05-23-2017, 08:04 AM
Hello everyone!
I Will continue my journal started here: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8791.html in this thread as I see it being much more popular.
Ive started AM6 past thursday and I covered everything up until this day on old thread.
Today was probably the weirdest day of all. Not much happening, but many decisions to consider. I am not sure my subliminals work at night as I am playing them on my cell phone ( Samsung galaxy S6 edge plus). The 20 to 20000 speaker test went well, but still playing ultrasonic version I can hear a little cracking.
Decided I wont write to girls anymore, and let them write to me. Realized that my neediness got a few levels to high and I was putting women on piedestal.
With that being said another huge decision was made. I am going to stop fapping. Realized long time ago that after few days with no masturbation my mood jumped up. Tried it once for 30 days and all I can say is that I never was more productive in my whole life. Would like to go on a 90 day post but dont believe it could happen.
All in all, not a depressing day. More like nothing fun happening and I dont give a shit about anything today. Fell asleep after lunch with headphones and masked subliminals on and I felt awful after it.
Still, I am not pissed of at people not really angry, just not caring about much. I came home from job and I really dont think I Will leave a house today. No girl contacted me today, actually nobody contacted me today which is kind of weird but also I like it. I dont really need anyone contacting me. Might watch some YouTube videos about alpha males now and probably call it a day. Also thinking of buying stereo speaker, for ultrasonic version.
I Will continue my journal started here: http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8791.html in this thread as I see it being much more popular.
Ive started AM6 past thursday and I covered everything up until this day on old thread.
Today was probably the weirdest day of all. Not much happening, but many decisions to consider. I am not sure my subliminals work at night as I am playing them on my cell phone ( Samsung galaxy S6 edge plus). The 20 to 20000 speaker test went well, but still playing ultrasonic version I can hear a little cracking.
Decided I wont write to girls anymore, and let them write to me. Realized that my neediness got a few levels to high and I was putting women on piedestal.
With that being said another huge decision was made. I am going to stop fapping. Realized long time ago that after few days with no masturbation my mood jumped up. Tried it once for 30 days and all I can say is that I never was more productive in my whole life. Would like to go on a 90 day post but dont believe it could happen.
All in all, not a depressing day. More like nothing fun happening and I dont give a shit about anything today. Fell asleep after lunch with headphones and masked subliminals on and I felt awful after it.
Still, I am not pissed of at people not really angry, just not caring about much. I came home from job and I really dont think I Will leave a house today. No girl contacted me today, actually nobody contacted me today which is kind of weird but also I like it. I dont really need anyone contacting me. Might watch some YouTube videos about alpha males now and probably call it a day. Also thinking of buying stereo speaker, for ultrasonic version.