Day 6
On my way home I had an interesting shift in consciousness where I was highly aware of my body and my surroundings and seemed to have zero thoughts. Had a weird dream in which I vomited something. Second of its kind since Day 1.
IOIs seem to have decreased. Feel invisible. It's also increasingly more difficult to go to work as I feel the strong need to stay at home.
I had that awareness of my surroundings thing happen too. More than once since listening to 3.0.1
Quick Question:
Regarding 3.0.1, does only the aura part increase one's hunger levels?
Been running 3.0.1 for a week now, and my appetite hasn't increased at all. In fact, I seem to require less food and sleep now. Am under the impression that the healing and clearing doesn't influence one's food intake?
(12-07-2016, 11:12 PM)Eurasian Wrote: [ -> ]Quick Question:
Regarding 3.0.1, does only the aura part increase one's hunger levels?
Been running 3.0.1 for a week now, and my appetite hasn't increased at all. In fact, I seem to require less food and sleep now. Am under the impression that the healing and clearing doesn't influence one's food intake?
i remember back in v2.5, when most experienced HUNGER, i never once went through it.
then some also felt their bodies (different parts) heating up -- i also never felt it once.
some points:
#1: when we read other people's experiences, it tends to make our subconscious re-create the same experiences. instead of allowing you to experience come what may.
#2: i was using my energy a lot differently than most of the users who journal, so my energy was not in the "hunger" games or the "heating" games. i used my energy for projects i was working on TOWARDS the future. meaning planning and thinking (and not just mental energy but also "downloading" ideas from space/time to assist me with my future planning/projects.
hope that makes sense.
but when i was doing v.24, i was amazed that i had none of the "negative" feedback like headaches or sleepiness (mine was more sluggishness) but i saw a whole lot of outward feedbacks from the ladies. stuff that were not normal.
so i begin 3.0.1-A on the 18th and i am looking forward to what awaits me in this adventure.
guess all i am trying to say is, don't worry if you are not getting the same experience as others on here, because you may totally be on a different energy sphere, so go on and excited to see what comes out of it.
especially there in china.
(12-07-2016, 11:12 PM)Eurasian Wrote: [ -> ]Quick Question:
Regarding 3.0.1, does only the aura part increase one's hunger levels?
Been running 3.0.1 for a week now, and my appetite hasn't increased at all. In fact, I seem to require less food and sleep now. Am under the impression that the healing and clearing doesn't influence one's food intake?
The hunger is in response to the subconscious seeking to power any of the instructions it can using the energy extracted from physical sources. Not everything can be powered that way. If you need and choose primarily nonphysical sources, or what you are working on (healing wise) requires other types of energy or different levels of energy, then you will not experience the same thing others do in that regard.
Day 7&8 3.0.1A
Feel the urge to just stay in my room?! Whereas I went out every weekend before, I just want to stay indoors and listen to the tracks now...
(12-09-2016, 07:11 AM)Eurasian Wrote: [ -> ]Day 7&8 3.0.1A
Feel the urge to just stay in my room?! Whereas I went out every weekend before, I just want to stay indoors and listen to the tracks now...
Strange, I've been having this exact thing. Urge to stay in my room and listen to music or DMSI...
Healing focuses you inwardly sometimes
Day 9-11 3.0.1A
Everyday I wake up feeling VERY comfy. Girls usually immediately look away with a panicked expression when they catch me looking at them. Other than that, no manifestations, iois or unusual behaviour from either men or women.
(12-12-2016, 07:20 PM)Eurasian Wrote: [ -> ]Day 9-11 3.0.1A
Everyday I wake up feeling VERY comfy. Girls usually immediately look away with a panicked expression when they catch me looking at them. Other than that, no manifestations, iois or unusual behaviour from either men or women.
So what does that mean?
I would like to think that this is an IOI. Given that I am an obvious foreigner in China I can't be sure though since they stare at foreigners anyway, no matter if they're attracted or not. Panicked reactions usually come from the fear of having to use English or them never having met foreigners before.
In any case, I feel a lot more social and caught myself chatting people up more. But have yet to meet a girl that's clearly interested(Chinese girls aren't subtle about coming on to guys so it should be obvious). I hope I'll have cleared up enough stuff in a month or two!
(12-12-2016, 07:30 PM)Eurasian Wrote: [ -> ]I would like to think that this is an IOI. Given that I am an obvious foreigner in China I can't be sure though since they stare at foreigners anyway, no matter if they're attracted or not. Panicked reactions usually come from the fear of having to use English or them never having met foreigners before.
In any case, I feel a lot more social and caught myself chatting people up more. But have yet to meet a girl that's clearly interested(Chinese girls aren't subtle about coming on to guys so it should be obvious). I hope I'll have cleared up enough stuff in a month or two!
Chinese frequently give panicked responses from a strong, sudden conscious fear of social disgrace. My uncle used to teach English in China, and he saw this a lot. Nobody learned anything because they were all too afraid of what the rest of the class thought of them for not being perfect. Consequently, the whole class was a waste of time, and students would hire the teacher to tutor them privately if they actually wanted to learn English.
Now think about this... what sort of response would she get if she acted on what the sniper is doing to her? Hmmm...
Those panicked responses are a sure sign that she is responding with sexual arousal and desire. We just have to deal with social stigma now.
DMSI already implements trust and respect.
Day 16
Catching various girls glancing at me, but they never smile. Just an expressionless long look.
I'd be amazed if DMSI will get them to smile or approach at some point!
Feeling depressed lately. Want to quit my job.