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RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - Shannon - 03-07-2016
(03-06-2016, 11:59 PM)LionKing Wrote: Then again, if I was tapping on attachments like wanting (needing) women, wanting to be awesome, to get a new job and so on, then this wouldn't apply? Stress triggers, ruminating on stuff?
Gotta say I don't like it. I've just found tapping gives ME control of my emotional states, and now I should give that up and rely on something external (the sub) to take care of that for me. And this something won't even be there forever. Feels like the opposite of taking full responsibility of my own emotional state.
Also, while tapping (imagine a trigger, enter bad state, break bad state by tapping, anchor peaceful state, repeat until bad state is not triggered), I'm learning a good deal about how my mind works, and also learning to see the state shifts as they happen along the day, which has value on its own.
Does the "no tapping" apply to OGSF as well?
The no tapping applies only to EHPRA 2.0.
You want me to make the best I can, there are going to be trade offs. In this case, I can't transform what you tap away. I also can't know how tapping is interacting with what the script is trying to accomplish in other ways. I don't make tap audio. I make subliminals. You'll have to make up your mind on this one, which method you prefer. But if you want the best I can do, then I'm going to focus on the techniques I have mastered, not the alternates.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-07-2016
Since I'm on spring break this week I have plenty of time for using the sub.
I'll probably be able to commit to 13-16 hours during the week when classes start back. Fortunately, I got in 14 hrs yesterday and 21 hours in today.
First things I've noticed:
1. The first day I listened, I got a headache, maybe not from this, but not sure. Second day it was gone
2. I'm not flipping out in any way emotionally so far like I was with EPRHA 1.0, that's awesome.
3. I can't say that I've noticed any improvements yet. I felt like watching pron so I did (I'll probably tap away the desire for pron after this sub run). I did have an interesting dream last night though:
I was Tarzan and I was with Turk and we had just made it to either a ship or a big car, not sure, but it was some kind of vehicle. Then I turned around and asked him where was Jane. I already had an idea of the answer, but Turk did his best to explain to me that she didn't make it. And for some reason, I thought Kerchek got her. That was the end of the dream.
I say it's odd because I don't really have dreams quite like this normally. They are a bit out there in general, but nothing with this structure...the plot of the dream didn't have any plots. My regular dreams tend to have some error in them plot wise.
I'm planning for using this sub for a year, then take a break and tap for a couple weeks or so then quickly get on AM. I do want to use Grow Taller as well, but I'll have to see when I feel comfortable running it. I was gonna do AM twice then straight into WM/SM twice, but I'd be 24 by then, so I might just do AM 3 times, then Grow Taller, then worry about a magnet after.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-09-2016
Just another update. Yesterday 18 hrs, today 21 hours. If my mind is "backlogged" from all the hours from the subs, I'm sure I'll get the benefits next week when I lower my hours due to being back in class.
So far, nothing that noticeable. I do still have some negative thoughts. I also wanted to hang with some friends from my hometown, but usually they are either busy or our schedules don't line up or can't make it last minute, etc. The times we do hang, we always have fun, but recently, I've just thinking what's the point. Too much effort for nothing most of the time.
I watched pron again today. I should have had almost all of the work I had to do over spring break done, but I've been playing Pokemon a lot instead. Usually, I can focus on my work for bursts of time, but I think it's harder because I think to myself that I'm on break.
I haven't been out much this week except for with family. I'm still sticking to my training schedule of 3x a week, so that's good.
Back with EPRHA, it took me around six weeks to start to see improvement, so I know to be patient.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-14-2016
Off-Topic (Still keeping sub hours high around 14-17 hours, will update at end of week)
I saw a Justin Wayne video and he literally just told the girl what liked about her and what made her stand out from the rest of the other girls. And said he'll think about if they are a match.
I never really told a girl I've been out with what stood out about her from the other girls. I have told them something I've liked about them, but not what made them unique from the others, or the true reason I liked them. I thought that was crazy that he did that and I've never thought to myself to tell a girl that I'll think about if we're a match. In my mind, if you keep talking to them after you go out, that's already answered, so that's interesting he verbally brought it up with her.
On a side note, Shannon if you read this, how will I know when I'm subconsciously ready for success with girls? I know it's not a focus of the sub, but I do believe that something in my subconscious had held me back in the past and manifested plenty of "almost successes" that I have looked at as failures. So how will I know when it's ready? I only ask because recently I realized that I see girls on my college campus every day that I want to talk to, but I think to myself what's the point if I'm just gonna repeat what's happened so many times. I just want to break the cycle. This is more on the logical side than emotional side though. I don't want to waste effort, energy, or time. Especially time. If you can't answer, it's fine. I'll just figure it out myself.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - Shannon - 03-14-2016
(03-14-2016, 06:30 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Off-Topic (Still keeping sub hours high around 14-17 hours, will update at end of week)
I saw a Justin Wayne video and he literally just told the girl what liked about her and what made her stand out from the rest of the other girls. And said he'll think about if they are a match.
I never really told a girl I've been out with what stood out about her from the other girls. I have told them something I've liked about them, but not what made them unique from the others, or the true reason I liked them. I thought that was crazy that he did that and I've never thought to myself to tell a girl that I'll think about if we're a match. In my mind, if you keep talking to them after you go out, that's already answered, so that's interesting he verbally brought it up with her.
On a side note, Shannon if you read this, how will I know when I'm subconsciously ready for success with girls? I know it's not a focus of the sub, but I do believe that something in my subconscious had held me back in the past and manifested plenty of "almost successes" that I have looked at as failures. So how will I know when it's ready? I only ask because recently I realized that I see girls on my college campus every day that I want to talk to, but I think to myself what's the point if I'm just gonna repeat what's happened so many times. I just want to break the cycle. This is more on the logical side than emotional side though. I don't want to waste effort, energy, or time. Especially time. If you can't answer, it's fine. I'll just figure it out myself.
How do you know when the dam has broken? Do you have to check it for the break, or does the result "just happen"?
You know the program you're running on subconsciously by the results it gets you. When things begin to flow, then you know.
It should happen quite naturally when you're ready.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-15-2016
I'm going to take that as "try again later" and see what happens. It's not that things haven't been natural in the past. It's just that I repeatedly had the same undesired result. I don't expect the sub to manifest girls coming after me begging for sex, but if it happens, I'll be sure mention it
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - 4Kingdoms - 03-15-2016
(03-15-2016, 04:45 AM)maxx55 Wrote: I don't expect the sub to manifest girls coming after me begging for sex, but if it happens, I'll be sure mention it
As you know I'm listening to EHPRA 2.0 - Day 9. It is a Type A/B/C/D sub, the D represents manifestation, no secret there. However, I'm still wondering exactly what it is supposed to manifest?
An "Attract Your Perfect" subliminal will attract the opposite sex, very straightforward. Anyways, if it is a general manifestation. You should go for it!! You won't get what you don't expect. (I don't expect the sub to manifest girls coming after me begging for sex)
Read what Shannon wrote about his first try at manifestation.
http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7087-post-103873.html#pid103873
(03-14-2016, 09:26 PM)Shannon Wrote: The first time I tried manifestation, I asked for "money". But I didn't specify how much. So you know what manifested? A metal detector. It was as if the answer was, "Here, go find whatever you're willing to find."
I used that metal detector to buy gas and oil for the motor scooter I had at the time, pay for dates and get food for myself.
You have to be specific.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-15-2016
(03-15-2016, 08:01 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(03-15-2016, 04:45 AM)maxx55 Wrote: I don't expect the sub to manifest girls coming after me begging for sex, but if it happens, I'll be sure mention it
As you know I'm listening to EHPRA 2.0 - Day 9. It is a Type A/B/C/D sub, the D represents manifestation, no secret there. However, I'm still wondering exactly what it is supposed to manifest?
An "Attract Your Perfect" subliminal will attract the opposite sex, very straightforward. Anyways, if it is a general manifestation. You should go for it!! You won't get what you don't expect. (I don't expect the sub to manifest girls coming after me begging for sex)
Read what Shannon wrote about his first try at manifestation.
http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7087-post-103873.html#pid103873
(03-14-2016, 09:26 PM)Shannon Wrote: The first time I tried manifestation, I asked for "money". But I didn't specify how much. So you know what manifested? A metal detector. It was as if the answer was, "Here, go find whatever you're willing to find."
I used that metal detector to buy gas and oil for the motor scooter I had at the time, pay for dates and get food for myself.
You have to be specific.
Shannon said that EPRHA 2.0's manifestation side is designed to manifest a life that is conducive and supportive of being emotionally healthy and free from pain. Of course in my mind, I think to myself that means I'm successful with my career, can travel freely like I've wanted, and the girls just flock to me no questions asked.
Now if Shannon comes here and says that the sub CAN manifest this if I want it to, then I'd hold him to it! I just think the sub focuses on more general manifestations than manifesting exactly what I'd want.
And yeah, from what I'm reading an AYP would be nice for me, but before I start picking exact types/looks of girls I want to be with, I want to experience a wide range of girls I'm attracted to. And after that gets old and I'll probably want to be with a very specific type. It's just that up until that point, I want to be able to see the girl, go to her, start the interaction, and end up making something happen (sex, relationship, etc.) whenever I want OR if the girls I want all just start to come to me with no effort (which a few people reported in their journals), then that's fine too.
Either way, I'm gonna break the cycle and make it impossible for me to get back in it. I see the light at the end of the tunnel, I just have no idea how quickly I'm moving toward it, but I am going towards it.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-15-2016
I realized something recently. The RSD instructors have no hate or anger within them. I never knew this before when I was really intensely learning game. I really related with Julien personally because we had identical backstories before we got into game. But he doesn't have hate in him.
This confirms that I'm definitely running the right sub. I really want to get rid of all my hate.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - Shannon - 03-15-2016
The manifestation part of EHPRA 2.0 is aimed at manifesting success making the instructions true, and it is aimed at manifesting yourself having already achieved the goals of the program.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-16-2016
Nothing major yet, just minor.
I did notice that recently I've been hearing the same message/similar messages multiple times (positive messages). Today, I watched a couple of Julien's videos. One where he was with Preston Smiles, one of them said that love and hate are the same thing, but different spectrums. Just like light and dark. Maybe it was just a coincidence, but I watched Powerpuff Girls season 6 finale, the musical episode and the fricken girls were singing "You can't have good without the bad, you can't have light without the dark". I thought it was interesting to here a similar message like that twice in one day. It's things like this that make me wonder if it's a manifestation from the sub or just coincidence. That's my one real complaint about the subs with manifestation capabilities: the manifestations are NOT clear or obvious most of the time.
Also, I want to raise my vibrational energy. I want it to be as high as possible. I just don't know how to do that yet.
I'm also going to increase my masked sub usage. I kept it around 4-6 hours at the beginning of this week, but I'm gonna do silent when asleep and masked while awake for at least the rest of this week at about equal times, still at least 15 hours a day.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-17-2016
I got it now. Master your mind and you master your world.
They should teach this in schools from like first grade. I know if I have children, that's one of the first things I'm going to instill in them.
Now I just need to figure out things to do on a daily basis to take control of my mind.
Preston Smiles says that first you must accept your creation of your situation. So I focused on trying to do that today. I thought to myself how and why did I create this? I cared more about exactly how so I would know what to change.
After acceptance, you have to embrace it and show gratitude.
Flailing and struggling to quickly change the situation just makes it worse. So now I'm accepting. I just want to know when I can start creating the new picture.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-17-2016
I created a couple of positive power loops that I'm gonna start doing to change my life and vibrational energy:
EPRHA 2.0-Meditate-Accept living in my creation-daily gratitude journal-socialize/music/tai chi/create some kind of content-REPEAT
I'll start the daily gratitude journal today. I'm doing EPRHA 2.0 to remove all those negative emotions and beliefs that hold me back which will make it easier to reach high vibrations permanently. While I do that, I'll meditate which stops thought.
I'm also going to hang with people that I enjoy being around. I realized why I enjoyed hanging out with people so much, especially back when I was practicing game on the regular. I really enjoy the creative things that I say in the moment when I'm out with people or having a conversation. I fucking love that shit! I know that has to be high vibration.
I'm gonna do some tai chi since it helps the mind get connected with the body and be present. That or maybe dancing.
I'm also gonna continue to watch these helpful videos online.
I have a plan together now. I finally created a power loop that should be full proof.
RE: A Clean Slate - EPRHA 2.0 - maxx55 - 03-18-2016
Here's my update for the week on how things went:
At first, I really felt different in a good way. That was when I just got back to campus from spring break. I felt that it was working.
By the second day back to classes, I felt the negative feelings kicking in about my situation. I found this surprising because normally, I feel good with a sub for a day or so and then resistance kicks in. That wasn't the case this time. I had been running the sub for an entire week and didn't really feel resistance. I did feel bored over the break though, but not the negative feelings I felt coming back to class. Although overall I did feel better then I did before I started the sub at all.
As it got later into the week, I felt the same as I did before I started the sub when I go to my socially unpleasant classes. Then I realized I'm living in my own manifestation and I should accept it (after watching the videos), so that's what I'm trying to do.
Seeing girls that are mildly attractive makes me think "I don't have any of that. Good job manifesting this Maxx, good job. You're so good at it" in a sarcastic way. I typically will walk in a different direction from girls with nice asses and stuff because it bothers me. I wanna know how the fuck I manifested all these attractive girls walking by me and shit and being bothered by it and also WHY I would do it in the first place!
Currently aiming to break the cycle. First goal is raising my vibration. I may have had a little success. The guest speaker in one of my classes brought their dog and it was a mini schnauzer. I have one at home too so I thought that I manifested it. When the dog made his way over to me, he sat near me for a second (which I didn't see him stop to sit near anyone else that was trying to pet him), at least until someone else walked into the room right after he sat and went over to them to check them out.
As usual, I am craving sex today. It normally happens on the weekends, specifically Friday. And of course, I REALLY REALLY thought about watching some pron. As messed up as it may sound, I REALLY wanted to see some mother son pron. I have no intention or desire of any kind to have that with my mother at all. But that kind of pron with a really hot mom turns me on so much. That and brother sister. It's kind of messed up, but a little incest never hurt anyone (totally fucked up joke). Anyway, I hope Shannon makes a MYP Milf. It's been a fantasy of mine for every!! Maybe also a MYP FWB Professor
I'm gonna go for a little walk now (again) to calm myself.
PS. Forgot to mention I had 2 memorable dreams this week. One about a girl that I know and we were both going to go to her place and I was confused thinking "you want to have sex with me?" because we haven't hung around each other in forever.
The other, was with another girl I know and I kissed her as I hug her and she asked me to kiss her again and then I got so turned on and we started making out. That's all I remember.