The conscious and subconscious understand things from two very different points of view. The poison was likely a symbol of what the subconscious thought of the sub's instructions because they would force death (change). Consciously, you may never have had that cross your mind. But the subconscious is symbolic in it's thinking and communication. So it would make sense that if the sub was forcing change and the subconscious saw that change as death, as it seems to do, then it would symbolize the sub as "poison". Of course the sub isn't poison, but it is an agent of change.
v2 update
I assume tomorrow v3 will be released. I am going to use v3 from now on. I used it for 3 cycles. V2 is definitely different than V1. I cant put it with words but i can feel something is changing. I couldnt listen to hybrid from earphones. I listen through speakers while working most of the time
During those 3 weeks i lost 4.5kg even though i binged food 4-5 times. I am hitting the gym every day and it is easier to keep a healthy nutrition than before. My productivity is near madness. I was always workaholic but what i am doing the last weeks is hard to believe. I am analyzing even the most boring aspects of poker
The profit for those three weeks is 3.5k which is in the very lowest side. My goal is to hit 700k within a year. My second goal is to sleep with x amount of women within a year. I am not actively pursuing this at the moment. I am not going to reveal what x equals to. I will restart the tracking of my goals when v3 is released
Posting if anyone didnt see
5loops/day
6 days on/ 2 days off
I havent started v3 yet. Today will be the first day but for some reason i feel happy. Like really happy. I decided to track here my net profit at the end of each cycle. Profits will be split into poker profits and random profits from sportsbetting or a free dinner or whatever free i get. I rarely bet on sports anymore and they are for fun
My 2 goals are
-700k net profit from poker online and live until 8 November 2019
-Sleep with x women. That will be challenging as i dont have personal life at the moment. Full focus is on working
Day 1 was a bad day. Productivity was good. I keep working on a new part of my strategy which is very time consuming because i have to build some stats from the scratch. Results of day 1 were bas
Day 2 i feel tired. I binged food but i kept working on stats building which took me a solid 8 hours. The motivation to study is high but i cant say the same about grinding which is the way the money are coming
Both days i hit the gym harder than usual but i ruined everything by choosing to eat pizza on day 2. Not a huge drawback but enough is enough
Everything seems to go south since the release of the new version. I feel angry and tilted all the time, my results are bad and i feel very very very tired. I guess the last one could lead to the first two. Also i feel my brain a bit foggy if makes any sense
I hear you.
I'm going to stick with it for a few weeks.
I'm hoping it's a case of 1 step back 3 steps forward.
If that's not the case, I'm going back to version 2.
Missed 2 days in row from v3. First day i was very busy, second day i just found excuses. The difference on days using uslm is significant. I felt no motivation to work on anything. I just downloaded casa de papel and binged all day the second day. I dont know if it is sabotage or some weird reaction because i felt very tired using v3 but i can say that i feel much better when using the sub
I am restarting tomorrow, restarting my goals and dates too
(11-14-2018, 09:30 AM)blth Wrote: [ -> ]Missed 2 days in row from v3. First day i was very busy, second day i just found excuses. The difference on days using uslm is significant. I felt no motivation to work on anything. I just downloaded casa de papel and binged all day the second day. I dont know if it is sabotage or some weird reaction because i felt very tired using v3 but i can say that i feel much better when using the sub
I am restarting tomorrow, restarting my goals and dates too
Casa De Papel is brilliant!!!
(11-14-2018, 01:26 PM)Djinnni Wrote: [ -> ] (11-14-2018, 09:30 AM)blth Wrote: [ -> ]Missed 2 days in row from v3. First day i was very busy, second day i just found excuses. The difference on days using uslm is significant. I felt no motivation to work on anything. I just downloaded casa de papel and binged all day the second day. I dont know if it is sabotage or some weird reaction because i felt very tired using v3 but i can say that i feel much better when using the sub
I am restarting tomorrow, restarting my goals and dates too
Casa De Papel is brilliant!!!
I concur
I havent (re)started uslm3 yet. No side effects except i dont feel tired anymore and i smoke a lot which as i said i wasnt smoking more than 10 cigs per year ever. If i restart uslm3 i will use masked because i read it works on a deeper level even though it is not as strong as hybrid. The reason i didnt start the sub yet is because i read that there is a possibility for someone to steal your aura
Stealing aura is 100% a fact in uslm. I dont want to get into details but i stayed with a person shortly who won over 1m in tournaments while we were living together. He doesnt seem what you call energy vampire or whatever the term is while i broke even in that trip. Now i am not saying that he did steal my luck aura or whatever but i dont believe in coincidence. The propability of having such good results in that trip was less than 1%. I never thought about this but it is a warning sign for me
It was a big bummer even though i like the guy a lot and i want him to be successful but
Sounds like fear based excuses to me.
(11-18-2018, 09:24 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like fear based excuses to me.
Very possible as my mind is considering using new DMSI and i havent restarted uslm yet. Also i am smoking a lot which is another fear based indication