Subliminal Talk

(07-29-2016, 10:21 AM)Objectivist Wrote: [ -> ]What do you mean by ghostly? Were the results of AM6 not permenate?

Imperceiptable to others, it's like I didn't run anything, there a little or not at all.

(07-29-2016, 08:22 PM)Darkness Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-29-2016, 10:21 AM)Objectivist Wrote: [ -> ]What do you mean by ghostly? Were the results of AM6 not permenate?

Imperceiptable to others, it's like I didn't run anything, there a little or not at all.

How long do you think the results of am6 lasted and did you ever run the refresher?

(07-29-2016, 10:21 PM)bits Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-29-2016, 08:22 PM)Darkness Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-29-2016, 10:21 AM)Objectivist Wrote: [ -> ]What do you mean by ghostly? Were the results of AM6 not permenate?

Imperceiptable to others, it's like I didn't run anything, there a little or not at all.

How long do you think the results of am6 lasted and did you ever run the refresher?

The 1st AM6 run I didn't use refresher, the 2nd the refresher was used for 30days.

Based on sales numbers and refunds, I'd say that's very inaccurate.

Where did you go buddy?

@ BigBawse I'm still here, man, haha !

DAY lX

I feel above even-keel, I have refrain from masterbating because I just want poosy coasting on my cock. It feels pointless to do so. Porn I have also refrained from, because I want those disgusting thing to happen to me. I've been doing my 100 punches , trying to build consistency . I'm getting called Mister idk why. I'm lustier every time I see a girl I think about her sucking me. My music has changed to darker seductive rock . I think about hurting girls and then drinking the blood from a busted lip I caused. I found this book to control your body and your own mind . I want to exude overwhelmingly dominating willpower.

I socialize now and I do so better . I'm going to the gym, thought about using test.
Looking for avenues to make more money and work far less. I hate the owner of my place of work.
I insulted a coworker.

I'm attempting to remain as relaxed as possible, by stretching my psoas muscle.

Interesting about the psoas, you ever tried TRE? (Trauma Release Exercises). It helps release tension from the psoas, apparently trauma causes it to tighten chronically. Though not sure how it'd go with AM as it may 'soften' you a bit if that makes sense contrary to what AM is doing initially.

(08-03-2016, 12:21 AM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Interesting about the psoas, you ever tried TRE? (Trauma Release Exercises). It helps release tension from the psoas, apparently trauma causes it to tighten chronically. Though not sure how it'd go with AM as it may 'soften' you a bit if that makes sense contrary to what AM is doing initially.

Super late response, I don't think it should bc it's like doing lunges.

DAY XXl

I have severe need for attention. I have angry lately, and it gets worse when people do passive aggressive jokes and think their funny . Also this dude has been talking shit about my hair and since I have black features he proceeded to do so after a 2nd time. So I fucking checked him and proceeded to say he didn't bc he was talking about his wig bc he's cross dresser. There's been little glimpses here and there of mild attraction from girls.

I want just violently change in an absolute and permanent fashion.
I have not jerked. My days at work have been thankfully harmonious.

I also been doing eye strengthing excercises to have piercing eyes and dense concentration. I also use the master key system it's a book aiding in actually mastering oneself and our ambient . I'm feeling WAY more power hungry, rasputin has been calling my interest .
Also I am taking 3,120 mg of fish oil before bed and I wake up with mental clarity and no grogginess.

LMAO! Where the hell u work when u got crossdressers for coworkers?!?

I'm loving this guy. What kind of exercises are you doing because I did not understand it earlier.

(08-17-2016, 12:54 AM)Jason Capital Wrote: [ -> ]I'm loving this guy. What kind of exercises are you doing because I did not understand it earlier.

The excercise for concentration is called trataka. Draw a black dime sized dot on a square white paper and what I do is stand an arm and half away and as I look at the dot , I change the focus of my eyes to make the dot as small as possible.

Then I got to the mirror and do the same ocular muscle action as I look into my eyes.

Pierce down into the and notice it's checking people's heart .

The excercise for self control is to secure control over your physical body

The second for self control is to stop your thinking.

When you gaze into the eyes , the focus is parallel to the ground. Look into the eyes and down into their depths . Checking their heart= to see if their good or bad person.

Stopping thoughts I'm trying to be as present as possible for as long as I can so the my mind can't think a thought.

DAY XXVlll

Had a dream that I was smoking pot with Kate moss, while she was genuinely encouraging to continue build myself she was using her pxxxy juice to keep the joint from unraveling whilst I was fingering her ass.

Thinking about going back to art and boxing.

I feel alright, I have been thinking about how I can be more comfortable with myself.

STG:01
DAY:llVXL

I had to restart AM5 due to oversight, that led to downloading stage 1 and 2 onto my MP3 player. I didn't take a break to restart. The effect of the mistake has made my mind more chaotic that I have to meditate to level out. Intensely cold anger episodes, I have been drawn to pretty gothic girls, I've been out of commission since Labor Day bc of injury. I notice that on AM I seem to get acting offers, the only detractor, on AM I am not as sincere. I don't feel as confident to be frank. My sleep has me taking ALCAR & Choline which helps me. I've contemplating my life as is. Passive income is needed.

In another vein, I still have anxiety popping up which I hate. It has me considering WM bc it's annoying as fuck. My sub plan was to run SM3(64 dayperstage) again, just to see how purity strengthens it's expression. I'm feel unheard so I've had to speak in short punctuating phrases.

I'm gonna experiment using AM6 stage 3 only for six months. As I notice that girls tend to say I'm hot or that I have a player vibe. And then AM6 stage 7 to compare.

Does anyone know any pheromones that kill anxiety and enhance sociability ?

Random things: a girl gave me a piggy back ride to a bar we were going to. Her friend started talking about labias and then the girl gave me a piggy back ride said jokingly that guys tend to hit her up after she gives them a piggy back ride, I retorted asking if that was a warning shot? To which both laughed.
Then found out they were feminist, I told them I wasn't even if I had daughter. Fast forward, the piggy ride girl says I should be a feminist. I'd get laid more. I told her no I'm not gonna lie just to f...., upon our departure she says that she would live in a world if non feminist men were like me and then hugged & kissed my cheek and offered me a ride home or piggy back.


My voice has greater emotional certainty and depth but it fluctuates idk why?