Day 7 (Wednesday)
Another day off listened to my loops at night, to have the most time in the day to do me. I did however have to wake up to go piss, forgot I was in the loop when I got back realized I was just about to finish loop 2.
I went out to the mall to get some new cloth, because I plan on going out more. I got some decent IOI'S (it's sometimes hard to really tell because are they like wtf cause I'm tall or is it cause I'm attractive). On my way out, a sales lady (7.5) grabbed me by the arm to show me her product. A lot of IOI's including biting her bottom lip, when she asked if I was 2 meters. But, I told her I was 2.1 meters she did a lot more touching. All I could think in my mind is she is just pretending to get a sale.
Afterwards, when I said no I kind of realized she was into me. But, I really didn't believe it conscious to be true. It may have been a self sabotage, due to out programming.
I also looked into this uber type job wher you deliver things for people. I drive a truck because of my height, it's all I can drive comfortably. So, it's an opportunity where I can be my own boss. I chop this up to running AM6, and possibly DMSI 2.5 manifestation.
Day 8 (Thursday)
I run my 3 loops last night, feeling good. I'm going to take a break till 3.0 comes out starting tonight.
A report on the delivery job, I'm going to be doing it on weekends. The truck belongs to my dad, talked him in to using it. So, going to use his until I can afford my own. I decided to go out tonight.
I ended up at a bar with no cover(if your on the list) with $3 beers and $3 drinks. I meet a group of English people doing a pub crawl. Since I've never been on one before I decided to join them. We went to 3 different bars one of which was a karaoke. I got lost from the group and found a different bar. I had a good connection with a milf(6) she had a good personality (that's a part of my rating system).
Day 9 (Friday)
I woke up with my phone died, when I charged and turned it on found 2 unknown numbers who called me late last night. I called both, one of them was a dude from that English pub crawling group (manifestation of a better social group). There was a couple hot chicks apart of the group, so here's to the future. DMSI respect from bros at work here, because he called to see where I went when I got lost. Also, asked if I got home alright and said he call me later. So, definitely more outings coming up with new social group.
The other is that milf from the bar, to be honest tho I don't remember giving out my number to anyone. So, it's possible there's other parts I don't remember also. I believe autopilot at works here, because I'm getting text about some deep topics I had spoken about. Plus, to give out my number and have her text me the next morning.
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Day 9 (Friday)
My best bro came over with his new girl (he's come from India, so he's parents are on his case to get married). From, the get go I was my normal charming self. I did the normal shit test, since he's looking for a wife. He pulled me away at one point, to tell me not to tell her about the other girls (I just told who you think I am?). The night went well I was more confident than in the past.
I went to bed a little late, had a dream about me with my bro. He said he wanted to fuck this one girl on are trip. I set it up where they were going to be in the same room. I was in room sharing a bed with another girl. In the middle of the night she started to touch my hand in the night. Next, thing I know she was telling me to get nude because she was. I kind of felt like how can she be into me(put I felt like the dream was working on that feeling because as it went on, I felt deserving of her attracition) A flash her in a store deepthroating a dildo, well looking at me saying this is your dick. Next thing I know all three of the girls (inculding the one I set my bro up with) took me to the beach for a foursome.
So, to me this seem like DMSI is still working without the loops. And, it's working on through my resistance.
Day 10 (Saturday)
I wasn't planning on going out, but I decided to go out anyway. I met a new friend at a bar downtown. A lot of male respect going on last night, bros were buying me beers and shoots. I made some contacts for job opportunities. I didn't get home till 5:30 the next morning. I had a lot of fun, and I realized if I just be as confidant with women. I'd easily get laided, I have this fear of not knowing what to say and rejection.
Day 11 (Sunday)
I was feeling like shit after last night. I slept most of the day. I did decide to listen to my 3 loops at night. I'm just going to listen till 3.0 comes out than wait 7 days. I know there's a lot 2.5 can still help me with. Durning the listen I felt really good, some new levels of relaxation, with a real head high, and morphine drip was going on.
Day 13 (Tuesday)
I tried the lowering volume to see how it would work. I put it about 6 of 15, I could hear the ocean waves but just barely. As I was falling asleep, there was tension in my body that's been there for awhile now. Past memory kept coming up, i let them go ever the most negitive ones. By doing so all the tension started to leave my body, I've been trying for years different things to do this. I feel asleep feeling the most relaxed and stress free I have to date.
Day 14 (Wednesday)
When I woke up, so happy I couldn't resist having a giant smile on my face. Still, going though my day happy and confident from when I awake.
Today, I realized the days I go to work it's easier for me to keep my health habits. So, I picked up a gym membership to have some kind of structure to keep me on my good habits.
Day 14 (Wednesday)
So did a couple some errors today. One thing that happened was this whole big thing about my hieght. All though this isn't weird but it has been happening a lot more often. Also with bigger crowds, normally it well be one person asking me. In the last week it's drawn in the attention of more than on person with big IOI's from the attractive women in the crowd.
Something I did notice today, I didn't want to drink much today. Over the last couple weeks I've been kind of drinking a lot. Even yesterday I had 8+ drinks, I only had 3-4 today and I felt satisfied. I owe this to the changes I've felt last night. Thank you, DMSI look foward to the future in 3.0.1
No DMSI runs till 3.0.1 for this guy.
Day 15 (Thursday)
So, not much to report during the day. All though I did go for a new 45min walk to occupy my time. Also did some errors with my mom, had some heart to heart.
Later in the night, I went for another walk to clear my head. I didn't know where I was going just followed my intuition. Once I decided to head to the a bar endorphins start going, instead of my normal feeling of fear when heading into a social situation. I ended up at a bar about 45min away, I've been to this bar before last time wasn't any fun. This time, I found two attractive waitress I'd like to bend over a table. Anyways, I had a good time didn't get drunk just kept a buzz going switching between water and beer.
I also had a break though well talking to one of my best buddies, I realize from the experience I had over last weekend (with making dude friends). When I finally overcome this fear to do with women, I well be set. Because, I make long term friends really easier. Some times I think, if only I was gay life would be so much easier. Than I remember, the easier way isn't always the right way(not to sound homophobic). But, I'm stuck with women nothing I can do.
Are you going to stop running V2.5 now, as Shannon recommended in his journal/journal discussion, so you can run V3.0.1 when it's released in 2-5 days? Even if you stop 2.5 now, you may experience some turbulence. It can keep running in your head for up to 3 weeks (!).
(11-25-2016, 08:15 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Are you going to stop running V2.5 now, as Shannon recommended in his journal/journal discussion, so you can run V3.0.1 when it's released in 2-5 days? Even if you stop 2.5 now, you may experience some turbulence. It can keep running in your head for up to 3 weeks (!).
My last day was on Tuesday night, last few days could be the turbulence you speak of. And, since it is still running I thought why not keep up the journal in case there is something that can help with 3.0.1.
(11-25-2016, 09:34 PM)Dutchman610 Wrote: [ -> ] (11-25-2016, 08:15 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Are you going to stop running V2.5 now, as Shannon recommended in his journal/journal discussion, so you can run V3.0.1 when it's released in 2-5 days? Even if you stop 2.5 now, you may experience some turbulence. It can keep running in your head for up to 3 weeks (!).
My last day was on Tuesday night, last few days could be the turbulence you speak of. And, since it is still running I thought why not keep up the journal in case there is something that can help with 3.0.1.
Cool - I looked through your posts and must have missed that you said you had stopped.
Turbulence - a term Shannon has used to identify various negative occurrences physically, mentally, and emotionally - is something you might experience when two subliminal programs are conflicting or overloading your mind. In other words, if you ran V2.5 actively up until V3.0.1 without stopping, you would almost certainly experience some sort of "turbulence." Since you haven't done that, you shouldn't be experiencing any right now (but still may when you start running V3.0.1 - it'll be interesting to see how many of us do, since V2.5 is so powerful).
I agree with you that since the program continues to loop in your mind, even without running it actively, for up to 3 weeks that effects should continue. Thanks for keeping up your journal!
I stopped V2.5 over a week ago, and it seems to still be going strong, except perhaps for the energy flooding. I hope I stopped soon enough for V3.0.1 to not cause too much turbulence. These programs are insanely powerful!
Day 18 (Sunday)
A few things to report, I have been on a roll with getting some form of exercise in daily at least 1hr+ walk. I'm working my way up to the gym by building a habit that is close to the same.
I've started to realize through my family being jackasses. Which now I'm gratefull because it lead me to where I am now. That instead of trying to be social by chilling in the living room. I can use that time to do more productive. And, even though I am Canadian I decided to do thanksgiving this weekend. We already had a turkey and you can never be to grateful.
My whole family practically self destructed for Thanksgiving this year - either getting themselves disqualified as my family, ending up in the hospital, or somehow not bothering to make any effort to contact me to make plans, and then excluding me when I had the chance to contact them.... So I took my girlfriend and myself to a restaurant, and thanked the server for being there for me in my time of need, and as a show of gratitude I left her a $20 tip on a $45 bill.
There's no way anyone is gonna make you miserable if you choose to be positive, happy and grateful. And us smart people, we have better things to do than be miserable!
Day 19 (Monday)
Well in the cloth store with my mom a women came up trying to, sell us a credit card. I kind of ignored her but she was all over my mom. My mom tried to say no with various objections. She wasn't taking the hint, so I realized if I don't do any she's going to be here all day. So, I did my thing to tell here no (some back story, any time some door-door sales person comes they have me get rid of them because they can't). I suppose it just comes with the territory of being the alpha.
I went back to that same LCBO, where that women who smiled, and started the convo that I autopiloted. I went there today, even before I got in the door she waved high a me though the window. And, before I left as I was walk by her cash she went out of her way to say goodbye and have a good day. I blame this on DMSI 2.5, in a good way. She is someone I'd like to fuck for sure.
(11-28-2016, 03:26 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]My whole family practically self destructed for Thanksgiving this year - either getting themselves disqualified as my family, ending up in the hospital, or somehow not bothering to make any effort to contact me to make plans, and then excluding me when I had the chance to contact them.... So I took my girlfriend and myself to a restaurant, and thanked the server for being there for me in my time of need, and as a show of gratitude I left her a $20 tip on a $45 bill.
There's no way anyone is gonna make you miserable if you choose to be positive, happy and grateful. And us smart people, we have better things to do than be miserable!
It's like a quote I think of in those situations, "If you have no enemy within, you can have non outside." I'm gald you think, the same way I do about family or friends. It gives me great confidence even more than I already did in your products.