(08-10-2018, 12:13 PM)Darkness Wrote: When ran SM3,It didn’t feel like sniping, it was more compelling like I was a vampire it took a dust of thought and no effort. And in they would all say I feel I have to come talk to you. Or they go in to kiss me in the mouth.

(08-03-2018, 07:55 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:

(08-02-2018, 10:28 PM)thor2014 Wrote: SM Stage 1 Day 10 (8 hours)

Two girls I had sex with got scared whilst I was looking into their eyes and ***** them. The first one said she got scared as my look was extremely piercing. The second girl said the same thing. I can only think that the stage 1 has giving me a more masculine soul piercing gaze when looking into a woman's eyes. Aside from that nothing remarkable to report.

I see you Dzemoo.

In all seriousness, you've come a LONG way thor. I'm impressed.

I aspire to be like you one day.

(08-10-2018, 12:22 PM)thor2014 Wrote:

(08-10-2018, 12:13 PM)Darkness Wrote: When ran SM3,It didn’t feel like sniping, it was more compelling like I was a vampire it took a dust of thought and no effort. And in they would all say I feel I have to come talk to you. Or they go in to kiss me in the mouth.

Thanks for your input Darkness. I have had experiences where I look at the girl and my look just seems to overwhelm her she either giggles or reacts in fear. I do not recall experiencing this on DMSI. I thought this might be sniping or maybe its something else.

(08-10-2018, 12:23 PM)thor2014 Wrote:

(08-03-2018, 07:55 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:

(08-02-2018, 10:28 PM)thor2014 Wrote: SM Stage 1 Day 10 (8 hours)

Two girls I had sex with got scared whilst I was looking into their eyes and ***** them. The first one said she got scared as my look was extremely piercing. The second girl said the same thing. I can only think that the stage 1 has giving me a more masculine soul piercing gaze when looking into a woman's eyes. Aside from that nothing remarkable to report.

I see you Dzemoo.

In all seriousness, you've come a LONG way thor. I'm impressed.

I aspire to be like you one day.

No idea who Dzemoo is he must have been here before my time or I just failed to read his journals

(08-10-2018, 04:55 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Not someone you want to emulate, he took a huge amount of steroids, was basically crazy and talked crap about bashing people and stuff. Yet impressionable people workship that kind of bs.

(08-10-2018, 05:06 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Well if you want to be someone who tries to fight everyone over nothing and who also makes up stories about how tough they are to impress other men (when you've had experience you realize the ones who come out with that straight up are full of shit). Then that's your choice I guess.

I kind of did want to be that before I had the experience and realized the damage of it.

One big problem would be if someone was to try to emulate that without being capable, then they would get themselves seriously hurt.

(08-08-2018, 09:19 AM)thor2014 Wrote: SM Stage 1 Day 16 (8 hours listening)

First time I have had a vivid dream in a long time. In the dream I was relaxing in the living room. Then a wolf walked into my room and kept staring at me. At that point I woke up. On DMSI I use to get a lot of vivid dreams this is the first time it has happened on SM.

I was at a bar a few days ago and noticed the waitress giving me a heated look. When she came round to serve me I bantered with her and managed to get her number and organized a date for the following evening.

She asked me to pick her up after her shift from the bar. Even though she was pretty she was still wearing her work uniform. So I asked her if I could take her home and she could freshen up and get a shower. She said no and insisted that we go for drinks together.

It was already 35 degrees and it was getting very very hot in the car. What was irritating me was that I could smell her odour from the bar and really wished she could have gone home to freshen up. The odour began putting me off from being with her.

We went for a drive then it suddenly began pouring down with buckets of rain. In this part of the balkans when it rains its like bloody monsoon. So I parked the car on the side of the road just outside the town and pulled out some drinks I had kept in the backseat. So whilst the rain continued we began drinking whisky shots in the car and I continued to banter with her.

Then the rain stopped and I noticed she smelled really bad. I thought what the hell and tried to make out with her but the smell kept putting me off. She kept asking whats wrong I just made some lame excuse about something.

The rain had stopped so I decided to begin driving again. This is when shit happened !.

The car back wheels had got stuck in the mud and the rain had made it worse. I told her "listen why dont you jump out and give the car a push" she replied " I cannot do that I am a woman". So I replied "I guess we are stuck here then" I gave her a smirk.

She then replied in an annoyed tone "ok then" she got out the car and began pushing the car. I hit the accelerator unfortunately when the wheels started spinning. All the mud from the road started flying into her face. Finally when the car began to move and was out of the mud. She climbed back into the car.

"Oh my God" I thought she looked like sh*t now. All the mud was all over her top and face I began scowling at her and telling her to clean herself as she was bringing mud into the car. She attempted to clean herself then got back into the car. I told her I will drive her home.

Anyway next day she pinged me saying how she had a really great evening with me and was up for drinks later in the week. I ignored the message as I never wanted to see her again .