that from outside perspective)
I noticed that I had my Head up SUPER HIGH and neck exposed and shoulders back chest out, hands together in front me (not behind) and Brunette 3 walked by and she saw this and she smiled at me in a major IoI way and I put out my hand and fist bumped her as she left.
I think this was also good because again, more physicality, and it was kind of my way of saying I like you, good bye.
Without being able to say anything because I was in the middle of a conversation with someone.
Again this is me anaylzing something that in the moment I never was in my head or thinking about why or when / how I should do something.
It just happened, now I'm looking back analyzing thinking why I did what I did.
I have major attraction for her, I want to ask her on a date, I'm wondering If I should wait it out and let more healing happen and potentially get to know her more through work, or just ask her out.
Vocal projection and voice today 10/10
Body language 10/10
Anxiety around women 0
in my head 0
Happyness/moood (half the shift I felt like shit, other half I felt amazing)
I ate my lunch, was starving 20-30 minutes later and I bought another lunch. This program uses so much energy it's ridiculous.
I ate hour before work too.
I can definitely tell the difference in how hard I snipe someone based on there looks, how "my type' they are (not slutty, I like innocent shy women with good values and morals).
On a side / funny note. I took my dishwashing gloves off while working and my coworker was like Holy crap! What happened!! And he looked at my hands and he thought my knuckles/hands were swollen because they were massive.
We compared hands and my hands were at least twice the size of his. It was a confidence boost because I didn't realize how big my hands are.
This is because of my testosterone cycles I've had in the past. I used to have super skinny and small hands
(again I don't recommend testosterone cycles to anyone, It severely fucked me up in allot of ways but also I've benefited from it in many ways.) I put my self through hell and back and potential life long addiction.)
If anyone is to ever do it. Please do at least a year of research and talk to some real experts, not just forum randoms like I did.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-24-2017
I noticed something just now. Yesterday I ordered sushi (the same roll I ordered 2 weeks ago) except this time the person making it (a male) made it WAY bigger then before.
The first time it was one of the smallest sushi rolls i've ever seen. This time the pieces were very big and filling.
I wonder if it was a DMSI gift or maybe he fucked up the first time.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - Raykon - 03-25-2017
Had one of the worst days of my life.
Extreme resisteance 95 percent of the day.
Felt like my head was literally going to fucking explode from stress.
I really wonder if there is anything to negate the stress caused from resistance because it's absolutely insane and it's making me nuts.
I'm seriously wondering what the hell is going with DMSI right now.
AM made me alpha and attract women easily without giving me any resistance at all.
I feel like something is seriously flawed with DMSI, I'm hoping I'm wrong and that shannon is right and that you really gotta go through the pain to get to the glory.
But I can't go on like this forever.
How long will I suffer..
The times where it works it feels great, the times that it doesn't . absolute hell.
IT NEEDS STRESS REDUCTION AND HAPPINESS ADDED IF NOT ADDED PLEASE.
I can't even explain how terrible I felt today.
I'm literally going to ignore all these chicks at my work on purpose until I know i'm full healed and the program is working.
At this point I can't risk looking like a fool and mental mess half the time and being totally normal and smooth the other half.
The more I like the girl the more fucked up the resistance is.
if I don't like her at all I have like no resistance at all and feel almost completely normal.
This is terrible.
Basically fucked things up with that chick I like. It's still recoverable but it's fucked up.
They can immediately sense when I'm feeling off too. I thought I was fucking empathetic, women are way more.
It's fucked up.
I'm so sick of this. I want to quit my job but I can't financially and I don't want to be a pussy.
RE: Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Charlie Sheen, Rayhon - RTBoss - 03-25-2017
(03-25-2017, 02:49 AM)Rayhon Wrote: Had one of the worst days of my life.
Extreme resisteance 95 percent of the day.
Felt like my head was literally going to ***** explode from stress.
I really wonder if there is anything to negate the stress caused from resistance because it's absolutely insane and it's making me nuts.
I'm seriously wondering what the hell is going with DMSI right now.
AM made me alpha and attract women easily without giving me any resistance at all.
I feel like something is seriously flawed with DMSI, I'm hoping I'm wrong and that shannon is right and that you really gotta go through the pain to get to the glory.
But I can't go on like this forever.
How long will I suffer..
The times where it works it feels great, the times that it doesn't . absolute hell.
IT NEEDS STRESS REDUCTION AND HAPPINESS ADDED IF NOT ADDED PLEASE.
I can't even explain how terrible I felt today.
I'm literally going to ignore all these chicks at my work on purpose until I know i'm full healed and the program is working.
At this point I can't risk looking like a fool and mental mess half the time and being totally normal and smooth the other half.
The more I like the girl the more ***** up the resistance is.
if I don't like her at all I have like no resistance at all and feel almost completely normal.
This is terrible.
Basically ***** things up with that chick I like. It's still recoverable but it's ***** up.
They can immediately sense when I'm feeling off too. I thought I was ***** empathetic, women are way more.
It's ***** up.
I'm so sick of this. I want to quit my job but I can't financially and I don't want to be a pussy.
There's nothing flawed with the program. You need to remember how much more powerful this program is than AM6. You get more programming in mere days (or less?) than an entire run of AM6.
Resistance sucks. You're changing. Weather the storm. This too shall pass.