(08-24-2018, 07:06 AM)K-Train Wrote:

(08-23-2018, 08:44 PM)K-Train Wrote:

(08-23-2018, 05:04 PM)kingpill Wrote: -SNIP

Most people are fearful of death and so at the end of their lives, the fear consumes them, hence making them weak. Not me. I wanna look death in the eye and laugh as I die. I wanna f*** lady death.

Executed like crazy right after this realization.

I've noticed the EXACT same thing. V3.2 generates/generated a lot of fear in me. My anxiety would ratchet up. I found that most of the fear in my life centered around death. I would sometimes visualizes myself holding lady death's hand and looking her in the eyes and saying "I'm not afraid of you". By releasing this fear of death I also found it easier to execute DMSI.

I believe the reason for this is because part of the subconscious for some people equates losing/relinquishing control to DMSI as dying. Almost EVERY person is wired to avoid death and survive but I believe that people who are "resistant" have this subconscious "survival program" running in overdrive. The reality is that death is unavoidable and a necessary step that all of us will eventually take. When the subconscious realizes this and begins treating death as something natural it relaxes so to speak and this is when DMSI is able to work its magic because the instructions are no longer seen as a threat.

I reserve the right for my opinion to be totally wrong!

Shannon in regards to this post from Kingpill's journal, does Key #1 or Key #2 address the subconscious identifying the relinquishing of control/compliance to DMSI's instrunctions with death? As someone who has had issues with "being told what to do" I can most certainly attest to sometimes equating "loss of control" with dying. My results with DMSI improved drastically when this was overcome and I believe it may hold an important key to improving the results for others.

Also sidebar question: Do you think that US/LM is having a positive benefit on your progress with DMSI? If yes could you please continue running it for the next year so we get more kickass subs? Thanks!

(08-24-2018, 09:42 AM)kingpill Wrote:

(08-24-2018, 09:10 AM)Kol Wrote: This talk of death is really interesting. Couple of times on my 3.2 run I had it, only to "release" and fully "let it in". When im walking on the streets tho, there are times im feeling stiffled, and get in my head so to say. Its almost like night and dsy like my subc says "oh hell no" depending on the "danger levels" ny subc perceives as.

Point is, when this stiffledness passes, or meets a point of "collapse" im on a totally new level. Even to the point im wondering about immortality and being an otherworldly being.

Makes me wonder how far we can push this sub and bend reality.

"I dont wanna die" popped up just now. Neat.

I totally get you, I feel untouchable, like nobody can f**k with me and I can do anything.

This reminds me of another resistance and possible cause of it.

Parts of my subconscious can only fathom the 'men must hunt' scenario and nothing else. This has led me to see dreams which seems to be clear a few things but I don't think it has fully cleared by this version yet. Let me explain:

I had a dream that a group of people including myself were being hunted by 'normal society' special forces. Seemed we were 'different' in some way. We were all cornered and told to give ourselves up. Some gave up and went to join the 'normal' people. Others like myself didn't and started escaping. I was escaping by myself, when suddenly, I turned into a demon that could jump few hundred feet at a time. Though I was more powerful, I was now hunted even more vigorously than before.

What I interpreted:

Part of subconscious thinks that 'being hunted' can only mean 'danger'. It cannot fathom that someone pursuing me could lead to something good, and that if someone is pursuing me, it must mean they are trying to harm me.

In the beginning, as I started executing and being "hunted", that part of my subC sensed danger. In reality, the 'hunting for me' really is people finding me more attractive and so coming towards me.

The people who gave up and joined 'normal society' seems to me like the people who gave up on DMSI

Therefore I escaped to avoid execution. However, because I was still listening to DMSI while essentially 'running away' (feeling lethargic, using resistance tactics I mentioned in a previous post) I became more powerful (transformed into a demon) but this led to me being hunted more vigorously than before(girls liking me more), which in turn made me even more avoidant of the 'hunter'(getting even more lethargic, etc).

Parts of our subconscious (especially who live/ grew up in rougher neighbourhoods or people grew up being bullied/still getting bullied etc), I believe, would take any form of being hunted as a sense of danger.

I hope this helps.

(08-25-2018, 07:52 AM)Shannon Wrote:

(08-24-2018, 09:42 AM)kingpill Wrote:

(08-24-2018, 09:10 AM)Kol Wrote: This talk of death is really interesting. Couple of times on my 3.2 run I had it, only to "release" and fully "let it in". When im walking on the streets tho, there are times im feeling stiffled, and get in my head so to say. Its almost like night and dsy like my subc says "oh hell no" depending on the "danger levels" ny subc perceives as.

Point is, when this stiffledness passes, or meets a point of "collapse" im on a totally new level. Even to the point im wondering about immortality and being an otherworldly being.

Makes me wonder how far we can push this sub and bend reality.

"I dont wanna die" popped up just now. Neat.

I totally get you, I feel untouchable, like nobody can f**k with me and I can do anything.

This reminds me of another resistance and possible cause of it.

Parts of my subconscious can only fathom the 'men must hunt' scenario and nothing else. This has led me to see dreams which seems to be clear a few things but I don't think it has fully cleared by this version yet. Let me explain:

I had a dream that a group of people including myself were being hunted by 'normal society' special forces. Seemed we were 'different' in some way. We were all cornered and told to give ourselves up. Some gave up and went to join the 'normal' people. Others like myself didn't and started escaping. I was escaping by myself, when suddenly, I turned into a demon that could jump few hundred feet at a time. Though I was more powerful, I was now hunted even more vigorously than before.

What I interpreted:

Part of subconscious thinks that 'being hunted' can only mean 'danger'. It cannot fathom that someone pursuing me could lead to something good, and that if someone is pursuing me, it must mean they are trying to harm me.

In the beginning, as I started executing and being "hunted", that part of my subC sensed danger. In reality, the 'hunting for me' really is people finding me more attractive and so coming towards me.

The people who gave up and joined 'normal society' seems to me like the people who gave up on DMSI

Therefore I escaped to avoid execution. However, because I was still listening to DMSI while essentially 'running away' (feeling lethargic, using resistance tactics I mentioned in a previous post) I became more powerful (transformed into a demon) but this led to me being hunted more vigorously than before(girls liking me more), which in turn made me even more avoidant of the 'hunter'(getting even more lethargic, etc).

Parts of our subconscious (especially who live/ grew up in rougher neighbourhoods or people grew up being bullied/still getting bullied etc), I believe, would take any form of being hunted as a sense of danger.

I hope this helps.

You are framing the process as "hunting or being hunted". That's artificially limited thinking. It isn't hunting or being hunted, it's being so attractive that others want you in a desirable way, and they come to you, offer themselves to you and attempt to interest you in having sex with them. Where is the threat in that?

Framing is everything. You guys don't have to equate everything with violence, dominance and threat.

(08-25-2018, 07:52 AM)Shannon Wrote: You are framing the process as "hunting or being hunted". That's artificially limited thinking. It isn't hunting or being hunted, it's being so attractive that others want you in a desirable way, and they come to you, offer themselves to you and attempt to interest you in having sex with them. Where is the threat in that?

Framing is everything. You guys don't have to equate everything with violence, dominance and threat.

(08-26-2018, 07:06 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: I’ve been seduced on 3.2, and have been approached by women all my life so it is definitely possible. We just need DMSI to ramp up the quantity of Quality (looks) women we seduce and the “they seduce us into sex multiple times/as much as we allow” needs working too.

(08-29-2018, 01:27 PM)kingpill Wrote: Weird experience today:

Im at the hospital and theres a hot blond milf nurse.

She was doing some tests on me and I could either hear her thoughts or control her thoughts. Let me explain:

As she was doing tests on me, I started getting thoughts in 3rd/1st person perspective such as 'hes hot, sex, i can do it'

Then it progressed into these exact thoughts:

'you can have him, I can have him, he has a c**k, grab it, how do i do it, I can do it, it will work, ill make it work"

At the exact moment the "he has a c**k" thought came into my head, she looked at my crotch smirking. There were other thoughts that came in which correlated exactly with the way she was acting at the exact moment.

Crazy.

Anyone else had this happen?

Maybe it's my pisces/12th house heavy chart thats making this happen

(08-29-2018, 01:57 PM)StridingStrider Wrote:

(08-29-2018, 01:27 PM)kingpill Wrote: Weird experience today:

Im at the hospital and theres a hot blond milf nurse.

She was doing some tests on me and I could either hear her thoughts or control her thoughts. Let me explain:

As she was doing tests on me, I started getting thoughts in 3rd/1st person perspective such as 'hes hot, sex, i can do it'

Then it progressed into these exact thoughts:

'you can have him, I can have him, he has a c**k, grab it, how do i do it, I can do it, it will work, ill make it work"

At the exact moment the "he has a c**k" thought came into my head, she looked at my crotch smirking. There were other thoughts that came in which correlated exactly with the way she was acting at the exact moment.

Crazy.

Anyone else had this happen?

Maybe it's my pisces/12th house heavy chart thats making this happen

LMAO, what happened next?

(08-29-2018, 01:44 PM)Zane Wrote: I see,...

You have finally attained "Porn-Nirvana" level.

(08-29-2018, 01:27 PM)kingpill Wrote: Weird experience today:

Im at the hospital and theres a hot blond milf nurse.

She was doing some tests on me and I could either hear her thoughts or control her thoughts. Let me explain:

As she was doing tests on me, I started getting thoughts in 3rd/1st person perspective such as 'hes hot, sex, i can do it'

Then it progressed into these exact thoughts:

'you can have him, I can have him, he has a c**k, grab it, how do i do it, I can do it, it will work, ill make it work"

At the exact moment the "he has a c**k" thought came into my head, she looked at my crotch smirking. There were other thoughts that came in which correlated exactly with the way she was acting at the exact moment.

Crazy.

Anyone else had this happen?

Maybe it's my pisces/12th house heavy chart thats making this happen