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RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 03-23-2025
I’m noticing pretty significant strides especially recently. I was going through some rough patches, but now I’m seeing some good stuff come out of that. It’s so natural too. It’s easy not to notice. My brain tries to be like “you were always like this”. Bitch no I wasn’t lol. Excited to see how this progresses.
RE: OGSF3 - Have at ye - 03-23-2025
(03-23-2025, 05:18 PM)Frosted Wrote: I’m noticing pretty significant strides especially recently. I was going through some rough patches, but now I’m seeing some good stuff come out of that. It’s so natural too. It’s easy not to notice. My brain tries to be like “you were always like this”. Bitch no I wasn’t lol. Excited to see how this progresses.
I think it's the famous Naturalizer on steroids. I'm getting similar ideas/feelings while running OSC.
RE: OGSF3 - Shannon - 03-23-2025
The Naturalizer is certainly part of it. There are several layers of approach and technique that I developed over the years trying to achieve this, but they are only really showing themselves now that they have the 6hth Gen of technology behind them.
RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 03-25-2025
Had some intense transformative dreams last night. I only remember one of them. One family member was trying to get their way by guilting me that they were going to die soon. Another family member was supporting them and they were both pressuring me to cave. I was doing some kind of origami to make a box (idk why lol), and the more they pressured, the more I relaxed into the guilt and fear, refusing to cave. I chose to finish the box and not react to them, neither refusing or accepting. It felt like I began to let go of control of my body and I and the box became one motion that was moving toward a more perfect “destiny”, like it was the one right way and by letting go of control, I allowed this right way to do its thing.
I’ve woken up today feeling great. OGSF3 is working through things fast. There are rough patches, but promising signs as well. We shall see how things progress. I’m optimistic.
RE: OGSF3 - ncbeareatingman - 03-25-2025
(03-25-2025, 02:38 PM)Frosted Wrote: Had some intense transformative dreams last night. I only remember one of them. One family member was trying to get their way by guilting me that they were going to die soon. Another family member was supporting them and they were both pressuring me to cave. I was doing some kind of origami to make a box (idk why lol), and the more they pressured, the more I relaxed into the guilt and fear, refusing to cave. I chose to finish the box and not react to them, neither refusing or accepting. It felt like I began to let go of control of my body and I and the box became one motion that was moving toward a more perfect “destiny”, like it was the one right way and by letting go of control, I allowed this right way to do its thing.
I’ve woken up today feeling great. OGSF3 is working through things fast. There are rough patches, but promising signs as well. We shall see how things progress. I’m optimistic.
Dag Gone Man!! That is friggin' amazing. wow, Dream on and have your 'realer' dreams come true! more power to ya Frosted.
May Oden smile upon yee mate!
RE: OGSF3 - Benjamin - 03-25-2025
Interesting, I always find it funny the random things that appear in my dreams. Of course it's usually symbolic, I usually find that whatever I wake up thinking about is what it was working on, like past memories and such.
Or alternatively...
You accidentally listened to OGSFAMO.
Overcoming Guilt, Shame, Fear and Mastering Oragami.
RE: OGSF3 - Shannon - 03-25-2025
Whoops. Did I do that? lol
RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 03-25-2025
@ncbeareatingman Thanks Keith :-)
@Benjamin I do feel like OGSF3 leveled up my origami by at least 3 levels. Soon I will be a master and nobody will stop me from building the ultimate box.
@Shannon It’s crazy how much you can change overnight. If things are going as well as I think they are, then OGSF3 is shaping up to be a legitimate masterpiece.
Today was in a group setting and significantly more comfortable than last time (and the time before that I was more comfortable than before). Everything felt smoother and I enjoyed myself more. I had insecurities try to come up, but they felt more like distant paper cuts that were easily brushed off. They also didn’t create openings for my insecurities to gain ground like they usually do. Once in a while I would have a slight flare up of anxiety or shame when expressing myself, and then it would pass quickly and everything felt fine. In the past there would be more “grime” or “build up” of emotional residue over time, but it was minimal this time. I was able to overcome these emotional humps faster and more effectively than before.
I felt slippery like the insecurities couldn’t catch me lol. I was goofing around the whole time, and I had a lot of fun.
RE: OGSF3 - Shannon - 03-25-2025
Excellent!
RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 03-31-2025
Felt like shit today. Everything just seemed to make me feel like people secretly disliked me, even though it was irrational most of the time. Despite my low mood I kept it together alright, likely a product of the inner work I’ve done with these subs + OGSF3. It feels like even when I feel like shit, I still have some sort of equilibrium, like some part of me is untouched.
I feel a lot of shame bubbling up, and those flare ups cause my brain to go “why do I feel like this?” and then my brain will remember something or interpret an observation in such a way that creates more shame. So the shame colors the lens I use to look at the world which causes the lens to tint more.
Today it’s been more prominent than normal, but the shame has been there underneath the surface lately. I guess it’s something I’m working on and the waves were more turbulent today.
RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 03-31-2025
Today was a rollercoaster. Had a lot of shame come up, and generally felt like shit. Had some feelings of doom for some indiscernible reason. But then I stabilized and enjoyed myself with friends.
RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 04-01-2025
Woke up feeling amazing for no reason. It’s interesting, the pattern of stormy emotions to clear sky’s. Instead of a feeling of vague doom, I feel like things are working out. Things seem to be happening somewhat more intensely than OGSF2, while still keeping my emotional equilibrium.
RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 04-02-2025
I just had a series of intense and transformative dreams last night. Here’s a couple of them:
1:
My mom said something rude to me, like she expected me to hop to her every little whim. I got in her face and told her very firmly, but still gently, to never talk to me like that again. The crazies thing was that she actually agreed with respect in her eyes. The reason it was crazy to me is that talking to my mom is often like talking to a brick wall.
2:
I was on a bus and a few people were trying to bully me. I kept shrugging off the negativity and showing them genuine compassion and concern for their wellbeing. For example a boy with balloons was being nasty towards me and I asked him if he was okay. He tried to be mean a few times but I just kept showing concern for his wellbeing. He eventually softened and instead looked sad as his vulnerability showed. He let go of the balloons.
I gazed at the balloons as they flew away into the sky (we’re still in the bus somehow). Watching the balloons, I noted wistfully that this world is savage and cruel. I noticed how the chaos of the world was reorganizing me. The people who were rude to me came from a place of weakness. They should be shown the same compassion as you would show a child in need.
RE: OGSF3 - Frosted - 04-03-2025
Felt insecure yesterday. I sat with it well, but it was one of those times where you’re like “I’ve used subs for a long time and I still feel like this. When will it end?”. But that’s happened enough times in the past, and also because of 6G, I recognized that this would pass.
Today I’ve woken up feeling awesome. A new layer/facet of wellbeing has revealed itself to me. This is also with a sore throat and on a slight sleep deficit.