So, I'll start off by introducing myself. As it implies in my name the name is not random it is my height 6'10. After reading the sales page for DMSI, I had a thought people already come up to me to ask about my height. Why not have it lead to sex instead of a little ego boast. Anyways, I wasn't going to make an online journal. But, I was in the process of starting my offline journal and lost all of what i had wrote. So, I said **** it why not I type faster on the pc anyway.
Day 1 (Thursday)
I listened to the 3 loops on about 5 or 15 on my phone though the jaybirds bluetooth headsets over the night. I didn't sleep to well they kept on bothering me since i normal sleep on my side. Reporting now real changes as of yet.
Day 2 (Friday)
I woke up ate a 6 egg omelet, and went to go play some WoW while listening to EDM. If any of you have listened to EDM you know there are alot about women and sex. I started to have this weird anxiety after about one song in. Not long after I turned off the music, and had a realization that even if i get a girl to come back to my place my room is mess. And, that could be why i have this anxiety coming up. I did what anyone would have done, I started to clean my room hoping the anxiety would go away.
I decided to run my 3 loops during the day this time. About one loop in I got really horny, I fell asleep in between loop 2 and 3. I woke up feeling really relaxed and my back wasn't in as bad a shape don't know if its to do with DMSI. But, my back as been acting up for the last week. It's finally started to feel better also booked a message for this weekend.
I have a random question on the sales page it says not to do mediation while on DMSI. But, what if you do it while listening to the loops?
I don't think meditation would harm you, just don't do anything that is designed to reprogram your mind like hypnosis or other subliminals.
Meditation directly conflicts with state shifting. If you do it, it cannot be done while listening to the program.
(11-11-2016, 04:12 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Meditation directly conflicts with state shifting. If you do it, it cannot be done while listening to the program.
While directly listening or entirely during the run?
(11-11-2016, 04:12 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Meditation directly conflicts with state shifting. If you do it, it cannot be done while listening to the program.
What I did was while listening just relax and focus on the waves. Juse let whatever feelings happen. If this is mediation, is it better to be active ĺike go for a walk?
(11-11-2016, 04:48 PM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ] (11-11-2016, 04:12 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Meditation directly conflicts with state shifting. If you do it, it cannot be done while listening to the program.
What I did was while listening just relax and focus on the waves. Juse let whatever feelings happen. If this is mediation, is it better to be active ĺike go for a walk?
That is going to actually enhance the effects of the program's efforts to shift your state, because you're allowing your mind to relax and be guided by the program. But trying to focus in other directions, while listening, would likely conflict.
(11-11-2016, 04:22 PM)Mystic Pymp Wrote: [ -> ] (11-11-2016, 04:12 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Meditation directly conflicts with state shifting. If you do it, it cannot be done while listening to the program.
While directly listening or entirely during the run?
I answered this in depth in my journal discussion thread.
So last night cleaned up my room for about 30 mins did about half of it. That's big for me since the last time I remember doing so was about a year ago.
I ended up watching porn but was going to go a second time. Than I thought about all the sex I well be getting soon because of DMSI.
Day 3 (Saturday)
I woke up at 5:30, I was annoyed at first since it the weekend. Than I had a thought, I felt excited about I can start my 3 loops before my day starts.
So, I went out to do some errors nothing special. Well I was in the liquor store, one of the newer female workers I haven't talk to much. She had a big smile on with eye contact, she started off by how are you. I some what went into autopilot, talked to her for a good couple mins. I felt good about the interaction, later at the checkout I had another good interaction with the cougar cashier.
Day 3 (Saturday)
I went out to a party to watch the ufc fight. I had a lot of fun, was a lot more alpha than previous times hanging out with the same group. I was just in a flow state of being dominant without trying to be dominant. I did end up making a bit off an ass of myself at the end of the night. They told I wasn't ever invited back, I understood why. But, I didn't really feel guilt or shame just went with the flow. I was planning on going to a bar instead, so I look at positive side one less excuse for not meetings new people. Not how or why but all my pain in my back has gone(my guess it was some kind of resistance). So, all around good night.
Day 4 (Sunday)
In the morning, I received a text saying it was all good. We were all a bit to drunk I suppose. I'm thinking it had to happen the way it did for me to over come some guilt about my drink. Which I also didn't have when I awoke I normally have a ton after a night of drinking. I have a new prospective and I don't believe I'll be drinking anymore. Plus I read it affects the state-shifting of DMSI anyway.
I have also noticed my voice has changed(noticed on day 2) but thought it was just a short time thing. But, I don't know how people perceive it. It's more relaxed, assertive, and just being not trying.
I did try to go to sleep but having a tough time, have this feeling of anxiety in my chest. I was going to watch some porn, that always got me sleep before. But, decided to write in my journal instead. That always helps me to deal with any emotions.
Here's to another day of being awesome.
Day 5 (Monday)
I spent a lot of time in bed this morning. I went out to do some errors and did go out got some IOI's. The new voice is getting some good responses from people I talk to. I went to grab some food from this Latino restaurant to see how the aura would work on this 8/10 big chested worker. She wasn't there but I get some IOI's from the other workers.
I also had the realization, to help me with what happened over the weekend. I like myself so if other people don't it's there lose. Because, I'm all kinds of awesome sauce.
No, matches on tinder as of yet. I just keep telling myself, I'd let her fuck me or she wants me. And, my matches are on there way as fast as they can. I know DMSI is work on it though.
Instead of my old thinking of "I'd fuck her (while feeling anxiety about it like I didn't believe it would happen). I kind of put tinder on hold for the last month or two and focused on work.
Day 6 (Tuesday)
Some good news, I just got laided off today. Some context, I work seasonally building pools. So, now I'm going on EI (its social service in Canada where they pay you find new work) while I just have fun going out meeting new people. Until they call us back in the spring.
I've started looking into different gyms to join, since I'm not working 12-13hr days. It's back to the gym 6 days a week.
I went out last night, I just kind of drove around looking for a good place I can hit up this Friday.
I had a lot of dreams during the night, few I remember had to do with women wasn't all sex related but they were positive. So, I know DMSI is getting past some resistance.
(11-16-2016, 10:42 AM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ]Day 6
Some good news, I just got laided off today. Some context, I work seasonally building pools. So, now I'm going on EI (its social service in Canada where they pay you find new work) while I just have fun going out meeting new people. Until they call us back in the spring.
I've started looking into different gyms to join, since I'm not working 12-13hr days. It's back to the gym 6 days a week.
I went out last night, I just kind of drove around looking for a good place I can hit up this Friday.
I had a lot of dreams during the night, few I remember had to do with women wasn't all sex related but they were positive. So, I know DMSI is getting past some resistance.
That's 3 people, including myself, that have either been let go or have left a job since 2.5 has been going on. This is an interesting trend happening...
EDIT: I resigned from my job and will be there until the end of the year, but either way, I will be out of the job by the end of the year. I just wanted to clarify my point.
(11-16-2016, 12:20 PM)Duke.Togo Wrote: [ -> ] (11-16-2016, 10:42 AM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ]Day 6
Some good news, I just got laided off today. Some context, I work seasonally building pools. So, now I'm going on EI (its social service in Canada where they pay you find new work) while I just have fun going out meeting new people. Until they call us back in the spring.
I've started looking into different gyms to join, since I'm not working 12-13hr days. It's back to the gym 6 days a week.
I went out last night, I just kind of drove around looking for a good place I can hit up this Friday.
I had a lot of dreams during the night, few I remember had to do with women wasn't all sex related but they were positive. So, I know DMSI is getting past some resistance.
That's 3 people, including myself, that have either been let go or have left a job since 2.5 has been going on. This is an interesting trend happening...
EDIT: I resigned from my job and will be there until the end of the year, but either way, I will be out of the job by the end of the year. I just wanted to clarify my point.
interesting...wonder why this is
(11-16-2016, 01:09 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: [ -> ] (11-16-2016, 12:20 PM)Duke.Togo Wrote: [ -> ] (11-16-2016, 10:42 AM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ]Day 6
Some good news, I just got laided off today. Some context, I work seasonally building pools. So, now I'm going on EI (its social service in Canada where they pay you find new work) while I just have fun going out meeting new people. Until they call us back in the spring.
I've started looking into different gyms to join, since I'm not working 12-13hr days. It's back to the gym 6 days a week.
I went out last night, I just kind of drove around looking for a good place I can hit up this Friday.
I had a lot of dreams during the night, few I remember had to do with women wasn't all sex related but they were positive. So, I know DMSI is getting past some resistance.
That's 3 people, including myself, that have either been let go or have left a job since 2.5 has been going on. This is an interesting trend happening...
EDIT: I resigned from my job and will be there until the end of the year, but either way, I will be out of the job by the end of the year. I just wanted to clarify my point.
interesting...wonder why this is
To be clear, we get laided off every year, you can't build a pool in winter if the ground is frozen. We all get rehired in the spring, but it was earlier than normal this year. So, to be fair it could be a manifestation (since I can go out more now).