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RE: OFV4 - Shannon - 08-31-2022
(08-30-2022, 05:51 PM)Sky Wrote: So here's an update. I traveled to NYC for the weekend by myself and took the train and subway to my friend's place at midnight after I landed at the airport. I didn't feel as much fear and wasn't paralyzed which was amazing to me because I mapped out the directions with my brother and friend on how to get to my friend's place in Manhattan, which I would have normally avoided mapping out directions due to fear-based avoidance behavior. Now I have relocation and traveling goals because it's so much fun and liberating. I love NYC! It's diverse, densely populated, and there's so much opportunity and things to do. I think OFv4 is setting the groundwork in ways that is building off of what all the old subliminals did for me, and helping me pave a future for myself in which I can be happy. I think I still have a lot of growing to do in terms of traveling though because I still depended on my friends somewhat to help me navigate the city when I was with them. I did navigate a few times on my own though in the city. I also got a job offer that will dramatically increase my income, and this all started with a friend who believed in me and said I deserved a higher salary based on my skills and inflation, so i just ended up applying to different places. Now, I just need to put in my two weeks notice after I pass an employment background check.
I have finished one month of OFv4 and have one more rest day before I start a new cycle and begin month 2. I am so excited to see what I can do with my life. I am driven to relocate to NYC so I'm working towards that and I'm going to work hard at my job. I have motivation and want to grow as much as possible.
One really important aspect of OFv4 is that I think it's removing fear of missing out, so I'm not always thinking of the next subliminal, but am instead relaxed and happy with my current growth on OFv4. I look forward to my next subliminal to help me with finding a new girlfriend through Attract Romantic Love, or a new self-growth sub that Shannon eventually creates not out of fear, but out of genuine desire to improve and reach my goals once I'm properly done with OFv4.
Thank you @Shannon . I'm definitely progressing. My brother and best friend are super impressed by my growth in general.
Very pleased to hear this! Keep going!
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-03-2022
So last night was my first day off of month 2. 2 days on and first day off as a special case.
I dreamed about two white girls sitting across the table from me, and the white girl sitting across from me resembled a white girl from high school I knew who had huge boobs and a pretty face. I couldn't remember this girl's eye color. This girl had big boobs too. She told me I fucked up for some reason, and the girl sitting next to her echoed her sentiment. I'm not sure what I did wrong but I guess I did something wrong.
Then, I later dreamed about two girls and my brother and I bantering with them and laughing really hard. That was a good dream.
In real life, I went out last night to a bar with some friends. I didn't stay long, but had a good time. It was downtown, which is where I usually don't go unless I have friends to go with.
@Shannon , is this dream a sign that I'm releasing some more fear with women who are attractive?
RE: OFV4 - Shannon - 09-03-2022
(09-03-2022, 05:36 AM)Sky Wrote: So last night was my first day off of month 2. 2 days on and first day off as a special case.
I dreamed about two white girls sitting across the table from me, and the white girl sitting across from me resembled a white girl from high school I knew who had huge boobs and a pretty face. I couldn't remember this girl's eye color. This girl had big boobs too. She told me I fucked up for some reason, and the girl sitting next to her echoed her sentiment. I'm not sure what I did wrong but I guess I did something wrong.
Then, I later dreamed about two girls and my brother and I bantering with them and laughing really hard. That was a good dream.
In real life, I went out last night to a bar with some friends. I didn't stay long, but had a good time. It was downtown, which is where I usually don't go unless I have friends to go with.
@Shannon , is this dream a sign that I'm releasing some more fear with women who are attractive?
It could be, but that few details doesn't exactly make trying to interpret it easy. Could be a lot of things.
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-03-2022
(09-03-2022, 09:05 AM)Shannon Wrote:(09-03-2022, 05:36 AM)Sky Wrote: So last night was my first day off of month 2. 2 days on and first day off as a special case.
I dreamed about two white girls sitting across the table from me, and the white girl sitting across from me resembled a white girl from high school I knew who had huge boobs and a pretty face. I couldn't remember this girl's eye color. This girl had big boobs too. She told me I fucked up for some reason, and the girl sitting next to her echoed her sentiment. I'm not sure what I did wrong but I guess I did something wrong.
Then, I later dreamed about two girls and my brother and I bantering with them and laughing really hard. That was a good dream.
In real life, I went out last night to a bar with some friends. I didn't stay long, but had a good time. It was downtown, which is where I usually don't go unless I have friends to go with.
@Shannon , is this dream a sign that I'm releasing some more fear with women who are attractive?
It could be, but that few details doesn't exactly make trying to interpret it easy. Could be a lot of things.
Fair enough! Thanks!
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-06-2022
@Shannon , will you remake MLS eventually to account for the sleep issues/fear-based issues? This might be a moot point though if OFv4 clears and releases away those issues for me when i try to run MLS again. I've never had any study related dreams on OFv4 so far. They are mostly related to women.
Whatever the case may be, I'm looking forward to how OFv4 affects me and releases my fears. If future subs like self-discipline are created, that would be great, or eventually AM7, etc.
I'm just living in the present moment with OFv4. I'm on Month 2.
LTUv6 might be a good option after OFv4, but I suspect you'll come out with more subs that tackle self-improvement issues.
RE: OFV4 - Shannon - 09-09-2022
(09-06-2022, 09:23 AM)Sky Wrote: @Shannon , will you remake MLS eventually to account for the sleep issues/fear-based issues? This might be a moot point though if OFv4 clears and releases away those issues for me when i try to run MLS again. I've never had any study related dreams on OFv4 so far. They are mostly related to women.
Whatever the case may be, I'm looking forward to how OFv4 affects me and releases my fears. If future subs like self-discipline are created, that would be great, or eventually AM7, etc.
I'm just living in the present moment with OFv4. I'm on Month 2.
MLS-Next is not on my radar right now. I don't know how it will go yet.
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-13-2022
Nothing worthy of note so far other than vivid dreams and calmness in the mornings.
@Shannon what is a fearless person like? Does fearlessness give way to reaching your fuller potential?
Sometimes I wonder what my fuller potential is like. I'm not determined like I used to be and that's disappointing but maybe necessary because of what OFv4 is working on.
RE: OFV4 - Shannon - 09-14-2022
(09-13-2022, 04:36 PM)Sky Wrote: Nothing worthy of note so far other than vivid dreams and calmness in the mornings.
@Shannon what is a fearless person like? Does fearlessness give way to reaching your fuller potential?
Sometimes I wonder what my fuller potential is like. I'm not determined like I used to be and that's disappointing but maybe necessary because of what OFv4 is working on.
I wrote a description of what fearlessness looks like, but then I realized that I should erase it. It is my understanding, my experience, and it is necessarily limited to my understanding and experience. I do not want to accidentally limit or hamper your journey by giving you assumptions and expectations that are limited, biased, incomplete. So I will say that fearlessness is freedom. Freedom in ways that you may or may not be able to currently understand, or identify with at all. Beyond that, freedom is a tree trunk that branches and branches again and again in many ways and directions and produces many twigs and leaves, which I will leave to you to discover.
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-14-2022
Sounds good, thanks Shannon.
I think the flood gates have opened with my new dating pics. I've been dating women left and right, but none seem like the right fit because they are 2-4 years older than me. Some are younger, but I find that I have more chemistry with some of the older women.
My gut is telling me to continue dating to see where these dates go until I can run ARL. I just want the right person for me. Will the person I attract with ARL after running OFv4 be more fearless like me? I think I've got a lot of growing to do and am satisfied with how great my life is going so far.
These thoughts come up as I consider potential subs for the future. I'm enjoying OFv4 a lot because of how calm I am without the anxiety. My new job is going to rock! I'm starting soon.
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-20-2022
I wonder if this is a result of OFv4. So just yesterday, I started researching different ways to study python and started reviewing multiple sources of information that would teach me python by auditing a course on coursera because I like the human element aspect from learning from videos, reading a textbook from a well-reputed data science company that explains things very well in lay mans terms, and also doing dataquest at the end still since I dislike dataquest so much due to the constant reading and no videos
Before, I would have been afraid to audit a course because I would have come up with a reason not to check out other sources of learning due to it being a waste of time or too much for me to handle with dataquest already on my plate, but instead I was actually more productive switching what angle I wanted to learn python from. Exciting!
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-26-2022
I'm scared to see my ex for some reason. I want to see her again. I broke up with her because I was dissatisfied with our relationship as I had very little dating experience and was thinking about wanting to date other girls. @Shannon , will OFv4 deal with this sense of longing I have for my ex? I want to run ARL after hopefully, but I'm still skeptical of that sub.
OFv4 just takes so long to run, but I'm always thinking about women and my lack of abundance. My dating matches have gone up, but not significantly. I went to a barbershop and got a whole new look with my hairstyle and beard that I've never done before because my friend that I met in the gym said I should do it upon his recommendation to see the barber. I guess that says something about me thinking about wanting to be with beautiful women says something about me.
RE: OFV4 - Shannon - 09-26-2022
(09-26-2022, 11:46 AM)Sky Wrote: I'm scared to see my ex for some reason. I want to see her again. I broke up with her because I was dissatisfied with our relationship as I had very little dating experience and was thinking about wanting to date other girls. @Shannon , will OFv4 deal with this sense of longing I have for my ex? I want to run ARL after hopefully, but I'm still skeptical of that sub.
If the issue is based in fear, then OF should affect it.
RE: OFV4 - Sky - 09-28-2022
(09-26-2022, 11:47 AM)Shannon Wrote:(09-26-2022, 11:46 AM)Sky Wrote: I'm scared to see my ex for some reason. I want to see her again. I broke up with her because I was dissatisfied with our relationship as I had very little dating experience and was thinking about wanting to date other girls. @Shannon , will OFv4 deal with this sense of longing I have for my ex? I want to run ARL after hopefully, but I'm still skeptical of that sub.
If the issue is based in fear, then OF should affect it.
Thanks Shannon!
Another question. What's the ideal penis size? I'm thinking about using male enhancement or attract romantic love after OFv4. Would it be smarter to use Male enhancement first, or to attract a partner first and then use male enhancement? I understand it's a personal choice, so I'm thinking male enhancement, then ARL or something else.
Since I am getting a decent amount of dates, male enhancement may be the better option, but the problem is that I haven't found someone yet. I've gone on dates but sometimes the women I really like ghost me after the first date. I like the thin physique and sometimes those girls lose interest after the first date. I try to learn about them as much as I can by asking them questions for 90% of the conversation, but it doesn't always work. If you have any advice in this direction for dating, that would be much appreciated too.
I'm wanting to grow taller as well. Lol, your subliminals can potentially help me achieve the physicality that I want, height, penis length coupled with ARL and AM7 would be the ultimate. Hope this all works as intended. So far most have worked pretty well for me like OFv4, etc.
RE: OFV4 - Shannon - 09-28-2022
(09-28-2022, 07:03 AM)Sky Wrote:(09-26-2022, 11:47 AM)Shannon Wrote:(09-26-2022, 11:46 AM)Sky Wrote: I'm scared to see my ex for some reason. I want to see her again. I broke up with her because I was dissatisfied with our relationship as I had very little dating experience and was thinking about wanting to date other girls. @Shannon , will OFv4 deal with this sense of longing I have for my ex? I want to run ARL after hopefully, but I'm still skeptical of that sub.
If the issue is based in fear, then OF should affect it.
Thanks Shannon!
Another question. What's the ideal penis size? I'm thinking about using male enhancement or attract romantic love after OFv4. Would it be smarter to use Male enhancement first, or to attract a partner first and then use male enhancement? I understand it's a personal choice, so I'm thinking male enhancement, then ARL or something else.
Since I am getting a decent amount of dates, male enhancement may be the better option, but the problem is that I haven't found someone yet. I've gone on dates but sometimes the women I really like ghost me after the first date. I like the thin physique and sometimes those girls lose interest after the first date. I try to learn about them as much as I can by asking them questions for 90% of the conversation, but it doesn't always work. If you have any advice in this direction for dating, that would be much appreciated too.
I'm wanting to grow taller as well. Lol, your subliminals can potentially help me achieve the physicality that I want, height, penis length coupled with ARL and AM7 would be the ultimate. Hope this all works as intended. So far most have worked pretty well for me like OFv4, etc.
I found this website referencing: . Women preferred a penis of slightly larger circumference and length for one-time (length = 6.4 inches/16.3 cm, circumference = 5.0 inches/12.7 cm) versus long-term (length = 6.3 inches/16.0 cm, circumference = 4.8 inches/12.2 cm) sexual partners.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4558040/#:~:text=Women%20preferred%20a%20penis%20of,%2F12.2%20cm)%20sexual%20partners.
I think you're overthinking this. The ideal penis size is the size you are happiest with. Too big and you run into not having enough blood in your body to get fully hard (That's usually in the 12 inch plus range) and it may not fit in a woman comfortably. Each woman is going to be different, and average values like that go out the window because of that fact. I've had women who claim I am too short, too long and just right, and it depended on how deep their vagina was and in part how big or small their body framing was. Tiny women usually have correspondingly smaller vaginas, and tall or large framed women (not overweight, but framing) have correspondingly larger vaginas because the organs tend to size to fit a ratio to other parts of the body. Some women have unusually deep or shallow vaginas regardless of their frame size. Her perception of your penis size will also depend on her previous experience, how much porn she watches (and believes to be reality), and how emotionally open or closed she is to you, along with her degree of sexual arousal and other factors as well.