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RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-12-2018
Just got back from the gym. 4 women of interest to me.
I caught all of them staring at me then they'd look down immediately upon making EC.
The one girl was doing squats right beside me. I never checked her out til later. I was grabbing some weights and looked over at her butt, then looked into her eyes and she immediately looked down. She was in a squatting/prayer-like position. It was so hot.
Anyhow, didn't want to push the EC. From what I've read, you gotta take things slow at the gym.
Plus, I don't want to use the gym as an excuse for not approaching, so I don't count it as anything. But I'm just doing it just in case.
I will approach proper today at some point.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-12-2018
Today in sales I had 3 people threaten to call the cops on me. To which I replied "Ok, do it" and stood there.
2 of them just let it go but the last guy demanded to see my license. I told him I wouldn't show it to him but he said he would call the cops. I said "ok, I'll show you the picture only" so I showed him my picture.
Just realizing it was all a massive frame grab/shit test. Although, apparently someone was murdered in this neighborhood so everyone is a bit on edge.
Anyhow, did an approach that I don't really count. It was more of a "being social for the sake of being social" approach.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - mat422 - 01-13-2018
Quote:A few butt displays, including from that hot woman. Just the other day I was thinking to myself "Where are all the butt displays? I wonder if that's a coincidence. I've noticed DMSI seems to "fire" when I kind of get fed up of it not working and think to myself "Cmon DMSI, you're supposed to XYZ" shortly thereafter XYZ will happen.This trend has happened a few times, but still it could be coincidence.
Anger maybe? The way I see it any emotion can be used for the sake of manifestation. I think Shannon actually has something in DMSI for transforming anger into usable energy for the execution of DMSI.
From the sounds of it though it looks like you're doing well Sarge. I'd imagine being around this new guy helps integrate things into your own reality more. It's one thing to read or learn about stuff, but completely separate to experience it firsthand. Hope things continue to progress for you.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-13-2018
(01-13-2018, 06:03 AM)mat422 Wrote:Quote:A few butt displays, including from that hot woman. Just the other day I was thinking to myself "Where are all the butt displays? I wonder if that's a coincidence. I've noticed DMSI seems to "fire" when I kind of get fed up of it not working and think to myself "Cmon DMSI, you're supposed to XYZ" shortly thereafter XYZ will happen.This trend has happened a few times, but still it could be coincidence.
Anger maybe? The way I see it any emotion can be used for the sake of manifestation. I think Shannon actually has something in DMSI for transforming anger into usable energy for the execution of DMSI.
From the sounds of it though it looks like you're doing well Sarge. I'd imagine being around this new guy helps integrate things into your own reality more. It's one thing to read or learn about stuff, but completely separate to experience it firsthand. Hope things continue to progress for you.
The hate energy bro.
Lol, yeah that makes sense about the emotions. I find myself pretty emotionless on DMSI for the most part though, so maybe that's why I'm not manifesting much.
As for the natural guy, definitely man. It's been SO helpful. I get advice from him all the time that actually works, and if it doesn't work and I tell him, he doesn't whine and bitch out. He's very cool and has his ego in check for the most part. I feel very fortunate to have met him and count him as the first real friend I've made in a long time.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - rayrocanaldo - 01-13-2018
(01-13-2018, 07:45 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(01-13-2018, 06:03 AM)mat422 Wrote:Quote:A few butt displays, including from that hot woman. Just the other day I was thinking to myself "Where are all the butt displays? I wonder if that's a coincidence. I've noticed DMSI seems to "fire" when I kind of get fed up of it not working and think to myself "Cmon DMSI, you're supposed to XYZ" shortly thereafter XYZ will happen.This trend has happened a few times, but still it could be coincidence.
Anger maybe? The way I see it any emotion can be used for the sake of manifestation. I think Shannon actually has something in DMSI for transforming anger into usable energy for the execution of DMSI.
From the sounds of it though it looks like you're doing well Sarge. I'd imagine being around this new guy helps integrate things into your own reality more. It's one thing to read or learn about stuff, but completely separate to experience it firsthand. Hope things continue to progress for you.
The hate energy bro.
Lol, yeah that makes sense about the emotions. I find myself pretty emotionless on DMSI for the most part though, so maybe that's why I'm not manifesting much.
As for the natural guy, definitely man. It's been SO helpful. I get advice from him all the time that actually works, and if it doesn't work and I tell him, he doesn't whine and bitch out. He's very cool and has his ego in check for the most part. I feel very fortunate to have met him and count him as the first real friend I've made in a long time.
Sarge,
Do you know how to feel as though I already have what I want ?
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-14-2018
(01-13-2018, 08:31 AM)rayrocanaldo Wrote:(01-13-2018, 07:45 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(01-13-2018, 06:03 AM)mat422 Wrote:Quote:A few butt displays, including from that hot woman. Just the other day I was thinking to myself "Where are all the butt displays? I wonder if that's a coincidence. I've noticed DMSI seems to "fire" when I kind of get fed up of it not working and think to myself "Cmon DMSI, you're supposed to XYZ" shortly thereafter XYZ will happen.This trend has happened a few times, but still it could be coincidence.
Anger maybe? The way I see it any emotion can be used for the sake of manifestation. I think Shannon actually has something in DMSI for transforming anger into usable energy for the execution of DMSI.
From the sounds of it though it looks like you're doing well Sarge. I'd imagine being around this new guy helps integrate things into your own reality more. It's one thing to read or learn about stuff, but completely separate to experience it firsthand. Hope things continue to progress for you.
The hate energy bro.
Lol, yeah that makes sense about the emotions. I find myself pretty emotionless on DMSI for the most part though, so maybe that's why I'm not manifesting much.
As for the natural guy, definitely man. It's been SO helpful. I get advice from him all the time that actually works, and if it doesn't work and I tell him, he doesn't whine and bitch out. He's very cool and has his ego in check for the most part. I feel very fortunate to have met him and count him as the first real friend I've made in a long time.
Sarge,
Do you know how to feel as though I already have what I want ?
I don't.
Yesterday a girl in the company approached me and the aussie. She introduced herself and was facing me fully till the aussie started talking to her, then she was pre-occupied with him.
I find this happens a lot, guys swoop in and take girls near me. Or, when walking down the street, guys go into "mate guarding" mode always. Grabbing the girls' hand while staring at me then looking away, or pulling the girl closer, or guiding the girl away from me etc.
It's interesting and I wish it was something that would work against these guys, but I don't think so.
There's even a guy in the company who moved in with his GF (the one who sat near me) a few weeks after she did that.
Not sure how one combats that without getting into a competition for female attention which is no good.
ION, had crazy dreams last night.
In one I was approaching women and the girl I approached was super hot, but she was surrounded by weird/angry guys who were all in my face threatening me and shit. The girl slipped me her number and I got out of there.
Later in the dream I was outright shooting guys who were trying to keep me from girls I wanted. There were a LOT of guys like that in the dream. It was like zombies but the guys were normal guys, they just attacked me en masse like zombies would.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-14-2018
Today all hell broke loose (in a good way) between me and the other 2 guys in my team in sales.
There was this crazy tension in the car in the morning, and then on the way home, sexual experience stories were being fired from everyone except me. It was nuts. Both guys just started talking about all kinds of debauchery and the crazy thing is the one guy was always trying to portray himself as a devoted husband to his wife but something snapped today and the secrets came out. Unbelievable some of the things he's done. And he showed us some pics of the girls he's been with, hot as f*ck. Next level.
I'm beginning to feel outmatched here and like I need to get some experiences of my own. I'm trying with online and stuff but I swear girls don't actually want to have sex. They are SO averse to it. I must still be coming off as a provider/beta in some way, despite the fact that I never offer to pay for things or supplicate in any way. Most of the things PUA's say not to do, I don't do. Meanwhile, the aussie natural guy does a LOT of things you're not supposed to do and still gets laid like a mother*cker.
It's so bizarre. I have no idea what I'm missing.
Anyone of you who have seen pics of me know I look like a badass alpha. So it's not looks.
Something in the interactions that I have no idea what it is.
Frustrating, to say the least.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - rayrocanaldo - 01-14-2018
(01-14-2018, 08:05 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: Today all hell broke loose (in a good way) between me and the other 2 guys in my team in sales.
There was this crazy tension in the car in the morning, and then on the way home, sexual experience stories were being fired from everyone except me. It was nuts. Both guys just started talking about all kinds of debauchery and the crazy thing is the one guy was always trying to portray himself as a devoted husband to his wife but something snapped today and the secrets came out. Unbelievable some of the things he's done. And he showed us some pics of the girls he's been with, hot as f*ck. Next level.
I'm beginning to feel outmatched here and like I need to get some experiences of my own. I'm trying with online and stuff but I swear girls don't actually want to have sex. They are SO averse to it. I must still be coming off as a provider/beta in some way, despite the fact that I never offer to pay for things or supplicate in any way. Most of the things PUA's say not to do, I don't do. Meanwhile, the aussie natural guy does a LOT of things you're not supposed to do and still gets laid like a mother*cker.
It's so bizarre. I have no idea what I'm missing.
Anyone of you who have seen pics of me know I look like a badass alpha. So it's not looks.
Something in the interactions that I have no idea what it is.
Frustrating, to say the least.
I can totally relate to what you are saying. Girls seem me as good-looking but I never got laid in my life. I am actually still a virgin ( I am 22 years old turning 23 this month ). I knew a natural who wasnt even good looking but girls would tell him he is good-looking but they never told me. It looks like everybody is getting laid but me.
I swear, soon, I will change this !! The difference between them and us is belief and action. If you change your beliefs, you will be WAYY beyond them anyways so it doesnt matter that they have those kinds of experiences and you dont.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-15-2018
Thanks Ray!
So today I went to the gym. It's in the basement of a community center.
Me and aussie were going down the stairs and the woman at the front desk was like "Hey! You guys gonna sign in?! HEY!" but we kept going.
I figured they knew us since we bought our memberships a week or so ago.
Anyhow, we're downstairs and this guy (the one who was there talking with me when I bought my membership) was all in our faces acting like a total dick.
"HEY! You guys gotta sign in! Let's go! Upstairs!" rawr rawr I'm an alpha kinda shit.
So we go upstairs and sign in.
I didn't have my card so I just gave the woman my name and then I was like "serial number 44374 dash 2" withna smirk.
Anyhow, no apologies for acting that way.
I've been in lots of gyms and if ever they think you might not be a member or you don't sign in I've NEVER had them come up to me and be all faux-alpha on me.
Pissed me off if I'm completely honest.
I'm now looking for another gym to spend my money at.
Glad I only bought a one month membership at this one.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-16-2018
Forgot to not listen to DMSI last night. As of now I'm off DMSI till version 3.2 comes out.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-16-2018
I guess I should make a DMSI 3.1 Summary post, but before I do I just gotta say that I'm re-watching "Pimp" by Julien and it's actually really good. I think perhaps most guys misunderstand RSD content thinking they are saying "this is EXACTLY what you have to do do get laid" when really they're just giving examples for you to extrapolate on. Good stuff.
One of the recent things is Julien said "Given enough time, the girl will realize you are "that guy" " How cool is that?
DMSI has definitely shifted my mindset to pick up on that kind of thing more and be less autistic or literal. So that's a bonus.
Also, although I've been hard on DMSI in regards to getting women, the program has done a lot for me in terms of social skills, and confidence. I doubt I woulkd have had the guts to move to this new job if it hadn't been for DMSI. I doubt I would have gotten so much help and support and friendships from the guys here had I not been on DMSI.
Guys constantly qualify to me, invite me to things, and all I do is show up and do "me" and it goes well.
Or getting free stuff, it happens a lot as well.
Or being able to connect and get past people's knee-jerk "no" reaction in sales. Like, just like Julien says, if I just prolong the interaction, people come around.
Or like the other day in sales I was offering the promo again (we aren't selling till tomorrow, it's been back and forth between selling and training, all very complicated so pay it no mind) anyhow, went to a guys house and he was all "no, I'm not interested, furthermore you're guys' company is bad because of XYZ" anyhow, I listened to him and left gracefully. I just knew that there would be a chance to sell him later. Sometimes NOT persisting is what gets the sale. Because on my way back past his house, he stopped me and asked me some questions, I answered, and he bought. So there you go.
It's like I have a benevolent aura that people feel, but the more fearful types see it as a trick.
There has been a lot of scams in this area I'm working in, for example, and the people are telling me "they are the nicest people but it turns out to be a scam" and I was thinking about that the other day that you can easily sell things legit and make a lot of money if you can come across that way. Makes scamming seem like such a stupid thing to do. I mean, if you can come across as a super nice person, then why not use that "power" to sell legit stuff? I'll never get that.
Must be faulty beliefs on the scammer's end.
ANyhow, DMSI has been good. Not so many girls approaching me lately (and if they do, aussie is there to swoop in and steal the show) but even then I have this belief that eventually they'll see that I'm the guy they'd want. It's really cool, so thank you DMSI (and Shannon) for that.
Also, went out approaching yesterday, I'm FINALLY starting to "get it" in regards to how to do pick up and man alive, it went well. She was married with kids and declined for those reasons, but EC was strong from her and I held her hand after shaking it, and we talked for quite a while. Good stuff.
Can't wait for 3.2!
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-17-2018
Had a dream last night where I was in a brand new camero car with an orange stick shift (the rest of the interior was black. I think the car was red) anyhow, I spun out of control but stopped before I hit anything, then kept driving.
First night without DMSI
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-19-2018
Not on DMSI anymore and shit goes 180 on me.
Everything went wrong today, celebrity effect seems gone.
Yesterday in our sales meeting I had people applauding and praising me, today, "constructive criticism" from everyone before I was even done my pitch (we do mock pitches. Scripting, it's called) so yeah. I stopped and said "woah, woah, woah! Who was here yesterday and saw my pitch. What's different from then? Am I coming across differently, what?"
That trend continued throughout the entire day. Just everything was off.
I feel like taking an early night and sleeping but I have to go approach at least 1 girl still. ><
Ugh.
I wonder if this is the TID.
RE: SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha - SargeMaximus - 01-20-2018
Everyone loving me in sales today but not much to show for it. It's definitely a "thing".
Anyhow, gotta get my ass in gear. Gotta make money, gotta make something of myself before I'm too old.