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RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-04-2016

I.
Can't.
Stop.
Eating.

And every time I eat, the damn aura starts projecting again, roflmao.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Nox - 06-04-2016

I won't lie, I'm glad you're doing this combo as it'll most likely be where I'm gonna head next with subs.

Hands and feet heating up- yongquan and laogong areas or heels and general palms? Any major Dan tien activity? Your aura expanding feel like weiqi expansion or more shen/wuji based?

And I crack up everytime I read the hunger stuff. Some people eat to deal with their emotions. Seems like AOSI makes you eat to adjust other people's lol


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Womanizer - 06-04-2016

I'm on my second loop , i can vouch for that. I had eaten chips with a side of redbull when I got home. Bought the sub 36 minutes in hunger kicked in steak with potatoes , kombucha , lots of water.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-04-2016

(06-04-2016, 04:09 PM)Nox Wrote: I won't lie, I'm glad you're doing this combo as it'll most likely be where I'm gonna head next with subs.

Hands and feet heating up- yongquan and laogong areas or heels and general palms? Any major Dan tien activity? Your aura expanding feel like weiqi expansion or more shen/wuji based?

And I crack up everytime I read the hunger stuff. Some people eat to deal with their emotions. Seems like AOSI makes you eat to adjust other people's lol

Awesome, fellow martial artist? I'm a Japanese stylist, so I don't know TOO much about the terms you're using, but I'm familiar enough with them to say that there's definitely some activity in the laogong area (so I'm assuming it's the same for the feet). In fact, when I connect the two points (hand over hand) the flow of energy feels malleable, like I can shape it.

I'll try to explain what I perceive about the aura in the best way I can: The aura itself (at least for me) is DENSE. I've only ever felt it this dense after performing a Shotokan kata called Hangetsu with my instructor, which has internal energy work in the movements and breathing.

It radiates at a very slow pace and when I focus hard enough, I swear it's close enough to physical manifestation that I'd be able to see it. No dantien activity as of yet -- but keep in mind that I've only run it once.

I feel it mostly on my upper back. Gets VERY HOT there, but feels good.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-04-2016

(06-04-2016, 04:10 PM)Womanizer Wrote: I'm on my second loop , i can vouch for that. I had eaten chips with a side of redbull when I got home. Bought the sub 36 minutes in hunger kicked in steak with potatoes , kombucha , lots of water.

You starting a journal? As soon as that food starts digesting, you'll most likely feel the aura starting to project. Amazing feeling.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Womanizer - 06-04-2016

Mixed it with my AM journal , but I think i will.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Nox - 06-04-2016

(06-04-2016, 04:26 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:
(06-04-2016, 04:09 PM)Nox Wrote: I won't lie, I'm glad you're doing this combo as it'll most likely be where I'm gonna head next with subs.

Hands and feet heating up- yongquan and laogong areas or heels and general palms? Any major Dan tien activity? Your aura expanding feel like weiqi expansion or more shen/wuji based?

And I crack up everytime I read the hunger stuff. Some people eat to deal with their emotions. Seems like AOSI makes you eat to adjust other people's lol

Awesome, fellow martial artist? I'm a Japanese stylist, so I don't know TOO much about the terms you're using, but I'm familiar enough with them to say that there's definitely some activity in the laogong area (so I'm assuming it's the same for the feet). In fact, when I connect the two points (hand over hand) the flow of energy feels malleable, like I can shape it.

I'll try to explain what I perceive about the aura in the best way I can: The aura itself (at least for me) is DENSE. I've only ever felt it this dense after performing a Shotokan kata called Hangetsu with my instructor, which has internal energy work in the movements and breathing.

It radiates at a very slow pace and when I focus hard enough, I swear it's close enough to physical manifestation that I'd be able to see it. No dantien activity as of yet -- but keep in mind that I've only run it once.

I feel it mostly on my upper back. Gets VERY HOT there, but feels good.

Not martial arts so much anymore. More internal alchemy and other weird shit lol.

Sounds like the laogong/yongquan if it's shapeable. And it does also sound like the weiqi. Basically bleed over from cranking your internal energies up. That'd make sense from your mentioned earlier experience. Upper back is also where governor vessel can divert down to the hands also. This sub sounds likes a beast! Big Grin


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - DarthXedonias - 06-04-2016

(06-04-2016, 01:10 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:
(06-04-2016, 05:59 AM)Sickologist Wrote: I'm no expert, but I think he was reacting to AM6 like you said.

What I've noticed on the original AOS is that guys who are socially comfortable will act all buddy buddy, while the one's who aren't will act weird or be intimidated. It's like the guys at my job, they don't rush to talk to me anymore except the confident ones. It's kinda the same with girls, the hot girls will respond to you and the rest will try to avoid you. Some 7's might have the princess syndrome for whatever reason, but at least this has been my experience.

Long post, but this may be my last update for about a week since I'm mainly just commenting on the AM6 / AOSI combo together. There's more than enough AM6 journals to go around.

Sickologist -- I think you're right, but I'm pretty sure AOSI had something to do with it. The underlying motif my second AM6 run has been RAAAAAGE! Lots and lots of f*ckin' RAGE. I've been listening to the ultrasonic loud AF, and I wake up feeling like the Incredible Hulk. The rage usually subsides when I get something to eat and workout, but before that, stay outta my way. Interestingly enough, when I woke up this morning (after running AOSI), the rage was not present. Keep in mind that I've experienced this day after day for the last 4 months and today it was gone. It HAS to be the state shifting (or something else) in AOSI affecting my mood. I love that, but it also worries me that AOSI's 5.5g tech is going to completely derail my AM6 run (which Shannon DID warn was a possibility), so I may actually cut usage down to once every two weeks.

My workout today was absolutely insane. In memoriam of the fallen great Muhammed Ali, I decided to incorporate some of his favorite workouts into my routine. I did:

Shadowboxing, 5 x 5 minute workouts, 30 second break
Heavy bag, 6 x 5 minutes, 30 second break
Leg crunches, medicine ball, etc. etc. etc.

Let's just say it's a very intensive workout. I BLAZED through it almost like it was nothing. I could literally feel energy surging through my body. My focus was insane also. I've never worked out this hard before and felt so great afterward. Has to be something in AOSI. Came home and crashed though. Straight up lights out. Nothing could wake me up.

I thought the effects were wearing off, but I had another hilarious incident just happen. Was starving, decided to grab some Japanese food so I went to this random "Yummi Japan" up the road that I hadn't tried yet. I walk in, there's a beautiful, beautiful Japanese woman at the register, maybe about 19 or so. In the back was this white guy running the grill. As soon as I walk in, she breaks into this huge smile and greets me. I grin back, walk up and start going over the menu while chatting with her. She doesn't speak English very well, tells me that she's new to the country and that her family owns all the Japanese restaurants in the area, etc. The white guy immediately starts glaring at me, crosses his arms. At first I was like, "ah man, he's just an orbiter pissed off that he's not getting any play from his oneitis, no biggie." But this dude was seriously GLARING at me. Ignoring the food, the phone, just staring. She yells at him to get back to work. At this point, I didn't know if I wanted to order because I ain't want him to spit in my food, but I figured it'd be okay since I could see the grill.

I order, then I start flirting -- it was like the more I looked at her, the more beautiful she became, but it was a weird perception shift. It was like I was admiring a piece of amazing art, but not in a weird needy, creepy way. And I'm pretty sure she was looking at me the same way. And then, BOOM -- the energy floodgates opened. Never felt anything like that before. I was thinking, "damn Shannon, what's in this thing -- it's almost been a whole 24 hours since I ran it." She began to blush, and it was so powerful that neither said anything, just kinda looked at each other. That's when I noticed that the white guy had vanished. This asshole ran and grabbed who I think was the chick's uncle, and he came out and pretty much refunded me my money and threw me out of the restaurant. Unfortunately for him, I had already written my number down on the first receipt and gave it to her, so we'll see.

Moral of the story is: AOSI is a hell of a sub. Can't wait to run it again next week.

lol, thats kinda of funny. Some people just can't handle having someone else making them feel "insecure" and also succeeding (getting the girl) where they constantly fail at. I will keep in mind to be careful about this where I work at. My work place is like 80% female with some being high school age. Though most just graduated from high school so they will be legal age in about a month or 2. Probably won't run into this problem so much except for this one couple I know that works there. I'm pretty good friends with the guy but I have noticed in the past that his girlfriend is very "susceptible" to auras (I've ran WM around her before). Won't know how it goes until I try though, so we will see.

I'm wondering if going back to my Magnetic Qigong routine might enhance the aura for this sub even more. Will try it out. I'm really happy that the Auras seem to affect women of different ethnic groups as I'm still considering finishing my degree and teach English as a foreign language afterwards in Japan. Wondering what crazy situations I might find myself in if I run it over there since their culture is more sexually open.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Benjamin - 06-04-2016

Quote:Moral of the story is: AOSI is a hell of a sub. Can't wait to run it again next week.

Hahaha so to sum up your post i've come up with a newspaper headline..

"MAN THROWN OUT OF JAPANESE RESTAURANT FOR BEING TOO SEXY".

Big Grin


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Shannon - 06-04-2016

Thank you, Japaneseguywhokickedhimoutoftherestauraunt, that is pure advertising gold. lol


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-05-2016

So, it's been about 60 hours and the effects of AOSI have finally faded -- I think. Haven't eaten anything yet, so we'll see if the aura kicks back in once I do. BUT, that sense of euphoria (which isn't QUITE the word, it's more like a sexually charged zen) is gone, replaced by AM6's harsh, ever-present edginess.

If you're on the fence about grabbing AOSI, I'd say to go ahead and just jump in. Yes -- after ONE usage, I'm totally sold. The experience with the woman at the Japanese restaurant was almost surreal. As a black man in the American south, I've never been able to get much attraction from Asian women -- and trust me, I've tried. There's a cultural preference for blonde, blue-eyed white men from Asian women in the south. I WOULD say her attraction had something to do with her being new to the United States, and her never having much exposure to black men, making our interaction a novel experience. HOWEVER, there was something so genuine about our reactions to each other, especially that movie-like moment of silence once the aura started projecting really hard. That means AOSI's strong enough to surpass cultural biases and the sort (the result of societal conditioning) and is hitting on a primal level.

Something tells me that there's much more in this sub than Shannon's telling, probably for testing purposes. Looking back, I realized that there seems to be a few different "stages" in the aura's projection. There's that "pre-latent" stage, where you're getting kinda hot (I felt it mostly in my upper back). Maybe this is an energy gathering stage, where the body is converting resources to sexual energy. Then there's the initial projection, where you can feel the energy kinda pouring out. Then, there's that final "opening of the energy floodgates," which tended to happen when I spotted a woman I was extremely attracted to. In this stage, that's when reality seemed to "bend," no one else existed except myself and the target of my affections. She always seemed to respond in kind, locked in this kind of bubble with me. I suspect this is the comfort programming that Shannon included (the one you all railed against him adding =p).

Two other things I found interesting: One -- I was expecting to feel like a horn dog and try to push for escalation as quickly as possible. Nope, not like that at all. It was a very natural, flowing conversation with my masculine, expansive polarity manifesting while she become a clear receiver of that energy -- giggling, showing skin (she pulled her hair into a pony tail, and tilted her head, revealing her skin). In my experience, these are the types of interactions that lead to that rough, unrestrained sex. I'd wager that an hour alone with her on a date or something will lead to that goal.

Two -- This is kind of hard to explain. While under the influence of AOSI, it was like I was unable to engage in any deep self-introspection. It's only now, after AM6's influence is taking hold again, that I'm able to look back and see all these details that I missed. This isn't a bad thing, even though it could sound that way, because that feeling FELT GOOD. It felt AMAZING to finally just live in the moment in a state of flow. I will admit, it wasn't the best state to be in regards to productivity, as I just couldn't get myself in a state of mind to work on my business last night. I still managed to get the tasks done, but it took much more focusing to do so. This may be one of my personality quirks and not the fault of the sub, though -- any time I have to do work, I put myself in a deep state of introspection, otherwise ain't shit getting done.

All in all, I suspect this sub is going to become a customer favorite, and we haven't experienced the fine nuances of it yet. Eagerly awaiting for next week's run. This time, I'm going to go out with the explicit purpose of seduction, see how that goes.

EDIT: After thinking on it a bit more, I realize that I WAS capable of self-introspection, I just wasn't engaging in any SELF-SABOTAGE. You know, that flow of negative thoughts that emerge when you're interacting with others. Interesting...


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Sickologist - 06-05-2016

"that sense of euphoria (which isn't QUITE the word, it's more like a sexually charged zen) "

Couldn't have said it better myself. This is AOS on steroids, hits you right away. People have no idea how I feel right now. Everything you said rings true for me, this is some powerful shit we're dealing with here.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-05-2016

Spoke too soon, guys. Ate a plate full of eggs and bacon -- jus started feeling the heat flush, that fall into Zen. It's still projecting.


RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Shannon - 06-05-2016

Now do you see why I said it's going to be relatively likely to derail AM6? 2 loops, and it's still running in your mind and body 60 hours later. And we still only have a handful of 6G technologies in place.

What I am not revealing about the program is the technologies in use. What you're experiencing is a technology I developed specifically for AOSI (and then forgot to put in the description), mixed with OE3, SOA and AGN.

New technology is a secret. But it will be in every new 5.5G and every 6G. Smile