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It's gonna be night loops
Ok, update.

Nothing really in the way of females. Good feelings are definitely gone. Urge to watch porn and masturbate definitely back. Food cravings are starting to come back. Social and sexual anxiety increasing. Insecurities increasing. Energy levels still consistent as long as I sleep enough.

I feel like I'm regressing
Yup definitely feel like I'm regressing. I feel scared and anxious like a child. I feel helpless. I feel like I'm in fight or flight mode. With focus on the flight.

Not experiencing any good effects anymore.

I saw Shannon talking about different personalities would respond differently to A and B. But which version is best for which type. I'm the type of person who doesn't like being told what to do. I like to do things in my own time and if I get asked to do it I'll no longer want to do it. I have issues with sexually aggressive women. It turns me off. I need to be the one in control and lead. I've been listening to hybrid trickling stream.i found the masked trickling stream much more comfortable

Hope that helps Shannon's research
Still not seeing any external effects.

Internally, I've been able to go for almost a week without masturbating again it wasn't difficult. Although it's getting difficult because I'm getting really aroused browsing social media and such. So I'm getting blue balls from the mental stimulation. Social media is addictive..

I have tons of energy and I'm motivated to get in shape. But at the same time I'm having trouble focusing. I keep reading numbers in the wrong order. A lot of transposition errors. ( for example: reading 1243 instead of 1234). Slightly disappointed at the lack of external results but I'm enjoying the self effects.

I was planning on running A when it came out but I think I might stick to B. Just waiting on 3.3 and beyond.

Also, I think I might test out one of the aphrodisiacs. Will report after I try it.
Ah ok,

Aside from that I'm having some severe withdrawal from masturbating. Blue balls is hitting me hard. Every girl that passes by I'm practically seeing through their clothes. My mind is running wild.

I'm highly agitated and irritable. Like a heavy smoker in withdrawal.

Not many external effects to speak of.

Also I've determined that I have an extremely tight pelvic floor. I find that my body is always clenching even without my knowledge. I have to consciously force it to relax. And once I stop it goes right back to clenching. This could be a big thing for me.

I'm doing my best to keep from masturbating. The longest I've gone is about 30 days straight. I'm now trying to avoid social media too
(03-22-2018, 08:56 AM)Superman Wrote: [ -> ]Ah ok,

Aside from that I'm having some severe withdrawal from masturbating. Blue balls is hitting me hard. Every girl that passes by I'm practically seeing through their clothes. My mind is running wild.

I'm highly agitated and irritable. Like a heavy smoker in withdrawal.

This made me chuckle because I can relate. Lol
So the weirdest thing just happened. I woke up once and was perfectly fine, but it was a little early so I went back to sleep. I had like 5 dreams and so many diff things happened. Then I woke up again and now my brain is jello. Lol. Brain fog and my head feels tired.

As for the rest, no real external effects. Still feeling confident but it's reducing little by little, Normalizing.
Fapping and porn are back on and off now. The girl I was trying to snipe before I don't think it's going to happen at all now. The health kick I was on is fading. Less motivation to work out, but im still conscious of calories even though I don't make decisions based on them.

I want to continue running B, but I think A would bring more change.

I really feel that it's the changing of subs that causes us to experience more effects. To me that explains why subs bring most effects in the beginning. Because it's a new sub and over time our brain adapts to it and the effects reduce until we get another new sub and the cycle repeats.
I don't feel good today, not good at all. Feeling very emotionally fragile. Very down and depressed. At the same time im highly aggrivated

Self effects are really fading. Brain fog and mental exhaustion settling in.
(03-31-2018, 05:59 AM)Superman Wrote: [ -> ]So the weirdest thing just happened. I woke up once and was perfectly fine, but it was a little early so I went back to sleep. I had like 5 dreams and so many diff things happened. Then I woke up again and now my brain is jello. Lol. Brain fog and my head feels tired.

As for the rest, no real external effects. Still feeling confident but it's reducing little by little, Normalizing.
Fapping and porn are back on and off now. The girl I was trying to snipe before I don't think it's going to happen at all now. The health kick I was on is fading. Less motivation to work out, but im still conscious of calories even though I don't make decisions based on them.

I want to continue running B, but I think A would bring more change.

I really feel that it's the changing of subs that causes us to experience more effects. To me that explains why subs bring most effects in the beginning. Because it's a new sub and over time our brain adapts to it and the effects reduce until we get another new sub and the cycle repeats.
Thats another reason I'm not that excited to run dsmi again, it seems a lot of results fade over time. There is a lot excitement and good report at first but over time thats another story. Its not different than other tools in that area.
This is maybe why Shannon created 6 stage subliminals.
It was initially my plan to continue running B. But I might switch to A or just take a break. I'll decide by the end of the week. It still amazes me that I've basically been on the same sub for over a year. Working towards the same goal
I don't care how much I need version A. If B dies the same thing just using brute force I'm sticking with it until 3.3. Which hopefully doesn't take a year.

Also, if everyone switched to version A then how will Shannon get information about B?
Also, porn and fapping are back. Extremely aroused, looking into escorts and that sort of thing.

No external effects, mental exhaustion up, health and financial motivation decreasing. Spending more eating more junk.
I switched back to masked from hybrid. My first week of the sub I thought I was running hybrid but I was running masked and I remember having good effects. So hopefully this will trigger something

I'm the type of person who doesn't like being told what to do. I like doing things that are my own idea and of my own will. So masked theoretically should be good for me.
I think I have sub fatigue, I'm just tired of running dmsi. But I will Still push on until further notice. I think I want the sniper back in. That way at least I know that something is working if that person is interacting/randomly appearing in my life.
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