Subliminal Talk

Hey guys.

So tonight I was watching Netflix when I got a reply to an online opener I did like 20 days ago.

From the start it seemed she (7.5 native American) was DTF.

We agreed I'd bring my half bottle of rum over and I had no reason to believe she wasn't alone.

Well, when I got there, her, her female cousin, and male cousin were all there.

Initially I thought "k, no worries. I'll just pitch a walk later"

We spent the time passing around the bottle.

The girl seemed to warm up to me, showing me some art she made and I held her waist and etc.

I was also warming up to her female cousin too and was trying to flirt with her as well. Tho she seemed to be trying to get me to notice the HB 7.5, I could tell I was at least making her laugh in the girly way.

Anyhow, eventually I pitched the walk and HB 7.5 agreed... but the female cousin came along.

We went to a park and on the way the cousin said stuff like "I'm gonna go back, you know you're way back right?" but the HB 7.5 didn't want to be alone with me.

We held each other's waist but it just seemed she was too skittish.

We went to the park, sat down and I held her hand. Then said "come here" and she moved closer but not right beside me. It was my intent to kiss her, cousin be damned, but alas, the girl was too skittish.

Then we went back to the place and the girl put on makeup (which she was saying she would do since I got there) but this time she's like "I know you said you have to work tomorrow but we're going to [name]'s house so..."

I was like "oh I see. When?"

She's like "Now"

And I'm like "ok, no worries"

I shook hands with everyone and she gave me a hug, thanking me for the walk and I hugged cousin as well.

Overall I was not liking the whole thing and had no idea how to isolate and such. Maybe I could have gamed the situation but I was in no mood, especially since I know that girls *cough* 8.5 *cough* can go sexual for you quickly (less than 2 hours) so I was just kind of turned off by the whole thing.

STILL, it would be nice if DMSI could have turned that into a sexual encounter. Maybe if alcohol wasn't involved. Now I gotta stay up drinking water to flush it out of my system.

Omg I'm EXHAUSTED right now. I think it was all the alcohol. >>

Anyhow, the girl says she wants to see me again "just us" so hopefully I'll bang her today.

Going to 6.5’s tomorrow.

Haven’t heard back from 7.5 :/

I just don’t understand .

3rd Night at 6.5's: ED, Gave Her an O, Relationship Subcommunication

Hey guys.

So last night I went over to the 6.5's house again. We ended up in bed and I fingered her to orgasm but I couldn't get hard (fingering girls doesn't turn me on apparently). Anyhow, I had also busted a nut to porn earlier in the day so maybe that was it?

Anyhow, we talked a lot. She laughed a lot, but throughout the night and especially in the morning, the undertone was relationships. For example, she specifically said things like "One day I'm going to get a boyfriend and then I'll tell you 'Sarge, you can come over, and we can have fun, but you can't stay the night'" and she also said "I'm still looking. I assume you are looking too for whatever you're looking for." and "Just so you know, unless you decide, I'll still be looking" and stuff like that.

She also said "You can stick around if you want" in passing while we were chilling on the deck. and then she texted me shortly after we both left the house "You're a lot of fun lol" and I replied "So are you"

So yeah.

We also talked about dating other people and she gave me tips for how to talk to girls and how to better pick them up lol. So who knows.

Anyhow, I'm annoyed at this ED/PE stuff. I'm going to look into some pills or something. Damn.

I also talked with her mother a lot. I'm a good conversationalist and can get people to open up and talk for hours and I could tell the 6.5 was annoyed that she wasn't able to have alone time with me. So anyhow, I eventually cut things short and the mother took the hint and left.

But yeah. Not sure what to do.

I told her, when she was like "Unless you decide I'm going to keep looking" I was like "But it's only been a month!" lol

Oh well. It's a good problem to have I suppose. Still, I'd feel better about things if I had other women in the pipeline.

Shilajit

(06-27-2018, 11:46 AM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]Shilajit

Explain.

Watched "Steve Jobs" tonight. Very good movie. I definitely related to the Jobs' they portrayed (played by Michael Fassbender)

Not because I think I'm a genius, but because I have trouble with people's emotions. I gotta admit I shed a few tears during the show.

ION I have a makeshift script for approaching that I am to do 25 approaches with in the coming days. We'll see how things go.

Other than that, I'm noticing things "drying up" and I assume it's from the broken ASRB and porn. I definitely gotta make sure I get 7 days of listening in while on A.

Pheromone optimizer in DMSI? Because I'm thinking of using Taboo for the next couple of days to see how things go.

Taboo always seemed to give me insights on how to be better socially.

That is porn induced ED/PE. Porn fucks your brain up, don't you know?

(06-29-2018, 06:39 AM)Fluffy Wrote: [ -> ]That is porn induced ED/PE. Porn fucks your brain up, don't you know?

Lol, was wondering when someone would say this.

Thing is, I had no trouble with erections a few months ago. And I was watching porn more regularly.

Was using the mone Taboo today. It's supposed to be good for attracting younger women so that's why I'm using it. My ideal GF is 18 or 19, but I'd settle for 23-24.

Had some really bad self-effects from it. Exhaustion mostly. I hope it's just that my body needs to get used to it.


I also visited the 6.5 briefly today. I left my pajamas at her place and she texted me so I used that as an excuse to go over there. She said she was feeling dizzy and when I got there she was in her bathrobe. Hope she's not preggo >>

I'm so paranoid of that.


Anyhow, I didn't stay long. We watched an episode of "Big Mouth" (hilarious) and I gave her a quick kiss and left to do some sales.

When I was done I phoned her and we talked for a long time about pregnancy, contraception, how she doesn't want kids, and etc. Oddly, the more she talked about that, the more worried I got that she might want my kids. :/

Anyhow, just gotta be careful.

ION have been talking with some women online but it always goes cold.

That 7.5 who said she wanted to see me again "just us" hasn't replied to my message to her so I assume that one's gone.

Other than that, not much to report.

Wet dream last night. Very realisitic: getting together with hot girls and cumming too fast XD

Just had a chance to catch up to you, Sarge. You are making a lot of progress! I am proud of you! Looking forward to more progress soon mate.

(07-01-2018, 12:11 PM)Raikahoken Wrote: [ -> ]Just had a chance to catch up to you, Sarge. You are making a lot of progress! I am proud of you! Looking forward to more progress soon mate.

Thanks man, it's been a good year.

Definitely looking for things to 10x in the next DMSI tho. Still not seeing it go after the girls I want with the exception of the 8.5. But I didn't know about her before she messaged me. Ideally, I see a girl I want, then DMSI sniper fires. Not a fan of manifestation/randomness.