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RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 06-02-2018
Stage 7, Day 12:
- Held many thoughts of myself being victorious in life and achieving my goals. I can say that my self-image was noticeably positive today.
- I went to go get food from a Caribbean restaurant. When I pulled up to the window in the drive-thru, the woman working there locked eyes with me as if I was the only man she’d ever seen. It was like she fell in love at first sight, or like she saw a celebrity and didn’t know what to say. She had me swipe my card and went to get my order. When she came back she handed me my food and stared at me like she wanted me to say something. I told her to have a good day and she barely managaed to say it back. While driving on the way back home I started to chuckle while thinking about it.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 06-03-2018
Stage 7, Day 13:
- LMAO wasn't going to post today but I had to tell this story. I'm at work right now and had to call a patient to confirm a delivery for oxygen. This woman is 70 years old and married. After we confirmed her address and her Husband's phone number, she asked if she could tell me something. I said sure. She told me that I have a very sexy voice, like it was perfect for the phone. I had to mute the phone because I almost burst out laughing. Couldn't say it on the phone, but messing with me she would really need that oxygen lol.
- That actually reminds me that my Sister's insurance agent has asked about me after hearing me speak on the phone twice before.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 06-04-2018
Stage 7, Day 14:
- Starting to notice that within minutes of playing the sub, I’m feeling a calm sense of bliss. This is the third day in a row that this has happened.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 06-06-2018
Stage 7, Day 16:
Decided I'll be closing out my AM6 journal here. Still plan to do a total of 64 days of stage 7, take a break, and then move on to the testosterone maximize sub. Don't plan to make another journal until I begin BASE 5G. The benefits that I've gotten from running AM6 internally and externally have been amazing and unexpected. I'll definitely be doing another run, just not sure when.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - Benjamin - 06-06-2018
I'm definately curious about Testosterone Maximizer, not many people have reported on it.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 06-11-2018
(06-06-2018, 09:29 PM)Benjamin Wrote: I'm definately curious about Testosterone Maximizer, not many people have reported on it.
I'm curious myself, don't plan to keep a journal on it until I do a full 6 month run a few years from now. By then, it might be upgraded anyway.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 06-16-2018
Stage 7, Day 25:
-Didn't plan to post on this journal again but there's something that I noticed here that I needed to speak on. Updates since last time pretty much are longer stares from women and better overall social interactions with people.
- People (especially women) have also been staring at me like an alien more often.
-There's been a time where I needed a coworker to translate on the phone for me. I notice she's been staring at me more. When she came to take the phone receiver out of my hand, she actually held and rubbed it a bit before taking the phone. She also was super busy, but instead of making me wait, she went out of her way to tell me she'd make time to help me, not in a bitchy kind of way, but in a way that she wanted me to know that it wasn't a problem to be kind to me.
-There's another coworker that literally said it's killing her that we haven't had a long talk in a while. She's also been complementing me on my looks and my laugh more.
-My wife's affections toward me have stopped but now she's acting sad, could just be something else on her mind.
-I'm having a harder time feeling emotions deeply this past week, and the week before that, my thoughts were mostly negative for days on end, and I didn't even care.
**Besides those, here's the insight, or rather testimonial I wanted to speak about. Right before I went to sleep last night, my best friend called me and told me his Grandmother died. He and I have been friends for almost 16 years, we're really more like brothers at this point, and his Grandmother was like a mom to me. Needless to say I took it hard and it was the first time in over a week I felt any deep emotion. The thing I picked up on is though, is that I only cried for a few minutes. My appetite and normal train of thought was shaken some too. After listening to AM6 overnight though, even though I still mourn her loss, I'm not an emotional wreck like I thought I would be. Even now, my eyes still water thinking of her. But other than that I feel almost negatively unaffected. I feel this speaks to the power of the emotional healing component of AM6 and it's even greater than I could have imagined. Of course I'm sure it'll hit my best friend harder, she may have been like a mother to me, but she took the place of his real mom who he never really got to know too well. I feel that even less than 12 hours of getting the news, I'm strong enough to help him through his own grief.**
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 06-29-2018
AM6 - Bloom Stage:
obviously this isn't an actual stage I'm using but there's been many unexpected effects since I stopped listening almost a week ago:
- My sense of humor has returned and it's better than ever. Everything from what I say to even the timing of my jokes has improved.
- I socialize even easier with both men and women and conversations just flow.
- My divorce is finalized but even after everything, my now ex-wife still expressed that she still wants to be with me, and is still affectionate towards me.
- Many people the past week, even men, have expressed how as soon as I come in contact with them, they feel a powerful and positive energy coming from me that makes them want to open up and talk to me, which not everyone gives them that feeling.
- I can tell more women at work are developing a crush on me, and my looks from women everywhere are increasing. I catch several staring at me everyday now.
- I am highly motivated and productive, even more so than before. I'm breaking personal records at work in regards to productivity.
- I've refined my diet even more and I'm losing weight consistently.
- Even when people annoy me, I find ways to laugh them off.
- I'm more outspoken and literally don't care who hears me say how I feel about something or someone, positive or negative.
- Even when people make fun of me for something, I join in and laugh at myself too.
- Even coworkers who barely spoke to me some months back are now opening up to me and being more generous.
- I've had two people offer me business opportunities which I'm researching at the moment. Looks like I don't have to wait until next year to step back into the business world.
- My self-discipline in general has also sky rocketed as far as taking action and procrastinating very little or not at all.
- I've easily become twice as assertive if not more.
- My confidence could probably be compared to a celebrity's.
- My voice, which was already masculine has become even more so.
For now, that's all I recall but there may be other things I haven't even noticed, or just don't recall right now. Seeing the results from just one run, it's hard to imagine how this sub can be improved besides finding a way to cut down on daily listening time, and still seeing the same impact of results. Bravo Shannon, you did a hell of a job with this one.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - PDjunkie - 06-29-2018
Just spent an hour reading through all of this. Incredible, very motivational. Happy for your transformation.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 07-01-2018
(06-29-2018, 02:27 PM)PDjunkie Wrote: Just spent an hour reading through all of this. Incredible, very motivational. Happy for your transformation.
I appreciate it man.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - Greenduck - 07-03-2018
WOW! Nice results. This is exactly the type of review I have been looking for. Thanks for sharing and congratulations on finishing the program.
RE: Ascending to Alpha - DavisMind91 - 07-03-2018
(07-03-2018, 03:49 AM)Greenduck Wrote: WOW! Nice results. This is exactly the type of review I have been looking for. Thanks for sharing and congratulations on finishing the program.
No problem and thanks man