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RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - dissonance - 04-07-2016 (04-05-2016, 08:19 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: thanks Shannon. I'll give 72 hrs break (3 days) starting at 8 AM this morning, which concludes my E2 run of 32 days.. that'll give me enough time to deposit my check which will put me at just enough to buy BASE with just enough money remaining to live :') it's gonna break the bank but investing in BASE is probably the headfirst dive i need to take into the ocean of entrepreneurship, and since the fear of success has largely been cleared up (thanks goes to OF5G and EPRHA2.0), i feel this decision SHOULD NOT wait any longer, as i won't be 26 forever. Ran over your kitten?? ![]() RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - Benjamin - 04-07-2016 I didn't see that bit, that sucks man. I understand completely how pets become part of the family. I still miss my dog. It used to be awesome coming home and having her run up to me all happy when i'd had a bad day. And sitting there with her on the couch patting her would relax me so much. RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - LionKing - 04-07-2016 Yikes, now that sucks! Hang in there man - if all this stuff is really just under the surface all the time, then eventually being without it must feel light indeed. RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - maxx55 - 04-08-2016 I also am glad that I don't consciously experience the pain. Thanks Shannon. My question is, how would you know when you had finished the program? I know where I intend to be at the end of my run. But what if after getting there, and using the sub for an additional 32 to 64 days to solidify everything, I stop and then realize a week later that I wasn't finished? Or is this scenario not possible? RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - eternity - 04-08-2016 Holy crap. I had a dream last night of being chased by a snake. It was aggressively chasing me trying to attack me, but it didn't succeed. I've had similar dreams before, where I was being chased by a snake and from what I remember of dream interpretation, this theme represents a part of my personality being shed. It no longer serves me. I woke up physically and emotionally lighter. I feel free from something, though I'm not sure what it is just yet. Thanks for the support friends. I'm with you lion king, in that if I'm carrying around all this crap all the time, it sure as hell can't be beneficial to me. It does not serve me at all!!! RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - Dubls - 04-08-2016 Be strong brother. RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - Shannon - 04-08-2016 (04-08-2016, 07:43 AM)maxx55 Wrote: I also am glad that I don't consciously experience the pain. Thanks Shannon. My question is, how would you know when you had finished the program? Honestly, I'm not sure how to know that aside from, you stop using it and stay in a good place. There's no really good way right now for me to let you know you're done. It's designed to keep tunneling down into your past and prompting you to heal things until it's hit day one. How long does that take? No idea. It will change from person to person. RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - eternity - 04-09-2016 as it stands, it's gradually getting better. RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - eternity - 04-10-2016 i don't take confrontation too kindly. i'm sensitive ![]() the good news is, the negative feelings have largely dissipated, and i'm back in the cheery mood i usually am. copious amounts of coffee definitely helps. exercise helps. 19 more days til i move to india.... ![]() RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - eternity - 04-11-2016 screw it. i might as well just listen to E2 for 90 days... 53 days remaining time to let it dig deeeeeeeeeeppppp and find the parts of my inner being that are fuqqed up and causing me to behave the way I do. RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - eternity - 04-13-2016 50 largely lost the desire to post. but i still have a written journal i write in every day, upon awakening and right before going to sleep. i'm back on nofap, but i'm not counting days. i'm on at least day 10.... i missed this feeling. i'm splitting my energy between 3 women, all of whom are beautiful <3 . i seem to be using my time more effectively lately. went to the gym 2 days in a row. that's a good deal! i think i'm also protecting myself emotionally, as well. self love is a beast ![]() RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - eternity - 04-17-2016 47 my friends threw a surprise goodbye party for me... that was very thoughtful of them, but it only made the pain of separation worse. i've made some really good friends here in houston, but i'll have to leave them all behind for a year while i'm gone. there's a lot more positive stuff happening, and as much as i'm sitting here wanting to write an update for y'all, something's telling me not to. it's like the details of what's happening for me is irrelevant and redundant. if you run this program, you will have your own journey of healing to go through, and even though the situations might be slightly different than mine, the healing process is the same and so there's really nothing worthy of being written here, except that this forum is another place i feel welcomed and at home... so any updates i'm writing now is just to update y'all on what's going on in my life, which is really not what this journal is supposed to be about. but to be fair, i stopped going on the pheromone forum as well, so i really think it's just me making more valuable use of my time. who knows, it can all change tomorrow. so that's my story and i'm sticking to it. RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - eternity - 04-17-2016 (03-31-2016, 12:53 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: Perhaps she is losing interest in you because you are running ephra instead of a magnet, on ephra many women lost interest in me. Women that were attached to me before. okay so after contemplating this might be the case for a while, i conclude that this is not the reason. if anything, a more emotionally healed and stable man is more attractive to women, especially the type of woman she is. a man who has his own emotional needs comfortably taken care of is highly attractive to women in its own right. and it's highly likely that an emotionally healthy man will attract a similarly emotionally healthy woman, based on what i know about "you attract more of who you are" RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G - RTBoss - 04-18-2016 Hope all is well for you in Houston, I saw that there's massive rain & flooding. |