(05-06-2017, 05:18 PM)Benjamin Wrote: I didn't have it as bad as it sounds you did. But i've been going out by myself for the last 3 or so weeks and it's been good, i've met new people, talked to girls and had an awesome time.

This week all of a sudden, I went out and had all this weird anxiety. Enough that I walked into the venue, went to the toilet and then walked straight back out and got in my car.

That isn't normal, so I know I need to go back to A. But the motivation for business stuff is kicking in again with B.

And the worst thing, I put on weight from A and started losing it again on B. I don't know what it is, maybe the stress from healing. It was getting intense and the reason I moved to B was basically "I can't ***** deal with this any more, I need to stop it for a while".

(05-06-2017, 09:04 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Hmm makes some sense. But in my mind where's the limit and not knowing when it will pass. I'm looking worse than I have in a while because of it, I think on E2 I got a little decontitioned because I lost alot of drive for the gym and was mainly just going through the motions. On DMSI it's awakened more again.

It's not like i'm out of shape or weak from it, still doing stuff like burpees and box jumps just as well. But even the few kilos of extra fat doesn't look good.

I'm not sure of Shannon's current thoughts but I do remember when he release 2.4 I think without healing he mentioned some people may need a break from the healing and that was one of the reasons he did it. And doing B for a bit opened things up a little and I seen enough proof before the date I set where I was going to move onto something else if I didn't see much that there is some promise to it. So for now i'm continuing DMSI.

(05-19-2017, 06:22 PM)Travis Wrote: Today I stood in front of the mirror amazed at how sexy I am for like 10 minutes haha. What a douche

(05-19-2017, 09:53 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Hahaha.. remember for extra effect you've gotta do a gun show and kiss your biceps!