(08-06-2017, 06:18 AM)Plouf Wrote: [ -> ]I ran DMSI and I can answer my own question: Yes, healing/cleansing can be scary.
If I knew the healing of DMSI could mess with my life so much I would only listen to it at a period of my life when I have no need to be productive.
Can the average user handle the scary bit
If you're in a period of your life where you can risk to constantly be low of energy, procrastinate all day long, have 0 productivity and depress, sure. But each experience is unique so I'm not representative of DMSI side effects...
(07-09-2017, 03:06 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ] (07-09-2017, 10:23 AM)Plouf Wrote: [ -> ]I won't be able to get DMSI for a while
The price for DMSI is going to increase. I bought it when it first was released and it cost $115. Currently, DMSI cost $230. I don't know when the price will increase, try to get it before it does.
Did you get the 3.0.1 version at $115 and got a free update at 3.1 which is $230? I thought we need to buy every version separately. So will the new version be given for free to you because you bought 3.0.1?
E2 I have Weird ass dreams of like people teaching me some heavy stuff and giving me instructions to do in the real world when I'm lucid (Never Practiced lucid dreaming).
I also have bad dreams of me fighting with my father or getting at bullies who bullied me in life.
I also have a sorta bioenergetic tremors going on in my Face sometimes, not noticeable to anybody else but me.
On E1 I was seeing ghosts and shit the first two months I ran it, I was getting pulled off the bed at night by someone and I had Heart Palpitations and 90 BPM was my normal heart rate.
When I switched to E2 the first few minutes I ran It I felt high as Fvck and went to sleep. When I woke up I had tremors like you get in bioenergetics in my legs and this lasted untill February 2017 where it just stopped and switched to my face.
A side effects of the sub is that it tore down all the goals I have that are other people's goals and now I am aimless because the life I wanted wasn't the life I truly wanted but others dreams. Also my identity has been thrown out the window and I don't know who am I and what is my purpose.
Also Tons, I mean tons and Tons of DARK.... Thoughts. That Positive thinking Positive attitude has had the opposite effect. I have had some oedipal Complex things come up also.
616 and 919 keep on showing up everywhere to me, in YouTube videos, in the time, on Busses and even on the forums last night I saw sarge post a post at 9:19 In my time.
616 seems to represent emotional healing and rebirth and regeneration
While 919 seems to represent a end of things the way they are and a preparation for a new beggning.
E2 seems to have successfully installed anti-suicidal thoughts programming because when I have one thought about that my mind gives me 1001 reasons why I should live.
Forgiveness programming is kinda working because it is increasingly getting harder and harder to hold grudges because I see myself in others and I see that we are not so much different even for my enemies.
I still can't express my rage and it still collapses in on me when I have the emotions and implodes instead of explodes and moves out.
Any thoughts Shannon and Crew?
Quote:If you're in a period of your life where you can risk to constantly be low of energy, procrastinate all day long, have 0 productivity and depress, sure. But each experience is unique so I'm not representative of DMSI side effects...
The end part is true, just because you're having that doesn't mean it's going to be the general response.
During any type of change i've had times where that's happened, but then when something clears it gets better.
On E2 for example there was some of that but I also accessed my playfulness again, doing things I used to do that were fun, enjoying things more in general etc.
Quote:Any thoughts Shannon and Crew?
Daredevil, i'm not exactly sure of your question but it sounds like you're working through something still.
And that you need to find what YOU really want.. because you've been running the program of doing what everyone else wants.
Quote:A side effects of the sub is that it tore down all the goals I have that are other people's goals and now I am aimless because the life I wanted wasn't the life I truly wanted but others dreams. Also my identity has been thrown out the window and I don't know who am I and what is my purpose.
A direct effect of this sub is that it raises you past being a slave to other people's goals. If you created your whole life and identity based on that, then you're going to have to go through a dismantling of, and regeneration of those things in a healthy direction.
Quote:Also Tons, I mean tons and Tons of DARK.... Thoughts. That Positive thinking Positive attitude has had the opposite effect.
PTPA works fine. Right now, you are clearing, purging, healing and processing things that have so far held you down and been a toxic influence on you and your life. This process includes dealing with and releasing them. PTPA will kick in when this process is finished. Otherwise you're just putting a band aid on the issue instead of lancing the boil.
(08-07-2017, 04:10 AM)stefioan Wrote: [ -> ] (07-09-2017, 03:06 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ] (07-09-2017, 10:23 AM)Plouf Wrote: [ -> ]I won't be able to get DMSI for a while
The price for DMSI is going to increase. I bought it when it first was released and it cost $115. Currently, DMSI cost $230. I don't know when the price will increase, try to get it before it does.
Did you get the 3.0.1 version at $115 and got a free update at 3.1 which is $230? I thought we need to buy every version separately. So will the new version be given for free to you because you bought 3.0.1?
DMSI is being sold under a policy that because it is not finished and therefore not achieving full intended function yet, you buy it once and get free upgrades until it works as designed for the majority of people, or I pull the plug and give up on the project.
Those who purchased it when it was $115 got free upgrades to the $230 versions. Everyone who has paid for a copy will get free upgrades, regardless of price changes, up to and including DMSI 3.x-Final, which will be the release at which we consider it "production ready" - i.e., does what it is advertised to do for the majority of people who use it such that we do not have unreasonable refund requests as a result of it.