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RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - somebodynew - 07-18-2013
i have question
Can you use Subliminals with Notebook speakers ? I have Hp Envy I7 with beats audio but cant seem to find what HZ they make
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - somebodynew - 07-18-2013
Okay today i have to write this post
Alpha male is playing during day about 6-7hours on my earphones and at night i play aura of sexiness
Improvements
- My face look edgier and sharper
- Having more strength on workouts ( belive me i need this )
- Becoming much tidier and cleaning behind myself
- Touching people more while i talk
- When i am talking with woman dont even have to think what i am going to say - right stuff pops out.
- I am attractive guy but didnt see for long time girls "melting" around me ... now when i come somewhere i just see tons of signals from woman which start touching themselves, adjusting hair, shirts and being nervouse around me.
- when i think some girl looks good i grab her by hand and say "You look really good today" this is starting to happen on daily basis and i dont even think about it.
- More bold and relaxed when talking with people
- Imrpoving myself and knowing what is the next step ( i always worked really hard on myself but now its like i know where i am going even though i have no idea )
- Having feeling of there is a lot love in me, that i have to share with someone ( didnt feel like this for quite long - was always about sex before )
- More focused and when i am not in moment i start becoming aware and sometimes angry which i dont like
- Neediness is on really low lvl
- Girl starting to contact me or call me on drink - which i didnt hear for long time.
- I have subtle panic attackts which i never cured completly they are connected to my sugar lvls ... and there are situations when i get lost - now i feel like i starting to do right stuff and hopefully they will disapear completly out of my life.
- sex drive is really high
- NO MORE PORN at all, dont wanna see it
- quit coffee completly
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - Shannon - 07-19-2013
If you are using AM with anything else, AM ALWAYS gets priority. As in, 8+ hours, and if there's anything left, the other program gets that.
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - somebodynew - 07-20-2013
@Shannon oh i didnt know that!
I think its best than to wait a bit for aura of sexiness ?Updates
Last night and today
some things i forgot to mention
- more positive
- more fearless ( been alwasy but now its crazy )
- Having new ideas
- tweaking some small details about my outer looks ( one of them is my skin on face - its not bad - but i want it to be perfect like it used to be )
- Working and working with ideas
- Starting to look for diffrent job position- keep ur fingers crossed hopefully i will leave this country
- Looking for new thrills
- Diabetes was always good regulated - but now testing some new stuff also
- having WARM - WARM feeling inside for woman - i dont reammebr having this ... NO...
So what happend ... Last night i posted something on instagram and ... belive it or not really famouse model liked my photo. I have no idea how she found it ... but when i saw it i WAS LIKE OMG. Its that little thing that makes you so happy
Today i woke up and saw my project posted on one very big portal saying that it is perfect - ( i had manny publication but this one happend effortles )
As for me ... i have ups and downs...
depression ... than happines for just BEING me
Next thing i am tackling is Panic attacks ( i have them really rarely now but they do happen ) - i mean i can live normal life - but i wanna completly eliminate them and you know that last BITS are always the hardest.
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - Shannon - 07-20-2013
If it's your first run through of AM, it's always best to do it alone. The only exception would be to add OGSF to the mix in Stage 4+.
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - somebodynew - 07-20-2013
oh great!
I have question Shannon !
What is the diffrence beetwen Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women, Sex Magnet, And Woman Magnet?
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - somebodynew - 07-27-2013
Tommorow i am starting with STAGE 2. Alpha male ...
I am also playing aura of sexiness
What has stage 1 given me.
- In first week couple of vivid dreams, but after that they stopped - last one was 1 week ago ( and it was brief )
- I have more determenation in me - i just move in direction where i want and dont even think is it good i know it is good
- When i am speaking to people i am starting to be more "kind" - by this i am starting to listen even more to other side and whats most fascinating when they are rude to me - i dont even try to strike back - i just turn it in joke and they get confused.
- Decided i am leaving the country its gonna be hard but its gonna be worth it.
- I am in te moment more and more.
- Cleaning behind me, when i see stuff out of place i clean them easily.
- Getting rid of that last panic attacks i have - last 3 days i was doing that last 5% of fear ... and i stood the ground
- very proud. Cause finally i will finish with this- Diabetes more under control - always has been - but somehow now its not that much stressful to me - i manage it without being always under stress.
- My efficiency is getting to 200% - i cant belive this because i was person who could always work more than others if others worked 24 hours i would be able to work 36h now its even more.
- My bodyfat is on 12% .... finally got back and have my abs which i missed a lot
for 1 month i managed to pull it from 15%-12% - spending more time with myself. Not outgoing like i used to be - but rather like to relax and go when i REALLY want to go - not just to go.
- I have feeling my face is becoming edgier than it was before... ( i know my body fat is lower ) but somehow its diffrent.
- Cleaning more my face skin and teeth - its becoming perfect.
- Posture is good since i am doing Yoga again, but i am starting to slocuh a bit cause i am forgeting on it and mostly i work in front of my computer. so i wil have to fix this.
- Doing tai chi/meditation every morning
- Girls i am talking with them as i was before, but now i am more persistant - before i was like ... "Wanna have fun?" as soon they would start playing hard to get i would walk away... and they would chase me. Now its diffrent i am looking for that "right one" ... and i am putting more of myself in conversation. Even when i see they are trying to kick me out of conversation i am pushing a bit more to see who they really are.
- maybe having a bit swag in my walk
- I AM in the MOMENT.
- had a lot of ups/downs in first 2 weeks, now i am on steady course.
- Cried 2 times and not knowing why, then all of sudden started laughing
))- Deffinetly having quiter mind, and more focused.
- when talking with girls also, i am becoming more ..."vulnerable" which is strange to me... i am not anymore ignorant... like PUA teaches you .. "DUDDEEEE DO WHAT U WANT...." i am thinking also of other person which i like a lot.
- not expecting from anyone - anything.
- I just start talking with some girl, and the more beautyful she is - the easier it is
i have 3 questions ,
1. [/align]is it better for me to change Aura of sexiness with Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women?
2. what is the diffrence Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women, Sex Magnet, And Woman Magnet?
3. What should i expect from stage 2 ?
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - Shannon - 07-28-2013
1. It's better for you to do AM by itself the first time through.
2. The product descriptions don't tell you?
3. http://subliminal-shop.com/faq/?account=7293&page=article&id=50886
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - n0ddy - 07-29-2013
here's something i've been writing up.29/07/2013
i've just come back from lodging a cheque in my account. they sort of know me at my local
branch and one of the ladies, she's probab ly about 50, said she was thinking about me
because she hadn't seen me for ages. i talked to her last week. another lady, a pretty30-
something, told me all about a parachute jump she did and that she raised £1,500 for
charity. i asked her how much she kept for herself and she got all giggly and said "nott a
penny! i'm a good girl!" she also felt compelled to show me photos of her in freefall
andsaid she'd email me copies. i'm astounded because i haven't had these sorts of reactions
from girls in over a decade
29/07/2013
i've made some changes in my decisions and actions. as am6 is due out in august or so, i've
stopped am5 and have switched to the free confidenjce sub for now. i only have stage 1 sub
of am5 anyway and i also got a cheque for 2 grand so am going to buy the full am6 when it
comes out. i've been noticing increased ease of focusing my thoughts on things i like,
rather than on the drama created by other people. i've been working on myself for about 4
years, so i reckon these recent sub additions are just filling in some gaps that i missed.
i've heard that many people have quite a bit of emotional difficulty during this
'neutralising' stage, but i've not experienced it. all my previous work on myself is
starting to show up now as it's not being smothered by negativity.
28/07/2013
i woke up exhausted today and spent half the day in bed. never mind, that just
means it's worrking - as the saying goes. i noticed a couple of things - a desire to talk
to random people about random stuff, something that has never crossed my mind before. i
didn't do it, but i thought about it and it felt good - it'll be even better once i
actually do it though. another thing was that i noticed some female friends of mine,
usually just being friends, were being subtly but noticeably flirtatious towards me,
flicking their hair and pointing their hips in my direction and stuff. i also noticed less
anxiety when out and about - more tolerance with peoples stupidity - more focused in my own
reality and less concerned with others. speaking of which, i had a weird dream last
night. i was back at school and someone was teaching me about focus - to let go of the wet
paper i don't want, all i had to do was to focus on the paper i do want and allow it to
dry. that was obviouysly symbolic for switching focus from all the bs that i don't
want, and onto the good stuff i do want (with water being symbolic of emotions) - this is
law of attraction 101.
26/07/13
started with level one of alpha male 5. listening at night from pc with headphones. i plan
to switch this next week to cd player mwhen i get a new hifi. my plan is to listen while i
sleep every night then a bit during the day. it's almost 4am and i've listened to 1.5 hours
already while watching the thomas crown affair. i also started reading dyd and i plan to
read john alexander's alpha male aswell.
the effects i've noticed so far are quite a bit of tingling.
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - Shannon - 07-29-2013
n0ddy,
You apparently didn't read the instructions for AM 5.0. The instructions specifically state that you MUST finish AM once you start it. This is true of both 5.0 and the upcoming 6.0. Stopping either in the middle will leave you off balance in ways you don't want; each stage balances out the way the previous stage pushed you off balance to grow.
Furthermore, you will need to have run through AM 5.0 in full, according to the instructions, before you can use AM 6.0.
And why are you posting your journal in someone else's thread?
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - n0ddy - 07-29-2013
I'd like to address your final question first, just to get it out of the way.
I'm posting in someone else's thread for probably the very same reason that other people are posting in someone elses thread. Though that may not be the case.
Am I correct in thinking that you have the ability to delete user posts? If so, and you feel that my post shouldn't be where it is, you can go ahead and delete it. I don't mind one bit.
As for your concern regarding my use of am5 and the need to finish, I appreciate the feedback but I have all my bases covered.
Finally, appearances can be deceiving, but I'm confident that you already know that.
Cheers.
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - somebodynew - 07-31-2013
Thank yOu Shannon for reply, But i must admit it doesnt explain me good enough.
especiall beetween ... Become Irresistibly Attractive to Beautiful Women and woman magnet.
In other case i dont see point of buying Sex Magnet if Woman magnet is going to provide me sex + a lot of more stuff...
Day 2 Stage 2
Already had vivid dream last night - ( reamember i said they stopped after 2 weeks of first stage )...
I was dreaming about my work partner who screwed me over and pretended that what he was doing is okay. There was scene where i was levitating in room and could hear what everyone was saying and how he was influiental to other people - when they were talking they would say "Ah yeah... you are right, he is like that" made me think am i like that - but then all of sudden i fell i deep hole and there was stone wall and some strange signs written on it ( belive i have no idea how i read them cause i didnt understand anything - just some messy sings ) - and what they were saying was that i am completly diffrent person than how he was presenting me to other people.
Rets of dream i had some nightmare I was going trough my life of things that i though were bad that i did. But dream was telling me that its not a big deal and that i am putting to much weight on myself for no reasson.
had some moodswings ... like wanna cry, wanna laugh .... then nothing.
Lets see what else happens in this stage, looking forward for it!
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - Benjamin - 07-31-2013
Noddy i'm not sure where you got the impression others are posting their own journal in other peoples threads... what would be the point of their own journals then? Why not just all post in one?
I'd understand if you were talking about Stage 2 as that is what was asked.
I also wonder how you only have Stage 1 of the program and not all the stages? Maybe you meant you only listened to Stage 1 then stopped... i've done Alpha 2011 and 5.0 and the changes come from doing it all and not just Stage 1. And Shannon has done every version from 2008. So he knows what he is talking about
-Ben
RE: Alpha male... exhausting :/ - n0ddy - 07-31-2013
Understood, thanks