I can think clearly. I can speak coherently.
I socialized better on it. I felt genuinely like a man on it. Am6 didn’t hit me as hard.and am6 made thinking extremely hard and my speech incoherent. Still deliberating.
How about upgrading to AM6. It has a more ironed effect compared to AM5. more compatible with SM3 i might say. For now I will be sticking to Multistage subs. it has every little thing about everything that I would want to run. And the results become coherent as a whole compared to when I cram different pieces of the puzzle together.
(04-09-2018, 02:09 AM)Darkness Wrote: [ -> ]I can think clearly. I can speak coherently.
I socialized better on it. I felt genuinely like a man on it. Am6 didn’t hit me as hard.and am6 made thinking extremely hard and my speech incoherent. Still deliberating.
To each his own. Version6 hit the sweet spot for me. It has a more enhanced naturalizer scripting compared to Version 5. Most of the time I don’t see and feel myself changing. But whenever I reflect and retrospect, that’s the time I discover the changes. As I go deeper into training wih SM, those old memories are overlapped and rewritten by new ones. The better version of Me. I feel i have successfully dissociated from my old self and am currently in a state of being “Me”, a person full of possibilities.
Stage 2 is going fast. 9 days more to go (plus one day because I was able to skip a day). Felt a lot of resistance a week ago. It came in the form of laziness. Anyhow, I feel that more girls are a lot responsive to me recently. I am having an abundance of women in my life now. Its like I'm more proactive in talking to them, and at the same time indifferent. Been having an urge to pile up porn downloads. But after downloading them, my urge to watch disappears. Quite weird if you ask me. I get horny whenever I see a prospective woman down the street. I have 5 women pursuing me at this moment, and I have no problem if it'll increase. Let's see where this will lead to. SM is quite an interesting change of sub for me. I haven't felt anything like this in the previous subs, including AM.
I’m already on my last few days of SM Stage 5. All the other stages flew by without me knowing what they were supposed to be doing. Yesterday a woman gave me a blatant sexual interest. While I was waiting in line for some coffee, she and her girlfriends passed by. She rubbed her whole body against my back so much that its hard not to notice it. The body rubbing went up to my left arm. That was one bold move considering this country is pretty conservative to the highest degree wherein she can be jailed for that act. hahahah random stuff like women approaching me voluntarily and stuff. they do it mostly whenever Im just doing my own thing and all. One thing that I have noticed is that my sixth sense is quite heightened during these days. I get random visits from different entities for some reason. Note: I cant see them, but I do feel their presence. And it has been more frequent these days unlike before...