Subliminal Talk

Cycle #4 is almost done, so time for a short update.

Hard to say what is going on actually. The only thing I can tell for sure is that I've started to work on improving my physical appearance:
- I've started working out again 2 weeks ago - and even did more workouts than the program I'm following instructs to do
- I've reduced my calorie input somewhat, so I can loose weight (got a couple of kilograms too many on my ribs). And yes, I was nuts enough to start with that over christmas
- I believe someone on this forum pointed to a program a couple of weeks ago that claims that following a certain type of "massage" of the skin on the head can make lost hair grow again. I've lost a lot of hair in my late teens and twenties. I've been sceptical (and still am), but a week ago I decided to get the programme and give it a go. Possible effects will only be seen earliest in half a year - and until then I need to do the massage twice a day for 20 minutes each. Well... would be great if it would work...

Otherwise not much to report: No weird dreams that would hint at FRM doing it's thing, but that doesn't need to mean much. Also nothing to report in terms of external effects yet.

(01-02-2019, 02:33 PM)hsindermann Wrote: [ -> ]Cycle #4 is almost done, so time for a short update.

Hard to say what is going on actually. The only thing I can tell for sure is that I've started to work on improving my physical appearance:
- I've started working out again 2 weeks ago - and even did more workouts than the program I'm following instructs to do
- I've reduced my calorie input somewhat, so I can loose weight (got a couple of kilograms too many on my ribs). And yes, I was nuts enough to start with that over christmas
- I believe someone on this forum pointed to a program a couple of weeks ago that claims that following a certain type of "massage" of the skin on the head can make lost hair grow again. I've lost a lot of hair in my late teens and twenties. I've been sceptical (and still am), but a week ago I decided to get the programme and give it a go. Possible effects will only be seen earliest in half a year - and until then I need to do the massage twice a day for 20 minutes each. Well... would be great if it would work...

Otherwise not much to report: No weird dreams that would hint at FRM doing it's thing, but that doesn't need to mean much. Also nothing to report in terms of external effects yet.

Do you plan to run USLM4 when it comes out?

In a way - plan is to get LTU (which contains USLM4 then) and to use that until summer or so. If the price isn't too high that is...

Almost 11 months without any update here...

I've started to run the newest DMSI about a month ago - so I am today at the end of the 3rd listening cycle, tomorrow the 4 rest days will start.

DMSI 3.3.2 started out pretty promising: On the first 2-3 days I was enjoying a nicely increased level of confidence, very low anxiety levels, no problems with making eye contact etc. I also got a few glimpses of what I believe to be the so called 'celebrity effect' - something I had not seen anymore on any DMSI version since 3.0 iirc.

Unfortunately after these few first days, both the internal and external effects vanished again, and till today did not come back. There's only three things that I could really attribute to DMSI:
- lower urge to masturbate (not as low as on some previous version though - cannot remember which one that was exactly)
- night time boners, mainly during cycle #2 (could also be influenced by the less frequent masturbation)
- a few more vivid dreams than usual, some of them sex related (I remember one that was starring a woman I was very much into about 20 years ago, and we were having a good time in my dream)

No external effects that are out of the ordinary, and I cannot say I feel any internal changes either.

Honestly I'm not sure if I'll continue listening after the break, as I don't see progress. I've bought LFC and the newest ARA as well, and am considering trying out one of these two, as these more straight forward subs should have a better chance of executing (probably LFC, as I am easily distractable and have to work in an often loud open office space - so I hope LFC could help me concentrate in that environment, but also in my private studies). I'll probably wait on Shannon's next iteration of the FRM (if fear really is the issue), and will give that a try again then.