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RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-04-2016 I. Can't. Stop. Eating. And every time I eat, the damn aura starts projecting again, roflmao. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Nox - 06-04-2016 I won't lie, I'm glad you're doing this combo as it'll most likely be where I'm gonna head next with subs. Hands and feet heating up- yongquan and laogong areas or heels and general palms? Any major Dan tien activity? Your aura expanding feel like weiqi expansion or more shen/wuji based? And I crack up everytime I read the hunger stuff. Some people eat to deal with their emotions. Seems like AOSI makes you eat to adjust other people's lol RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Womanizer - 06-04-2016 I'm on my second loop , i can vouch for that. I had eaten chips with a side of redbull when I got home. Bought the sub 36 minutes in hunger kicked in steak with potatoes , kombucha , lots of water. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-04-2016 (06-04-2016, 04:09 PM)Nox Wrote: I won't lie, I'm glad you're doing this combo as it'll most likely be where I'm gonna head next with subs. Awesome, fellow martial artist? I'm a Japanese stylist, so I don't know TOO much about the terms you're using, but I'm familiar enough with them to say that there's definitely some activity in the laogong area (so I'm assuming it's the same for the feet). In fact, when I connect the two points (hand over hand) the flow of energy feels malleable, like I can shape it. I'll try to explain what I perceive about the aura in the best way I can: The aura itself (at least for me) is DENSE. I've only ever felt it this dense after performing a Shotokan kata called Hangetsu with my instructor, which has internal energy work in the movements and breathing. It radiates at a very slow pace and when I focus hard enough, I swear it's close enough to physical manifestation that I'd be able to see it. No dantien activity as of yet -- but keep in mind that I've only run it once. I feel it mostly on my upper back. Gets VERY HOT there, but feels good. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-04-2016 (06-04-2016, 04:10 PM)Womanizer Wrote: I'm on my second loop , i can vouch for that. I had eaten chips with a side of redbull when I got home. Bought the sub 36 minutes in hunger kicked in steak with potatoes , kombucha , lots of water. You starting a journal? As soon as that food starts digesting, you'll most likely feel the aura starting to project. Amazing feeling. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Womanizer - 06-04-2016 Mixed it with my AM journal , but I think i will. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Nox - 06-04-2016 (06-04-2016, 04:26 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(06-04-2016, 04:09 PM)Nox Wrote: I won't lie, I'm glad you're doing this combo as it'll most likely be where I'm gonna head next with subs. Not martial arts so much anymore. More internal alchemy and other weird shit lol. Sounds like the laogong/yongquan if it's shapeable. And it does also sound like the weiqi. Basically bleed over from cranking your internal energies up. That'd make sense from your mentioned earlier experience. Upper back is also where governor vessel can divert down to the hands also. This sub sounds likes a beast! RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - DarthXedonias - 06-04-2016 (06-04-2016, 01:10 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote:(06-04-2016, 05:59 AM)Sickologist Wrote: I'm no expert, but I think he was reacting to AM6 like you said. lol, thats kinda of funny. Some people just can't handle having someone else making them feel "insecure" and also succeeding (getting the girl) where they constantly fail at. I will keep in mind to be careful about this where I work at. My work place is like 80% female with some being high school age. Though most just graduated from high school so they will be legal age in about a month or 2. Probably won't run into this problem so much except for this one couple I know that works there. I'm pretty good friends with the guy but I have noticed in the past that his girlfriend is very "susceptible" to auras (I've ran WM around her before). Won't know how it goes until I try though, so we will see. I'm wondering if going back to my Magnetic Qigong routine might enhance the aura for this sub even more. Will try it out. I'm really happy that the Auras seem to affect women of different ethnic groups as I'm still considering finishing my degree and teach English as a foreign language afterwards in Japan. Wondering what crazy situations I might find myself in if I run it over there since their culture is more sexually open. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Benjamin - 06-04-2016 Quote:Moral of the story is: AOSI is a hell of a sub. Can't wait to run it again next week. Hahaha so to sum up your post i've come up with a newspaper headline.. "MAN THROWN OUT OF JAPANESE RESTAURANT FOR BEING TOO SEXY". RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Shannon - 06-04-2016 Thank you, Japaneseguywhokickedhimoutoftherestauraunt, that is pure advertising gold. lol RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-05-2016 So, it's been about 60 hours and the effects of AOSI have finally faded -- I think. Haven't eaten anything yet, so we'll see if the aura kicks back in once I do. BUT, that sense of euphoria (which isn't QUITE the word, it's more like a sexually charged zen) is gone, replaced by AM6's harsh, ever-present edginess. If you're on the fence about grabbing AOSI, I'd say to go ahead and just jump in. Yes -- after ONE usage, I'm totally sold. The experience with the woman at the Japanese restaurant was almost surreal. As a black man in the American south, I've never been able to get much attraction from Asian women -- and trust me, I've tried. There's a cultural preference for blonde, blue-eyed white men from Asian women in the south. I WOULD say her attraction had something to do with her being new to the United States, and her never having much exposure to black men, making our interaction a novel experience. HOWEVER, there was something so genuine about our reactions to each other, especially that movie-like moment of silence once the aura started projecting really hard. That means AOSI's strong enough to surpass cultural biases and the sort (the result of societal conditioning) and is hitting on a primal level. Something tells me that there's much more in this sub than Shannon's telling, probably for testing purposes. Looking back, I realized that there seems to be a few different "stages" in the aura's projection. There's that "pre-latent" stage, where you're getting kinda hot (I felt it mostly in my upper back). Maybe this is an energy gathering stage, where the body is converting resources to sexual energy. Then there's the initial projection, where you can feel the energy kinda pouring out. Then, there's that final "opening of the energy floodgates," which tended to happen when I spotted a woman I was extremely attracted to. In this stage, that's when reality seemed to "bend," no one else existed except myself and the target of my affections. She always seemed to respond in kind, locked in this kind of bubble with me. I suspect this is the comfort programming that Shannon included (the one you all railed against him adding =p). Two other things I found interesting: One -- I was expecting to feel like a horn dog and try to push for escalation as quickly as possible. Nope, not like that at all. It was a very natural, flowing conversation with my masculine, expansive polarity manifesting while she become a clear receiver of that energy -- giggling, showing skin (she pulled her hair into a pony tail, and tilted her head, revealing her skin). In my experience, these are the types of interactions that lead to that rough, unrestrained sex. I'd wager that an hour alone with her on a date or something will lead to that goal. Two -- This is kind of hard to explain. While under the influence of AOSI, it was like I was unable to engage in any deep self-introspection. It's only now, after AM6's influence is taking hold again, that I'm able to look back and see all these details that I missed. This isn't a bad thing, even though it could sound that way, because that feeling FELT GOOD. It felt AMAZING to finally just live in the moment in a state of flow. I will admit, it wasn't the best state to be in regards to productivity, as I just couldn't get myself in a state of mind to work on my business last night. I still managed to get the tasks done, but it took much more focusing to do so. This may be one of my personality quirks and not the fault of the sub, though -- any time I have to do work, I put myself in a deep state of introspection, otherwise ain't shit getting done. All in all, I suspect this sub is going to become a customer favorite, and we haven't experienced the fine nuances of it yet. Eagerly awaiting for next week's run. This time, I'm going to go out with the explicit purpose of seduction, see how that goes. EDIT: After thinking on it a bit more, I realize that I WAS capable of self-introspection, I just wasn't engaging in any SELF-SABOTAGE. You know, that flow of negative thoughts that emerge when you're interacting with others. Interesting... RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Sickologist - 06-05-2016 "that sense of euphoria (which isn't QUITE the word, it's more like a sexually charged zen) " Couldn't have said it better myself. This is AOS on steroids, hits you right away. People have no idea how I feel right now. Everything you said rings true for me, this is some powerful shit we're dealing with here. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - chaosvrgn - 06-05-2016 Spoke too soon, guys. Ate a plate full of eggs and bacon -- jus started feeling the heat flush, that fall into Zen. It's still projecting. RE: Say F**k It / Before We Kick the Bucket (AM6 2nd Run / AOSI) - Shannon - 06-05-2016 Now do you see why I said it's going to be relatively likely to derail AM6? 2 loops, and it's still running in your mind and body 60 hours later. And we still only have a handful of 6G technologies in place. What I am not revealing about the program is the technologies in use. What you're experiencing is a technology I developed specifically for AOSI (and then forgot to put in the description), mixed with OE3, SOA and AGN. New technology is a secret. But it will be in every new 5.5G and every 6G. |