Subliminal Talk

I noticed my analytical mind is having some epiphany style thinking and in general better at understanding women and certain things. I noticed this is a few times earlier. I also have been feeling lately like a villian or something when I walk around in public. Like all eyes are on me, I didn't realize it but I've been projecting a very strong aura lately, very dominant and masculine, feels dark.

I used sleep induction aid today, 2 loops, it helped me get back to sleep after a 7 hour sleep and sleep for another 5 hours. It was great, i woke up feeling super rested and went to gym without any fatique or resistance.

Major breakthrough (confirmed)

Long story short, me and that escort chick I like (Kat) were texting and got into a little discussion about her escorting and she mentioned something about not wanting a relationship of any type & only no strings attatched. She wasn't saying it directly to / about me but indirectly I felt like she was, because earlier in the discussion i made it seem like i want her to be my GF because of something I said (nothing direct or stupid but gave off the vibe that I like her in that way)..

Anyways, I basically told her she's not for me then because "I was looking to build something more then just sex between us. But your not interested in any type of relationship so thats fine.. you do you and imma do me"

she responded "To be quiet honest you are one of the only clients (guys) I've ever actually been attracted too.."

I responded 30 minutes later basically telling her why should I waste my time on her when there are other women I have who will appreciate me"

but she said "but you didn't let me finish because I was interuptted"

Meaning that she was going to say something else, i waited 30 minutes so i didn't think more was to be said. But anyways

I realized I don't want to give up or ruin my chances with her for stupid reasons.

Here is the break through ( I called her)

I felt like I had this breakthrough already and mentioned it when I called that other escort chick, the 29 year old. But i'm not attracted to that one)

But i called this chick who I actually am attracted too, and i was able to comftorable on the phone, make her laugh and also FIX the relationship and set up a date for next week.

Shes also mentiojning how funny I am now over text and called me "cutie " and showing interest in other ways now (again).


The breakthrough is the fact tha I was able to call her despite being so attracted to her, I COULD NEVER CALL CHICKS BEFORE. IT WAS MY BIGGEST STICKING POINT.


I never ever called chicks, only texted because the few times that I did when I was first learning to deal with women when i was in grade 11, i BOMBED so bad, it crippled me and made me fear even more.

this is a major breakthrough for me, my biggest sticking point being destroyed.


I have date now and fixed everything, I asked her on the phone to meet up with me in person right now to talk face to face. And she was really considering it and asked her boss if she can leave work for 30 minutes and she couldn't.

I think the fact that I was going to meet up with her and talk to her face to face and also the fact that I called her, showed her that i actually like her and am a serious man, put me in her mind again, because its been 4 weeks since i banged her / got her number and I haven't asked her out just been saying i'm busy, for certain reasons I couldn't go out with her just then. But next thursday is perfect timing.



Cheers to breakthroughs, DMSI and SHANNON & the power of self development.

I just realized I actually called her twice, initially we spoke for a quick 2 minutes, then 2 minutes again 10 minutes later. I had actually forgot about that. My anxiety is so low that I forgot the 2nd call. I felt so natural like autopilot when calling her, no anxiety surfaced.

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I think i was listening to my fears and bitching out so i decided to suck it up and just go to the gym without EM and stay on DMSI.

Man I've rediscovered my love of weights on DMSI. I call it "evening Iron" because it encapsulates the spirit for me. I just love going to the gym and hitting the iron. It's no longer a chore for me and it's become a deeply satisfying activity for me again.

If you can find that spirit and reconnect to the primal side of it, you won't need exercise motivation.

Be the warrior!

Yesterday I made some young male gay man cashier attracted to me and giggle just by saying HI how are you?


I noticed i'm very good at holding tension now.

Allot of other good results i've noticed too but I already mention most of them in previous posts, so i'm only going to try and report on things that I notice that is new.

People saying sorry to me, or starting convos with me is more common, i notice people like me more it feels like.

Celebrity effect and aura is stronger then ever been, also feel very alpha. Had a friend today come over randomly and tell me I'm alpha.

I started using version B as of last night. I had a dream where I was making out with some chick I know and am talking to a bit on snapchat.

When I got out of jail today I opened my phone and saw that escort chick texted me to send her a sexy photo .. So I sent two and said "Your turn baby..I miss that small sexy body of yours. Can't w8 to devour you finally and taste you" (she never let me eat her out at work)

she said shes at work but shes going to send me one back.

Also I went downtown Vancouver again today to multiple bars, we had one drink at each bar went to like 6 bars. I felt like I"m the most confident person ever. Super comftorable and alpha yet friendly and playful vibe. few years ago I had social anxiety in these situations and didn't feel like super confident. Now I Feel really good when I go out. I feel like my overall presence is allot stronger then in the past.

Probably due to my increased size (40 pound muscle gain) and also things such as DMSI aura. I felt very alpha and confident tonight.

This was my second time out in the last 3 1/2 years because I had curfew.

Feeling pretty confused. My mind is telling me to switch to Base and just focus on money and disregard women for a while.

But I can't trust my mind, not sure if it's resistance and running away.

I'm about to recieve 16 grand (11 grand for myself) in a few days I want to turn that money into more money.

My focus is only sex but I feel i'm not ready for a relationship at this moment in time. i feel like I still have allot of issues. I wish AM 6g was out already.


At the same time I don't want to lose my current prospect/s..


I feel like i'm not emotionally healthy enough to handle a relationship atm and will only end up in pain.

Just wondering why arnt u giving "A" a try?

(04-20-2018, 03:13 AM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]Just wondering why arnt u giving "A" a try?

I am using A. I had forgot to switch the title of the thread.

Had another dream last night about that chick who I liked that didn't end well with me. (not the escort)

I keep wanting to try and get her back in the dream by going and talkin to her.

I feel like I took a huge loss and i'm living in regret.

Nothing I want more then to see her again. Never met someone I liked as much as her EVER.

Can ask why you are always so emotionally scattered ? You seem to think and act in a inductive way, rationalizing yourself from moment to the next.