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RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 02-20-2018
So I moved to a new house this weekend. Internet hasn't been hooked up yet so this is on my phone.
I'm noticing semi-erections while near attractive women again. Mostly tho I feel like I'm either chasing and forcing interactions with women or I'm completely passive and in wallflower mode. Somewhere, some way there is a middle ground.
Been watching more RSD stuff, using a bit everyday to find out what works and what doesn't.
Constantly tightening up my game wrt women and sales.
Not looking forward to resisting the anti porn modules, everything else about DMSI sounds dope AF.
That's all for now.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 02-21-2018
Lots of stuff happening, too fast for me to keep up.
There were some cleaners at our house on the weekend I just had. They chatted me up and before I know it they want to buy shit from me. I already sold the one guy tonight, just waiting for the other guy to get back to me.
Crazy.
It's like I can't not sell people and I think it's coming off in my vibe as nearly everyone slammed the door in my face in sales today. But I sold that cleaner guy tonight so I made money today despite all that, and I got a solid follow-up for tomorrow.
ION, went to a restaurant with some guys from work. The waitress was ok looking. I'd do her. She was ignoring me. So I ignored her and that was that.
Had 2 solid interactions with women yesterday too. But my penis sensitivity is an issue cause when I get around girls I'm really attracted to it feels like I'm gonna cum in my pants. Not cool.
How am I supposed to have a good convo when I feel like that?
Anyhow, internet is back on tomorrow and so is DMSI (supposedly).
Stars gettin' aligned.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 02-22-2018
Had a TON of dreams last night. All women/sex related. I hope DMSI will be uploaded by the time I go to bed but I'm not holding my breath.
This pretty much sums up my attitude towards the DMSI hype and life in general tbh:
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 02-22-2018
So today was a f*cking mess.
Felt like reality snapped HARD and everything went 180 on me. Like everything. Unbelievable. I can't even describe it without getting frustrated. If this is DMSI I hope it's reality shifiting me to sexland, not me resisting in some crazy new self-destructive way.
File is downloaded and I will be listening to the first loop tonight