Subliminal Talk

DQ!!

I love the double cheeseburgers!

Day 43 (Day 13 Side B),

I'd go to DQ for the blizzards; I wouldn't care about the diarrhea after-effects.

I'm only 110 pages into this 430 page book. It's full of useful information, but I should re-prioritize which information I choose to let in. That's 30 days, 25 books. Dammit! I want this to be over!

I went to the library, and I felt something kick on; as if the aura was affecting some people. I think that this is happening!

And there are suddenly (I mean, very suddenly), good looking women walking around (while I was driving, while I was doing Jiu Jitsu, etc.). Granted, it's a warmer than average day, but they started popping up in the morning.

I hear you. Junk food cravings gotta be respected.

Day 44 (Day 14 Side B),

I practiced the first two lessons from my new singing book, I performed today, and I gave a great performance. My upper range singing (what's 'high' for me) was much easier and free-er.

I'm working on relaxing my larynx, and I'm finding that it starts to act up a 4th underneath my break. That means, if I want to increase my range, I have to focus on singing lower notes correctly, and work at the place where my 'good vocal posture' falls apart. It's a lot like lifting lower weights for perfect posture.

I found a good posture that kept my larynx down, and I sang through my break in a light, chesty sound. So this is the definite next step for me. I just need to remember to use breath support while doing it.

I finished the dang Steven Pinker book. It's the last Pinker book I'll need to read. I have
3-4 books left; the fourth, if I choose to read Piaget just to learn about the pre-operational stage of learning.

I also picked up the guitar to practice (I performed with it, of course). I'm out of practice, and so I'll need to bring my skill back.

I intend on going up to my country's capital for Canada Day, and then Montreal the next day for a week of vacation. I intend on busking on the streets to make some money (and lots of it).

Day 45 (Day 15 Side B),

I'm feeling moments of social freedom; I can speak my mind in a free and relaxed way.
I'm not receiving any IOI's.

I figure that I might start BASE 2.1 over after I hit 60 days, because I'm not really responding to the goals of the program.

Oh, that's 31 days, 26 books. 2 more books to go.

Day 46 (Day 16 Side B),

I'm at 32 days, 27 books. Getting a head start on the 28th (and last) before bed.

Day 47 (Day 17 Side B),

I'm 2/3 of the way through the 28th and final book.
Once that's done, I'll create a third draft plan in order to organize these notes and find further research notes. Then, I can begin my third draft, and that will probably be the template that I'll rely upon to complete the final book.

Then, I'll need to sort out my references, bibliography, notes, and index.
I'll then need to get a very good cover (outsource = $$) and get a code for the back of the book ($).
Then, I'll need to format and get the table of contents / page numbers in order.

Day 48 (Day 18 Side B),

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMK832E-wM4

I finished the book list!!! WOO-WHO!!!
I got me some Dairy-Queen, motha fuckas!

Alright, I'll now have to sort my notes and place them at the right place in each chapter's sub-section. I have the introduction sorted, only because it's more an idea based/aphorism-based chapter. The rest involve very specific ideas that I selected from each book.

I will continue that tomorrow. I want to get these 28 books sorted before Wednesday night.

Day 49 (Day 19 Side B),

I'm at the stage where I'm milling through my book notes and sorting them by chapter. This is a slow process. I need to review about a dozen books, per chapter, and organize my notes in the same order I intend on featuring them in my book.

So, give me about 2-3 days to get this done for the first 3-4 chapters (this is the 'meat' of the book; very reference-focused).

I'm getting awfully close to changing back to BASE 2.1.
Nothing has changed from DSMI

Day 50 (Day 20 Side B),

God; I feel passive and uninspired, except for finishing this damn book, oddly enough.

Like I mentioned above, I'm willing to go as far as 60 days total, but then I'd seriously reconsider my continuing. It will probably go back to BASE 2.1, which at least made me bold and intrepid.

I can wait until DMSI 3.2 comes out, and it sounds like I'll have it for free. I don't doubt that it could take 6 months for it to come out. And so, I can focus on making some $$$.

I stopped DMSI. I'm on Stage 1 BASE and going through all 6 stages.

Day 51 (Day 21 Side B),

I'll cut my losses here; DMSI 3.1 is a dud for me. It's taken much more than it's given, and has produced ZERO tangible results.

I feel terrible a large portion of the time; I have anxiety and sapped energy levels. Virtually zero women I see around pay any real attention to me. In other words, it just doesn't work, and I'm not going to sit around and wait until it does when I have more important things to handle.

And so, I've been listening to a few tracks of BASE 2.1 Stage 1.
I will update my old BASE journal and use that.