Subliminal Talk

(08-21-2016, 08:49 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]****, man. I'm totally already checkin' my gag reflex.

While gross, and assuredly outside of the goal parameters, I must report the following:



She was my 10 AM client I referred to in a previous post.

I noted:

• I got irritated by a comment she made, and instantly had a hot flash. Aura?
  
• She had hives on her thighs from a medication and showed me that it went to her crotch. GROSS.
  
• Made a comment about a movie, Bad Moms, and it involved sex.
  
• Caught her looking directly at my crotch.
  
• Stroked the metal rack pin like it was a phallus.
  
• Kept rubbing her thighs from knee to groin.
  
• Took her sweet time leaving after session.
  

You might scoff at her but that's all that you can expect when you get older I don't think I'll touch this sub if Shannon's having a laugh with us in that way.

Ricardo, you amaze me consistently. Why on earth would I be "having a laugh with you this way" when I stand to lose a lot if this program cannot be made to work correctly? We don't have time for me to play practical jokes, and I wouldn't do that regardless because I need trust from all of you to succeed.

The goal phrasing is not a joke.

But today at lunch, I had a woman easily 20 years my senior hitting on me at the bar - I was having lunch there, and had just finished a loop of DMSI 2.3. I think I also had a server responding too, she had a very womanly figure, especially her big ol butt, nicely proportioned, although relatively average in the face. She seemed to be doing things that only made sense if she was attracted, like hovering near me, always facing away from me, finding excuses to bend over in my direction, cleaning tables near me that clearly did not need cleaning, etc.

The fact is, I cannot (yet) prevent women who fall outside the goal phrasing from responding. That effort is going into 3.0, and may not even work there.

And Ricardo, being only able to get older women when you're older yourself? That's a limiting belief. I'm 43 now, and I get hit on by girls who aren't even 18 yet, just as often as I get hit on by women of all the other age ranges. I even get responses from women in their 70's, 80s and 90s occasionally. It's all about figuring out how you are limiting yourself, and then removing those limits. Before I did that, I never got interest from any woman who wasn't within 13 years of my age in either direction, and almost always it was older than me. Now, I get interest from women of all ages because I don't presume that "nobody of that age could find me attractive". Now, I presume I am universally attractive, and they respond as such - because I am not limiting myself And in not limiting myself, when they come to me asking how they should view me and respond (which is what everyone does by default at a subconscious level when they encounter someone else), I am telling them basically, "respond to me as if I am all that, because I believe it and you should too".

Ric...it was a joke.

With that negative attitude, then you may be right. Give it a shot, mate.

Look at me, I'm skeptical, but I'm still giving the program a chance. If I don't, I don't think I'm skeptical anymore, I think then it goes beyond that and goes into "hater" territory. As then you aren't giving things a chance before shutting it down. I'm trying to keep my viewpoint, objective and fair, I think that's the healthiest and most productive way forward.

If you develop yourself, then you can get a higher quality of woman than you'd have otherwise. Think of it that way.

Quote:That'd be hilarious if this was the most epic troll ever, the secret goal phrasing making us attract all the "matures". Oh man, that's funny.

"I attract all the grandmas with walking frames, dentures and who smell like patchoule within a 50 mile raidius".

I had to have a laugh RTBoss at your post, but only because it's not happening to me. If it happened to me i'd be freaked out too.

(08-21-2016, 06:06 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]

Quote:That'd be hilarious if this was the most epic troll ever, the secret goal phrasing making us attract all the "matures". Oh man, that's funny.

"I attract all the grandmas with walking frames, dentures and who smell like patchoule within a 50 mile raidius".

I had to have a laugh RTBoss at your post, but only because it's not happening to me. If it happened to me i'd be freaked out too.

Lol, I've known this lady since high school! Her son was in my wedding! He'd fucking DIE if he saw what was going on. Anyway, I can handle it. I just think about the sexiest hotties I've ever seen and try to put myself in their shoes. Men of all colors, ages, shapes...all making comments, trying to grope, etc. Such is the price.

Before subliminals grandmas and underaged girls used to hit on me all the time I got used to ignoring it, its cute to watch sometimes. I dont think its a big deal if we attract females outside the goal phrasing just ignore it. Generating an irresistible sexy aura comes at a price like hunger and horny grandmas so what lol. "With great power comes great responsibility" - *In my uncle Ben voice*. We all want that celebrity Brad Pitt vibes im sure he got some grannies trying to give up the couchie to him lmao

I found this for you man, you might need it.

7 loops TS at volume 12 on my Note 5 with sleep phones.

Woke up dead-tired. Having coffee now, and starting to feel a tinge of hunger. Had some noc-wood and a few dreams last night, but can't say the dreams were that sexual.

We have new neighbors as of a few weeks ago, and we went to introduce ourselves yesterday. They're newlyweds, plan on having kids, and he's a nerdy Star Wars lover like me. He even has a Darth Vader and Stormtroooper sticker on his car's windshield to prove it. She's actually pretty good looking. More importantly, she has some nice jugs and the house they bought has a pool. So when I'm on my deck out back, I have a direct-line-of-sight. I think it's interesting that the first time she met me, I had two loops of 2.3 under my belt. She's the "male" energy of the two of them, so she tried to keep her composure. Still, subjectively, I felt some attraction from her. How's that for a challenge? You get married, buy your first house, and next step - having a baby - comes with a DILF next door! This situation might add some interesting testing opportunities. Well, to the extent they can be had, anyway...

Glad i read RT Bosses report before embarking on this. I have got an early start over the next few days might delay starting until the weekend as I cant afford to not be alert on the job. The tiredness might make me fall asleep.

(08-22-2016, 08:26 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]Glad i read RT Bosses report before embarking on this. I have got an early start over the next few days might delay starting until the weekend as I cant afford to not be alert on the job. The tiredness might make me fall asleep.

If you don't rely on caffeine to kickstart your engine, yes, it's a very real possibility you'd be the walking dead at work. I did not have these issues running only 2 loops yesterday. Perhaps that would be better for you.

My comment was slightly tongue in cheek, I'm not that cynical

I wanted to point out this post from Ben in another thread:

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7845-p...#pid128125

(08-21-2016, 08:49 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Yep.. that's one of the bigger issues i've faced personally. I'm seeing evidence of E2 clearing that out and i'm taking more actions in that way but I can say i'm not fully cleared enough to warrant DMSI for example.

My one night after doing V1 was awesome as well as the pole dancer woman in the gym chatting to me and showing me photos of her pole dancing though she was married and the stuff I had happen doing security.

2.1 also was a pretty good night the first night I used it and did security. But that's my pattern, when I first use a program I see a glimpse of the awesome results of what is possible then fear and such comes up strongly and blocks that. And that makes the result inconsistent.

Fear has pretty much kept me indoors all day. Beautiful day here, but I used "It's too windy," of all things, as an excuse to not leave the house.

It's strange how subconscious fear can run you like that. It's not even a conscious feeling of terror. I feel a little anxious today, but nothing crazy. I just have this internal insistence to stay home. Though the day is not yet done, I am supposed to grill burgers for dinner tonight and I don't need anything from the store. I don't think I'll be making it out at all today.

Would I overcome that if the OGSF, etc. modules were in play? I don't know.

I do know this - regardless of whether they are present or not, I have a feeling that as long as I just continue to be persistent with running the subliminal, I will eventually be forced to face whatever it is that seems to be blocking me and overcome it.

7 loops US -33 dB

Woke up tired again.

Had a blood test, place was dead. Last year women were everywhere, I had a time this year that got me through fast, but nothing else. Not a good (subliminal) testing situation.

Went to Panera for breakfast after. Old-foagie-city. It was like Florida in there. A few old men approached and interacted with my son, and my wife, though when I paid attention they held my gaze (rather than my wife's).

Two women behind the counter, middle-aged and large, stared at me for about 3 minutes. One of them fanned herself like she was standing in a California wildfire.

Took a 2.5 hr nap this afternoon. Had a lot of hunger, ate a lot. Felt great after. Little-to-no-heat (until now as I type this, whilst drinking a beer).

Had to run an errand to Wally World (Walmart for you folks across the pond). We're stocking up on supplies for our upcoming fishing trip this weekend into next week.

One cutie runs into me in the storage bin aisle. Bet she was getting something for college. It was like I was a ghost. I smiled at her, said, "Hi," and nothing from her. At all.

Dud day. And to make things worse, the lady from the picture on Sunday is coming for her 2nd session this week in...well, she'll be here anytime. I find myself having a beer on Tuesday nights before she comes over quite often. "Better to ignore you with, my dear!"

Anyway, hopefully better results will ensue from here on.

EDIT: Client commented on my tan. Less sexual body language, thank goodness.

(08-23-2016, 03:59 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]7 loops US -33 dB

Woke up tired again.

Had a blood test, place was dead. Last year women were everywhere, I had a time this year that got me through fast, but nothing else. Not a good (subliminal) testing situation.

Went to Panera for breakfast after. Old-foagie-city. It was like Florida in there. A few old men approached and interacted with my son, and my wife, though when I paid attention they held my gaze (rather than my wife's).

Two women behind the counter, middle-aged and large, stared at me for about 3 minutes. One of them fanned herself like she was standing in a California wildfire.

Took a 2.5 hr nap this afternoon. Had a lot of hunger, ate a lot. Felt great after. Little-to-no-heat (until now as I type this, whilst drinking a beer).

Had to run an errand to Wally World (Walmart for you folks across the pond). We're stocking up on supplies for our upcoming fishing trip this weekend into next week.

One cutie runs into me in the storage bin aisle. Bet she was getting something for college. It was like I was a ghost. I smiled at her, said, "Hi," and nothing from her. At all.

Dud day. And to make things worse, the lady from the picture on Sunday is coming for her 2nd session this week in...well, she'll be here anytime. I find myself having a beer on Tuesday nights before she comes over quite often. "Better to ignore you with, my dear!"

Anyway, hopefully better results will ensue from here on.

EDIT: Client commented on my tan. Less sexual body language, thank goodness.

Is it me or the resistance real heavy with V2.3. I have been angry but very calm. I have been having dreams that are very dramatic and I felt at ease when I awoke. I will continue this for a few months. I am at a point in my life where I am ready to face my fears and past hurts. Whats say you RT?