(05-29-2018, 07:38 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]It sounded pretty chaotic the way you described it. 
Breaking ASRB is still breaking ASRB.
Understood. Knowing this information, makes it easier for me to structure my day in a way where I get the most out of this program.
I'd like to listen while sleeping, but that seems to be a toss-up if I can even get tired enough to ignore the masked.
Quote:I love how we answer your question and you just throw the instructions out the window and do several interruptions, and then write about it. That sounds like your subconscious is trying to say "**** you!".
He took my spelling mistake of 'you must listen to it totally interrupted' to heart.
(05-29-2018, 05:10 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Quote:I love how we answer your question and you just throw the instructions out the window and do several interruptions, and then write about it. That sounds like your subconscious is trying to say "**** you!".
He took my spelling mistake of 'you must listen to it totally interrupted' to heart.
lol
Update:
Went to GNC in the mall. Walking in, two girls (I want to say below 18, but IDK) were staring and giggling. I should have approached, but I am dead tired. The vitamins I bought to take before bed, had caffeine in them and I got no sleep.
I'm staring at asses now. Seriously Shannon. Like way more than I used to. I thought I was a breasts guy but apparently not.
Generally I think that most of my problems with sexuality stem from religion and sin.
Quick update:
I think 4 runs is optimal. But fitting it in is difficult, unless its 2 runs split.
PMO'd last night, thinking of religion, sin, etc. -> in a way that would be frowned upon by the church :O
Unsure if it was the sub or not doing this, but it was clearly in a way to free myself from the fear I was deluded into when I was a child.
Going to set up a date with the lady I met in the previous post (milf). Curious what is going to happen.
Lets keep the rule 4 talk to the chatter box thread
(05-30-2018, 05:04 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Lets keep the rule 4 talk to the chatter box thread
Hold on a sec. It's a journal cmon.
That fear episode I had practically made me an atheist. Or hedonist, I should say. lol
Update:
Not too much. Ran side A 6x today but most of it was split up in between work assignments. Nothing I could do about it.
Missed two approaches today. Felt really bad about it. Really bad.
I know, but it's still part of the rules not to have it in normal threads except for the chatter box thread.
Update:
Ran 1 loop this morning. Running 4x now.
Not much to report, other than not feeling that motivated to talk to women.
Update:
Ran 4 runs back-to-back (no interruptions) and I can tell a slight effect.
- A bit hornier
- Aura generation (maybe. Unsure about this).
I'll try 5 tomorrow.
Side A still.
I wake up at 5am and start it. From then on i'm basically drifting out of consciousness for the next 4 hrs.
Update:
Something I remembered the other day (not a dream), was that I got in trouble as a kid back in elementary school by faking picking up a pencil off the floor and instead looking up a girls skirt.
I think I went to the principle for that :O
(06-02-2018, 07:56 AM)Leo1990 Wrote: [ -> ]Update:
Something I remembered the other day (not a dream), was that I got in trouble as a kid back in elementary school by faking picking up a pencil off the floor and instead looking up a girls skirt.
I think I went to the principle for that :O
Lol
Update:
I think it's much easier to get results when you set the alarm at 5 a.m. in the morning, and then start listening. At least for me for the next 4 hours or four runs, I'm drifting in and out of consciousness dreaming and listening at the same time.
I did have a dream where the world was ending and I was trying to hide out in a bunker but still it was not safe from other people trying to break in.
Other than that. Four more runs down on side A.
Im tired, exhausted and sleepy.
My energy and vibe is off. I'm awkward.
I dont like coffee or alcohol.
Stopped staring at butts
<- I loved this!
Started B this morning. 3 runs.