(10-10-2016, 08:51 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]I hear you man. I've had dreams of bears before and they were terrifying! I've read that dreams of bears signify your inner instincts being triggered in some way.
Also, I went on an amateur off-the-beaten-path camping trip with my cousin last year. I thought a bear was going to eat us at one point. Not something I'll be doing again that's for sure!
Ahaha yeah I've always had a fear of bears. Then once a year n half ago I was up in the mountains in BC near my town and I saw a massive black bear and nearly shit myself. Luckily my puppy Shepherd didn't notice the bear because she was off leash at the time.
My fear got worse after that incident because I realized how easy it was to encounter a bear. I haven't been to that same spot since. & only go on popular hiking trails. There is a trail that goes throughout all of Canada.
One day I will hike that trail when I am able to (no curfew) and have the money and resources needed to do the trip.
I am dying for an outdoor nature self exploration journey like that massive trail would be. Bring my German Shepherd and 1 or 2 close friends & some maybe some LSD/Magic Mushrooms and it would be a surreal experience.
I'm not going to lie though the thought of bear attacks really makes me scared. More so then just about anything.
It's interesting that you also had a bear dream before.
I just went on a dream meaning website and I found this about grizzly bears in a dream.
"Grizzly Bear
Grizzly bear in the dream represents your ability to face down your deepest fears."
That's sure what it feels like. I have allot of deep rooted fear about women & bears so it would be the perfect representation of my subconsious overcoming fears with the help of dreams.
All 4 or 5 dreams I've had this month about bears have been Grizzly Bears.
(10-10-2016, 10:10 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (10-10-2016, 08:51 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]I hear you man. I've had dreams of bears before and they were terrifying! I've read that dreams of bears signify your inner instincts being triggered in some way.
Also, I went on an amateur off-the-beaten-path camping trip with my cousin last year. I thought a bear was going to eat us at one point. Not something I'll be doing again that's for sure!
Ahaha yeah I've always had a fear of bears. Then once a year n half ago I was up in the mountains in BC near my town and I saw a massive black bear and nearly shit myself. Luckily my puppy Shepherd didn't notice the bear because she was off leash at the time.
That's crazy man. First, I didn't know you lived in BC! And second, my cousin had the same experience. He was walking through the woods one time, turns a corner of a hill or something and there's this bear just staring at him. He said he just turned around and walked away lol. Sounds terrifying.
(10-10-2016, 10:10 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]My fear got worse after that incident because I realized how easy it was to encounter a bear. I haven't been to that same spot since. & only go on popular hiking trails. There is a trail that goes throughout all of Canada.
One day I will hike that trail when I am able to (no curfew) and have the money and resources needed to do the trip.
I am dying for an outdoor nature self exploration journey like that massive trail would be. Bring my German Shepherd and 1 or 2 close friends & some maybe some LSD/Magic Mushrooms and it would be a surreal experience.
I know what you mean man. I was walking in the woods one time near Banff (you know Banff I assume) and as I was walking I suddenly realized there was no reason a bear wouldn't be around lol. It's like I suddenly realized that bears live in the forest, and that I was IN the forest lol. It was crazy. So i just left lol.
(10-10-2016, 10:10 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]I'm not going to lie though the thought of bear attacks really makes me scared. More so then just about anything.
It's interesting that you also had a bear dream before.
Yeah it was actually a few dreams for me. Scary both times the bear was attacking me and I was outsmarting it.
As for bear attacks, yeah man. I want to be able to go on off-road camping trips again but after that (stupid) camping trip me and my cousin took, I vowed I would never do that again unless I knew how to start a fire, survive in cold conditions (the weather turned bad despite therte being a good forecast), and can fight off a bear.
I looked into spears, knives, and guns that would be useful fighting against bears as soon as I got home because of it lol. I don't think I've ever felt so mortal in all my life.
(10-10-2016, 11:47 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (10-10-2016, 10:10 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (10-10-2016, 08:51 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]I hear you man. I've had dreams of bears before and they were terrifying! I've read that dreams of bears signify your inner instincts being triggered in some way.
Also, I went on an amateur off-the-beaten-path camping trip with my cousin last year. I thought a bear was going to eat us at one point. Not something I'll be doing again that's for sure!
Ahaha yeah I've always had a fear of bears. Then once a year n half ago I was up in the mountains in BC near my town and I saw a massive black bear and nearly shit myself. Luckily my puppy Shepherd didn't notice the bear because she was off leash at the time.
That's crazy man. First, I didn't know you lived in BC! And second, my cousin had the same experience. He was walking through the woods one time, turns a corner of a hill or something and there's this bear just staring at him. He said he just turned around and walked away lol. Sounds terrifying.
(10-10-2016, 10:10 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]My fear got worse after that incident because I realized how easy it was to encounter a bear. I haven't been to that same spot since. & only go on popular hiking trails. There is a trail that goes throughout all of Canada.
One day I will hike that trail when I am able to (no curfew) and have the money and resources needed to do the trip.
I am dying for an outdoor nature self exploration journey like that massive trail would be. Bring my German Shepherd and 1 or 2 close friends & some maybe some LSD/Magic Mushrooms and it would be a surreal experience.
I know what you mean man. I was walking in the woods one time near Banff (you know Banff I assume) and as I was walking I suddenly realized there was no reason a bear wouldn't be around lol. It's like I suddenly realized that bears live in the forest, and that I was IN the forest lol. It was crazy. So i just left lol.
(10-10-2016, 10:10 AM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ]I'm not going to lie though the thought of bear attacks really makes me scared. More so then just about anything.
It's interesting that you also had a bear dream before.
Yeah it was actually a few dreams for me. Scary both times the bear was attacking me and I was outsmarting it.
As for bear attacks, yeah man. I want to be able to go on off-road camping trips again but after that (stupid) camping trip me and my cousin took, I vowed I would never do that again unless I knew how to start a fire, survive in cold conditions (the weather turned bad despite therte being a good forecast), and can fight off a bear.
I looked into spears, knives, and guns that would be useful fighting against bears as soon as I got home because of it lol. I don't think I've ever felt so mortal in all my life.
Yeah its a pretty crazy feeling seeing a wild animal that could end your life. It's almost like having the feeling having a gun pointed at you I imagine would feel like.
You are no longer in control of your life (to a degree you are but you know what I mean).
It's interesting that some people don't have this fear like me and you have. I ve had it from a young age but my best friend who ironically has a native astrology sign of a bear and a bear tattoo has never been afraid of bears. me and him would be in forests when we were 7 by his grandmas house and I remember being worried about bears and he never has any issues.
The best weapon is Bear mace, then a gun. But most hunting guns don't go through bears so it's useless and mace would be much more effective.
Air horns are also very effective and I've had a park ranger in a lake by my house tell me that it's what they carry and is one of the best things to use.
I spent allot of time studying bears and watching one too many documentaries on bears (made the fear worse watching bear attack videos)
The one documentary I would recommend watching is "man who lives with bears" it's a real documentary about a man who has been living in Alaska alone while feeding and playing with 20 wild bears every day for the last 20 years. He still hasn't died and he lets them in his house and he interacts with random wild grizzly.
It's a surreal and unbelievable documentary to watch. it shows him interaction with all the bears. It's kinda scary to watch because you imagine at any second they eat him. it's eery.
Don't look a grizzly in the eye, black bears are usually not dangerous and will not attack unless you try threatening them or running and if you ever see a cub. immediately go the opposite direction and pray to god the mother doesn't see you. That's when all bears become extremely hostile.
There is a crazy video on youtube of a mountain biker with a go pro running away from a grizzly bear. He eventually falls off his bike and slowly walks away and hides and the bear leaves him alone but was chasing him HARD downhill for a good minute. it was scary.
I don't know if I'l ever truly get rid of my fear of bears. If I lived in the states I'd always have a powerful gun on me if I went out in the bush.
The fear is what frequently triggers the aggressive response, I bet.
Day 35. Didn't talk to a single women today.
I did however have a social encounter with a person I never met who I was selling a car too. Notice I'm much more relaxed and at ease in all social situations. Situations that in the past gave me social anxiety no longer give me any social anxiety.
Every sub I do decreases my level of social anxiety. I'm at an all time high at the moment.
(10-11-2016, 07:45 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]The fear is what frequently triggers the aggressive response, I bet.
Fear of the bear triggers the bear attack? That's what you mean right?
I agree. In the same way that dogs feel when someones scared or a threat and they become aggressive.
Wild animals even more so because they are more hostile by nature.
That guy who lives with the bears has an extremely calm and relaxed energy around them and I think that has helped him live this long. Another guy timothy (forget his last name) also was a popular person who lived with bears for a bit and had a youtube channel that was popular. He had a chaotic and nervous energy about him. Seemed like a mentally ill individual. He ended up getting eaten with his girlfriend. It's fucked.
You could see it coming a mile away.
If I become stressed my dog becomes stressed. Animals pick up vibes really easily.
(10-11-2016, 07:56 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (10-11-2016, 07:45 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]The fear is what frequently triggers the aggressive response, I bet.
Fear of the bear triggers the bear attack? That's what you mean right?
I agree. In the same way that dogs feel when someones scared or a threat and they become aggressive.
Wild animals even more so because they are more hostile by nature.
That guy who lives with the bears has an extremely calm and relaxed energy around them and I think that has helped him live this long. Another guy timothy (forget his last name) also was a popular person who lived with bears for a bit and had a youtube channel that was popular. He had a chaotic and nervous energy about him. Seemed like a mentally ill individual. He ended up getting eaten with his girlfriend. It's *****.
You could see it coming a mile away.
If I become stressed my dog becomes stressed. Animals pick up vibes really easily.
If they were hostile by nature, that guy couldn't live with the bears safely. They are not hostile by nature, they are instinctual and reactive by nature. If they smell or sense fear (however they sense it), they must respond instinctually by perceiving PREY and/or THREAT.
Equals in power won't respond with fear, so they would likely conclude instinctually that such a creature is neither.
(10-11-2016, 08:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (10-11-2016, 07:56 PM)Rayhon Wrote: [ -> ] (10-11-2016, 07:45 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]The fear is what frequently triggers the aggressive response, I bet.
Fear of the bear triggers the bear attack? That's what you mean right?
I agree. In the same way that dogs feel when someones scared or a threat and they become aggressive.
Wild animals even more so because they are more hostile by nature.
That guy who lives with the bears has an extremely calm and relaxed energy around them and I think that has helped him live this long. Another guy timothy (forget his last name) also was a popular person who lived with bears for a bit and had a youtube channel that was popular. He had a chaotic and nervous energy about him. Seemed like a mentally ill individual. He ended up getting eaten with his girlfriend. It's *****.
You could see it coming a mile away.
If I become stressed my dog becomes stressed. Animals pick up vibes really easily.
If they were hostile by nature, that guy couldn't live with the bears safely. They are not hostile by nature, they are instinctual and reactive by nature. If they smell or sense fear (however they sense it), they must respond instinctually by perceiving PREY and/or THREAT.
Equals in power won't respond with fear, so they would likely conclude instinctually that such a creature is neither.
Great response. You're absolutely right! Very interesting.
I wonder how many other wild animals are like this?
Watching the video ( and I really suggest you do when you have unproductive time) and you will see the personality and beauty and calmness in the bears eyes. He has a go pro on and you can see the bear from 6 inches away so it's unbelievable.
They were all very calm around him, and the only explanation is what your saying, energy that he was giving off was extremely calm and peaceful so they had no reason to perceive him as a threat. And they grew a bond over time that made them somewhat trained to respond positively to him.
Day 37 - Didn't encounter any women today.
Although I noticed yesterday when I felt my aura was strongest I was downtown Vancouver for work on the street and I saw a women very blatantly and obviously check me out from 30 feet away as she was walking the other way.
I noticed some other women looking at me too as I walk by. When I look them in the eyes they look away immediately. They can't handle my eye contact most of the time.
I can really feel the aura sometimes VERY powerful. I'ts no longer subtle. It's noticeable when I'm beaming and when I'm not. It comes and goes on a daily basis. Hunger kills the aura big time I noticed. But being full doesn't neccessary mean it's radiating most strongly I noticed.
I notice if I like to music and the emotions from the music bring me to a good mental state/mood even while at work I notice my body language and aura becomes most strongest.
The right song comes on & I walk around with the most intense powerful swag ever. Every step with grace and dominance.
I know it has to do something with the aura effect because I also can achieve the same level of swag/happiness/joy/alpha/sexuality in my walk at other times even without music around.
It depends allot on mood I think. So there needs to be great emphasise on making the user be in a good mood.
I'm pretty sure it's already in the program but just in case it's not.
Oh also I caved and went and bought a used comp for 270 bucks at a small business by my house.
I went 6 days without a computer and I have just about nothing to do without my computer when I'm at home (no tv). I prefer to read more on the computer and I do read more if I have a computer.
I won't watch porn though. I haven't watched porn in about 5 or 6 days now and I had the opportunity. I had my sisters laptop for a few hours every days.
Something really noticeable is that the more attractive a women that I encounter is the more seductive i am and attracted they are.
If I don't find them attractive they aren't attracted at all, sometimes they are and I notice it though but not usually.
but if they are even a little cute I notice the attraction big time.
If they are sexy I go into a trance (autopilot?) allot of the time and that's when the most profound and intense effects of DMSI happen.
This has only happened a few times during the program because I've only seen two women who are my perfect 9 or 10s.
I don't encounter allot of women and especially beautiful women in my day to day life.
Shannon I was wondering I could have your personal email and/or be able to PM you some personal questions from time to time. my email is
[email protected].