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RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Kol - 11-23-2017
Im pretty calm nowadays even B will kick my ass I wont care. Not even tempted to go back on A. Am deepening in "normal" skills and the women are digging it. Like, today I was euphoric if now people were social and shit. Felt great to be this beaming and it was contageous. Lots is. I like small talk. Smooth sinking in the autopilot. Having my focus back and feeling "upgrading and upgraded" im totally fine in a world of IOIs. The heat keeps flowing from me and off me. I also had the experience on control this morning which shook me in a way. A realisation of dominance, coltrol and all of that stuff. How its suddenly right in my face. Can't recall it now.
Came across some nofap video of a guy and his energy, presence and eyes were downright insane. It did cause something to my own, like I was highly affected by it and it caused me to become calm and affirm in my knowing of abundance.
The DMSI bubble coined by people like Illumi for example is also present. Like it starts, tendrils go foryh and the seduction steps follow up quickly. Im executing. Resisting at times yes, B drills through it and tunnels it through.
Still no urge to go back to A. Its like B is unfiltered, cause stuff to surface harshly to only get dealt with further and later on. Its bumpy. Women keep wanting me, seducing, get touchy. Also, skipping the interactions and rather teleport right into the scene. This is the autopilot thing to me.
On A I had a strong business focus, B seems to tunnel through resistance and it does flare up like that. Like its set on pause and hold.
My vibe is different. To come back to the smalltalk, im refinding myself in curiosity of her mind body and soul. DMSI is about sex, like, raw unfiltered and the journal of Duke.Togo aswell as NoLimit have cause gaining in insight for me ( especially Duke ) as to what DMSI is about. More realisations have taken place right before bed after finishing loops for example
Also, IDGAF causes me to be in for the long haul. Its not instant gratification, but sometimes a seduction process which terminates triggers like "I blew it" none of that matters. See it as a ebb and flow.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Blacksheep - 11-23-2017
I wish Duke would return with some more of his wisdom
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Zane - 11-24-2017
(11-23-2017, 04:31 PM)Travis Wrote: I wish Duke would return with some more of his wisdom
Yeah that guy also had some amazing insights about MLS-5.5G.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Kol - 11-26-2017
So, I switched back to A today ( sunday day 1 ) and it is amazing, IDGAf skyrocketed, confidence up, euphoria and amazing. The last 2 days on B made me seriously going to pursue becoming a pornstar. On A, all things flourish now. Its one big social thing for me. I can't even begin to describe what it is. Not a fan of RSD, but some vids of RSDluke, made things click. Its akin to the movie project X. I have several things to work on now, embraving being the 1% and leader in my craft. The h/c of A side already makes huge changes and impacts.
At the gym, before running A, women did approach me, had some chat with some guys over there, who I have seen before, but now talking and being playfull with this guy was great.
B made me pursue pornstar life.
A makes me pursue promotor life.
Awesome how much progress I make on this sub. Getting laid is a baseline pattern in my mind. DMSi is part of me. Not to say, the amounts of getting laid on this sub will blow my socks off.
Also, im becoming so abundant and sexually unlocked and uninhibited, that shooting amateur seks vids is something to pursue. Also, wouldnt mind to go the pornstar route still but this is changign again.
Women cleaning my home while Ima way? yeah. it comes with status and territory. Im so in love with everything right now, im about to burst.
Also, when running this sub, know that changes are strong and powerfull. seks will be surfacing, things will surface. I get it, it can be a struggle, but whatever, its DMSi, making you sexually irresistable attractive in all ways. buckle the fuck up. Seduction is inherent part fo it all, both ways, like, at the start of my run of A today, I already saw what meeting half way means, its like magnets clicking. get all in, embrace, and let it happen.
Edit: Im feeling totally sexually irresistable and buzszin, autopilot makes me lose my voice control at all, words come out, and whatever happens, happens. Im unconcerned. Wherever I go, Ill be seduced to the max. parties, events, gatherings, happenings, threesomes, housewarming parties, whatever you wanna call it, I am THAT guy over there that oozes it. Like some badboy women want to attack, have. yet, my charater is still not being a fucktoy, but still having her exited in all ways by being slightly mysterious. ( where the fuck does this come from ) im constantly bombared by visions of threesomes, women wanting to drain me, ride me, fuck me. Well, fuck me
DD happy cocky m*therf*cker.Im also realizing my inherent value now and the explosion/expansion of perceivedness and actual growth. 0 bs tolerance and willingly to just call out/walk away/disagree on it. its as short as a 1 strike out on that. No arguments, rather calling out on her bs, no matter what her reaction is, idc. I do also realized on b that I'm one way about it, being hard without having a soft spot at all. its like only 50% is being accesable, while the more "caring" traits were absent.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Kol - 11-26-2017
Alright< write it down right now, I have to many women in my life. like for each day of the week, every day and they keep piling up., like a new one in my life and it keeps comin and going. IDGAF at all anymore. Im okay with it if it makes me a player. Im walking meat lol.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Ampersnd - 11-26-2017
Your writing style is euphemistic (at least I think so). Are you getting laid left and right? Or are you describing your inner shifts with some colorful descriptions? Thanks for letting me know.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Kol - 11-27-2017
Its autopilot that took fully over. And yeah, women keep introducing themselves even without me doing anything. Even if my mood is low, they still engage and what not.
One big social circle
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - mat422 - 11-27-2017
Damn dude, reading your journal has me pumped. How long have you been running DMSI for now?
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Kol - 11-27-2017
Since end may, begin june this year. And thanks bro.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Life - 11-28-2017
Wanna fight?
[edited as per rule 4]
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Benjamin - 11-28-2017
In your journal is one thing Life, but we don't want nonsense posts all over the forum.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Kol - 12-05-2017
Running A now for 9 (?) days and Im really agitated, IDGAF high with violent traits. Could be the nofap involved with it. Smoking is being cut off, coffee is somewhat alien, connections to what I see directly involve action and its almost like a non emotional response.
Im feeling hot, confrontational and having racing thoughts and restless. My dreams are increasingly weird, from being attacked by a high speed car chasing me and wanting to hit me in weird but familiar places, aswell as having had a dream of people chanting some sort of mantra tied in the rule 4 stuff.
Its like Im aware I shifted reality and its violently pushing me to catch up now resulting in violent pushing and rampant energy flooding. Im on point but highly confrontational in a "burn all" fashion and frame of mind.
Urges to fap are back. Women keep continuing and I take no less for granted then what I want. No thought, executing directly.
Cutting out addictions and wanting my physique on the best level. Being ripped, having back the v-taper and adonis belt. Im already in the process.
Sleep is disrupted last few days, but when I actually sleep, its deep. Its all pretty much alien right now. Guess A is kicking ass pretty deep. Visualisations ramp up and kick in hard aswell and I start to consciously snipe. Thinking about women causing to manifest them, and damn, theyre hot af. My subc has great taste in that and I love it.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Benjamin - 12-05-2017
Damn.. 9 loops is alot. I got to 8 at one point and I was just feeling too drained. Will be interesting to see how it goes for you.
RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power - Kol - 12-08-2017
Well, 9 loops is a lot haha, 8 is the amount that borders "frying my brain"
ION;
3 milfs actively began to seduce me in public. E.c, strong bf/gf dynamic, subtle touches, Seeking approval towards me like we are some sort of a couple. Ended almost making out at the grocery store with one. Not a clue how I ended up almost nose to nose, eye fucking and all for a moment and stuff.
Already, new girl, not my taste, R, isolated me, being playfull and all, playing with my necklace. Her innuendos and steering to sex talk is strong. Second time I saw her, doing so amidst people. She keeps also involving her bf, yet..IDGAF at all. Also, been asked whats on my mind, like my fuck buddy did year and a half back ( made me think about that, ran AM6 back then )
My seduction with "G" grows. Highly validation seeking from her. The bubble starts. She keeps asking when Im around and stuff, wants me to get back in yoga, wants me to be around. Keeps eye fucking me.
Younger girl, M, is more and more injecting her in my reality. Poor girl is acting kind of oblivious, like, shes seducing in subtle ways yet doesnt know how to handle it at the same time. When we locked, I saw the 'sex eyes' glazed over yet wet like dialated. Its telling and obvious.
It makes me sure and clear in how women seek ways to get sex with DMSI users. The gif of that girl lifting her leg over the oblivious guy whis just chilling against the wall? That one.
Im starting to long back to my childhood. Revisiting and reliving it in vivid ways. Also, for y'all who remember Amanda Bynes? It was my childhood crush. Im sort of re-crushing on girls from my past. Lol. Lots of longing back to it all. Makes me sad.
Some parts are now healing currently. Im not resistance free, yet dont give a fuck. Let go and let the sub do its thing. Like, yesterday (?) When hitting my back workout, this cute 8/10 was there. For some reason I got triggered. With current girls I dont feel that shit, or, atleast am able to handle it.
Life is crayyyy.
I do also playfull poke and call out, autopilot kicking in and stuff. Oh well. Its like the matrix at times how instant my banter is, even with guys, having the frame and all of that. Respect from guys is also high like they look up to me or some shit