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TrojanMagician it has something to do with them feeling wanted / needed, appreciated. They feel like they're a failure if they cant make you shoot. I've talked to a handful of girls about it, friends and otherwise, and it's definitely a thing. The emotion I've observed is depression from them. The girl I'm talking to over webcam tells me she wants to watch me shoot all the time. I explained NoFap to her and she's all for it and supports me now. I feel like a damn space cadet and desperately need to make it past a week.
I have to say, Phenylalanine helps the mood swings and depression a ton but unfortunately it does nothing for cognition. I feel like a damn potato. Yesterday I half convinced myself I had Aspergers lol.
(11-06-2017, 03:23 PM)Ars0n1sT Wrote: [ -> ]@TrojanMagician it has something to do with them feeling wanted / needed, appreciated. They feel like they're a failure if they cant make you shoot. I've talked to a handful of girls about it, friends and otherwise, and it's definitely a thing. The emotion I've observed is depression from them. The girl I'm talking to over webcam tells me she wants to watch me shoot all the time. I explained NoFap to her and she's all for it and supports me now. I feel like a damn space cadet and desperately need to make it past a week.
I have to say, Phenylalanine helps the mood swings and depression a ton but unfortunately it does nothing for cognition. I feel like a damn potato. Yesterday I half convinced myself I had Aspergers lol.
It's kind of annoying, because I don't have to come to enjoy sex, and I feel like semen retentionis giving me this attraction in the first place so it is kind of weird when these girls get desperate or even mad for me to spill all of my energy...
But I'm telling you the attraction was different from when I was fapping all the time. I remember I came to the bar and sat down, and some girls started grinding on me while I was sitting down. I saw this girl and approached her and it was like my eyes were sucking her into a vortex. Her friend even tried pulling her away, but she kept yanking her hand away like she was totally hypnotized.
And I also have huge dry spells in between when I get lucky but this time on semen retention I got laid again within a week. There must be some sort of aura/pheremone aspect to this that probably isn't being revealed because of the pornography industry...
I'll add to this. I was an absolute chick magnet in high school (despite going to an all boys private school). I had girls from everywhere fawning over me. In part this was due to the fact I didn't start masturbating to porn until I was 18. I certainly believe the build up and reflow of energy helped me achieve this.
I'll be joining you boys on a semen retention for the next 4 weeks, just to see what happens.
Daaaamn...Got a wet dream
But I'm sure of one thing now: Semen Retention => Better mood, more drive, balanced and peaceful mind.
Masturbation may be the cause of depression in my life.
Okay, back to square one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0A9aEOt4MM
Quote:I'll be joining you boys on a semen retention for the next 4 weeks, just to see what happens.
I want to do it all my life now, seriously. The before/after relapse is just too drastic. I can't go back to ejaculating frequently now, no way.
Quote:I didn't start masturbating to porn until I was 18
I was probably 11 or even less than that when I started fapping...My thing couldn't even get hard nor ejaculate at this time but I remember I was still playing with it
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Tho, the drawback with Semen Retention is...guilt. I feel way too guilty for having that wet dream.
Don't beat yourself up over a wetdream. The body needs to ejaculate in order to cycle new sperm. It's a good sign.
Yeah, it's kind of instinctual to play with oneself at that age. Everyone I knew in highschool was beating it. In fact it was the norm.
Not entirely sure committing to semen retention for life is a good thing. Most heterosexual women (if not all) like making a guy cum. It validates them. What's important is the intention you set with the energy you're conserving. So for you current retention, having an intention for the energy is key. I.e channeling that energy into developing as a man. I know for me, I unconsciously channeled my energy into being more attractive and expanding my circle of friends.
Vile succubi! What was I going to say here, hmmm... They are truly vapid succubi if they desire to see a man waste and spill his seed, no better than the evil porn industry in general. Hah! A betrayal of all life! Not even having the foresight to use such essence to empower themselves usually letting it go to waste in a condom, ewww...
Against such succubi I have a policy of give them nothing and take from them everything. Easier said than done.
Wet dreams, you shouldn't necessarily be having them. They usually result from eating inflaming foods prior to bed.
Since a man's semen is the concentrated end result of all nutrition you accumulate (or waste) in your body, it can be refined to higher and higher levels of potency. This explains a study I read that said older fathers give birth to higher IQ children (if they are doing things right!). Of course, not the rule for women! I was, however, reminiscing this morning about some grandmother aged asian I once encountered with exceedingly large and firm breasts. She said it was due to never having children. Wow! Wish I could run into a set of those knockers again. Probably had a concoction of herbs up her sleeve, too.
@RisingSon: Lol dude thanks for the laugh. Succubi ? This is a very funny point of view
. But it makes sense to some extent.
I think the effects of SR lingered even when I ejaculated.
Seems like it's definitelly better to jerk off every 7-8 days than every 1 or 2 days, (which I used to).
I'm saying that because I still overall feel better.
The past few weeks have been the happiest I had in a (very) good while.
I'm curious to see what'll happen at the 30 and 90 days marks.
As far as I can tell for now, I feel very grounded after 7 days, but that's also when I do strange stuff because of too much ecstasy.
For example just before I had that wet dream (8 days streak) I had the courage to text a girl I was into before but who caused me a lot of pain. Before that I was avoiding her for more than 6 months.
I don't know why I did it honestly but in a way I feel way better about her. Like if it wasn't a big deal.
On a related note I think that DMSI guided me toward SR because for the first time in years I managed to do not masturbate for about 2 weeks. And that was because DMSI was killing my libido. But I wasn't mindful of the effects of SR and anyway I was attributing everything I was feeling to DMSI.
Now, I'm not under DMSI and I'm going full SR without any aid other than meditation and my willpower, so let's see where I go.
Since last week I'm experiencing something I can't explain. My hands are becoming very hot at random times of the day. They are all red and I can feel a heat emanating from them. It's more noticeable at night when I'm about to sleep. My whole body has a decent temperature but my hands are heating. And when I let them still I feel tinglings.
I googled for a long time but all I can find is posts on reiki forums.
As for my mood...SR isn't a bulletproof lifestyle from depression or low mood. The past few days I've felt heavy and shaken. Far from the ecstasy mood I mentioned before. Haven't ejaculated and yet I feel drained, tired and weak.
(11-15-2017, 02:49 PM)DarkPlouf Wrote: [ -> ]Since last week I'm experiencing something I can't explain. My hands are becoming very hot at random times of the day. They are all red and I can feel a heat emanating from them. It's more noticeable at night when I'm about to sleep. My whole body has a decent temperature but my hands are heating. And when I let them still I feel tinglings.
I googled for a long time but all I can find is posts on reiki forums.
Google "opening laogong points."
Sounds like that's what you did.
(11-15-2017, 03:02 PM)WIP68 Wrote: [ -> ] (11-15-2017, 02:49 PM)DarkPlouf Wrote: [ -> ]Since last week I'm experiencing something I can't explain. My hands are becoming very hot at random times of the day. They are all red and I can feel a heat emanating from them. It's more noticeable at night when I'm about to sleep. My whole body has a decent temperature but my hands are heating. And when I let them still I feel tinglings.
I googled for a long time but all I can find is posts on reiki forums.
Google "opening laogong points."
Sounds like that's what you did.
Holy cow. I'm going to bed rn but I'll definitely look into it tomorrow. Never heard of that.
Okay, so that "loagong" stuff is supposedly a minor chakra.
I did energy working for a long time before, but stopped because I wasn't feeling anything.
I'm going to give it a try again when I'll feel ready. I'll see if I can feel something this time.
On a related note, I felt a similar stuff today on my right leg. The toes were heating especially.
I just reproduced the heat in my hand again during meditation. I tried to circulate the energy in a vortex so I can feel it fully, but I'm not sure it worked. Whatever it is, doesn't seem be dependent on my will (yet).
Seems like the heat happens more when I'm resting or spacing out. Which explains why it's more noticeable at night when I'm about to sleep.