11-10-2016, 08:53 AM
11-10-2016, 09:10 AM
(11-10-2016, 08:32 AM)LeonidasXVI Wrote: [ -> ](11-10-2016, 07:28 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ](11-09-2016, 10:56 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Okay, so I ran v1 for like two days and stopped, switched back to v2.5.
While it has a really "upfront, in your face" effect, everything about the later versions is superior. v2.5 feels a lot smoother, isn't as taxing on the body as v1 is. The last two days were rough -- v1 has this really weird "loading up" period where I get VERY TIRED and dazed for about 3 hours. THEN, it's like the sexual energy kicks in or something and I get super relaxed, witty and in the moment. The other night at boxing was crazy. I was throwing the most powerful left hooks, strong enough to rock the rafters that the heavy bag was hooked up to. Also, all the women kept lingering around me, laughing at jokes that weren't even funny.
Also, v2.5's manifestation tech is crazy. I started running it again last night. Next thing I know, I get three messages on OkCupid from women wanting to go out this weekend. Seriously! Now... these women aren't necessarily the "highest quality." However, they do seem less interested in a long-term relationship and more so on a casual one... which fits the design goal of DMSI.
So, we'll see. Right now, v2.4 / v2.5 wins. The immediate, increased attraction you get from v1 is awesome, but the hunger spells (seriously, I ate like a damn pig today) and how taxing it feels on the body isn't cool.
On a minor note, I'm setting aside money for a possible custom job that I'd like to pitch to Shannon for next year, once I'm out of military training (if that goes down). I've done a lot of soul searching about my business and my future and the fact of the matter is... I'm not really interested in eCommerce. I have two major passions: Writing and Martial Arts. Ultimate Writer's on the slate anyway, so I'll definitely cop that. However... I've found myself being drawn to becoming a serious martial arts competitor / teacher -- maybe not on a UFC level, but local / regional sounds cool. How's that sound, Shannon -- Ultimate Martial Artist? I have close to 15 years of experience as an avid martial artist, I can give some great insight that you could probably use in other programs.
Not saying that I'm DEFINITELY going to do it, even if you're interested, because I've gotta be careful with funds right now, but it's definitely a priority.
Can do. You just let me know. It would have to be timed correctly, and we would both have to agree to move forward on it, but I believe with current and future technology, GrandMaster level skills could potentially result much more quickly than the usual 30+ years. I have had this idea that I might be able to cause the person to flood with the essence of whatever they are trying to do, and "become" it... allow it to take over their functions while it is in effect... perfect flow, with a sort of guiding awareness to it. I used to get that occasionally when I was in the martial arts, and sometimes when I would play music.
Whatever the case is... I have some interesting ways to use P3/4/5, polymorphic scripting and several other technologies in that direction.
That is a brilliant idea.
Whatever a person wants to be, be it a musician/actor/doctor, whatever, and achieve that perfect flow to take their skill to the next level, and master it quicker than he/she normally would. It'll also take away the need to have multiple subs of the series "Become a better X".
Potentially... sometimes what "makes sense logically" is NOT what actually works when it comes to the subconscious mind. That's why nobody who does not have some sort of predictive model to differentiate is going to be able to follow or replicate my work so far.
11-10-2016, 10:32 AM
For the first time in about FIVE weeks, I'm starting to feel the DMSI morphine drip. According to Shannon, that means I'm successfully executing the script. Needless to say, I was resisting the SHIT out of v2.5.
On the flipside, I also have a slight headache, so I'm STILL resisting something. Just before I began to feel the euphoria, I started feeling tons of shame. Couldn't look at myself in the mirror.
Got a tentative date tomorrow night with a 5.8/10 white chick, meaning this will be my first v2.5 powered outing.
My preferred date, the tall, leggy black chick, is pulling some weird shit. Sent me a message saying that her weekend was crazy and she'd let me know Saturday morning if she can hang out. I shot back that Saturday's too late, some other time. BTW, in womanese, she's basically telling me that I'm her second (or third) choice and she's waiting to see if her other plans pan out first.
I ain't no one's second choice, so fuck that. I'll diddle myself before I do that.
On the flipside, I also have a slight headache, so I'm STILL resisting something. Just before I began to feel the euphoria, I started feeling tons of shame. Couldn't look at myself in the mirror.
Got a tentative date tomorrow night with a 5.8/10 white chick, meaning this will be my first v2.5 powered outing.
My preferred date, the tall, leggy black chick, is pulling some weird shit. Sent me a message saying that her weekend was crazy and she'd let me know Saturday morning if she can hang out. I shot back that Saturday's too late, some other time. BTW, in womanese, she's basically telling me that I'm her second (or third) choice and she's waiting to see if her other plans pan out first.
I ain't no one's second choice, so fuck that. I'll diddle myself before I do that.
11-10-2016, 11:56 AM
(11-10-2016, 10:32 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]For the first time in about FIVE weeks, I'm starting to feel the DMSI morphine drip. According to Shannon, that means I'm successfully executing the script. Needless to say, I was resisting the SHIT out of v2.5.
On the flipside, I also have a slight headache, so I'm STILL resisting something. Just before I began to feel the euphoria, I started feeling tons of shame. Couldn't look at myself in the mirror.
Could you elaborate on the morphine drip, what exactly is it you feel?
I've been also getting these random moments where I feel really f*cking good (euphoria?) but it doesn't last long it comes and goes, I've never felt this energetic and alive on any of the previous DMSI releases. I did V1 for 1 day as it was released on the store again but while I was using although a very short period of time, I lost the internal effects that I had on 2.5 instantly and the way it drains me of energy, I had to switch back to 2.5 ...
11-10-2016, 12:43 PM
(11-10-2016, 11:56 AM)dweller94 Wrote: [ -> ](11-10-2016, 10:32 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]For the first time in about FIVE weeks, I'm starting to feel the DMSI morphine drip. According to Shannon, that means I'm successfully executing the script. Needless to say, I was resisting the SHIT out of v2.5.
On the flipside, I also have a slight headache, so I'm STILL resisting something. Just before I began to feel the euphoria, I started feeling tons of shame. Couldn't look at myself in the mirror.
Could you elaborate on the morphine drip, what exactly is it you feel?
I've been also getting these random moments where I feel really f*cking good (euphoria?) but it doesn't last long it comes and goes, I've never felt this energetic and alive on any of the previous DMSI releases. I did V1 for 1 day as it was released on the store again but while I was using although a very short period of time, I lost the internal effects that I had on 2.5 instantly and the way it drains me of energy, I had to switch back to 2.5 ...
Exactly what you described. Random moments of intense euphoria and extremely good mood. Almost like a low dose of Adderall. Also, I let off v1 for the reason you did.
I don't remember it being so draining the first time I ran it, but looking back at my journal, it looks like I reported extreme fatigue.
11-10-2016, 12:47 PM
And now we can all put the legend of V1 to bed and focus on how freakin' awesome 2.4/2.5 is instead, and how much more awesome 3.x will be... because really... I don't waste my time working on things to make them less good than they are. That's just not how I roll.
11-10-2016, 08:36 PM
So Chaos do you feel like V2.5 picked up where V2.4 left of? You had an intense resistance before moving to V2.5! Do you feel like V2.5 even superior anti resistance tech is working?
11-10-2016, 09:56 PM
(11-10-2016, 08:36 PM)Illumi Wrote: [ -> ]So Chaos do you feel like V2.5 picked up where V2.4 left of? You had an intense resistance before moving to V2.5! Do you feel like V2.5 even superior anti resistance tech is working?
I feel like it picked up where v2.4 left and then some. There's so many changes that I can't keep up with them.
For example, I don't feel like I'm "becoming sexy," I feel like I AM sexy and that's that. It's hard to explain -- it's like... I don't even think or look for the sub's effects anymore. I just... exist in a flow state, where women are attracted to me and I just know this and act on it.
I'm super tired right now, but I'm going to post some of the conversations I'm having with women on Tinder / OkCupid -- it's just pure flow. Not even thinking about what I'm saying. I'm just saying it. And I'm getting results.
11-12-2016, 04:22 PM
11-13-2016, 10:28 AM
@chaosvrgn
I want to thank you for being so open in your journal. I've found it inspiring to re-focus on some of my goals and follow through.
I'm very happy for your successes and know you will have many more soon.
I want to thank you for being so open in your journal. I've found it inspiring to re-focus on some of my goals and follow through.
I'm very happy for your successes and know you will have many more soon.
11-15-2016, 07:38 PM
Last week, I decided to retire from v2.5 and just take a break until v3.0 comes out. Thus ends this journal in regards to that.
Good news is, I've decided to approach v3 from a new angle. I'm canceling all of my online dating accounts and I'm going to test it solely in the field. That means, I'll be forced to go out and meet people. Easiest way to do this? Start driving for Uber again. My plans are to drive for Uber on Friday and Saturday nights from around 7p - 10p and then again after last call from 1:00a - 3:00a. In between that, I'm going to bar hop and see what happens.
This is gonna be epic.
Good news is, I've decided to approach v3 from a new angle. I'm canceling all of my online dating accounts and I'm going to test it solely in the field. That means, I'll be forced to go out and meet people. Easiest way to do this? Start driving for Uber again. My plans are to drive for Uber on Friday and Saturday nights from around 7p - 10p and then again after last call from 1:00a - 3:00a. In between that, I'm going to bar hop and see what happens.
This is gonna be epic.
11-16-2016, 03:04 PM
Since stopping v2.5, I've experienced an insane "bloom" in attraction and manifestations. So many that I don't know where to begin (since I haven't been journaling, I don't know where to start). Let's just put it this way -- I have a wide assortment of women to choose from if I wanted to go out this weekend.
And that's just the problem, I don't think I am. I have a meeting with my Masters' thesis advisor on Friday and we're going to go over the recent creative work I turned in, see if I'm ready to progress to the next stage. My plans were to spend the entire weekend working on that stuff.
The thing is... these chicks are just my type. Cute, feminine and submissive. Gonna be a hard choice...
Anyway, this isn't the first time I've noticed a DMSI bloom. When I let the resistance get the best of me and I switched to BASE 4g, I experienced one also. Even though the aura wasn't really generating, I was still manifesting women and still getting tons of attraction. To me, that insinuates that the program raises the "baseline you" as a whole and not just the aura doing all the work.
If anyone's brave enough, I'd suggest coming off for a few days and report back. See if you experience a bloom too.
And that's just the problem, I don't think I am. I have a meeting with my Masters' thesis advisor on Friday and we're going to go over the recent creative work I turned in, see if I'm ready to progress to the next stage. My plans were to spend the entire weekend working on that stuff.
The thing is... these chicks are just my type. Cute, feminine and submissive. Gonna be a hard choice...
Anyway, this isn't the first time I've noticed a DMSI bloom. When I let the resistance get the best of me and I switched to BASE 4g, I experienced one also. Even though the aura wasn't really generating, I was still manifesting women and still getting tons of attraction. To me, that insinuates that the program raises the "baseline you" as a whole and not just the aura doing all the work.
If anyone's brave enough, I'd suggest coming off for a few days and report back. See if you experience a bloom too.
11-16-2016, 03:19 PM
I guess this will happen soon, since we need a 7 day break before 3.0.1 anyway.
11-16-2016, 03:20 PM
Maybe it's all the brain power kicking in. Usually its bombarded with subs, now it's full power.