Subliminal Talk

Good luck. I started it yesterday myself.

(06-09-2016, 10:37 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah I did lower the sound a bit. I saw people mentioning the app Frequensee to measure the sound. How loud should it be according to that app, does anyone know?

I'm pretty sure it is -60.

(06-09-2016, 09:53 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-09-2016, 10:37 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah I did lower the sound a bit. I saw people mentioning the app Frequensee to measure the sound. How loud should it be according to that app, does anyone know?

I'm pretty sure it is -60.

Yeah when I measured the sound from my speakers with the Frequensee app it shows around -60

Day 12.

Feeling so irritated by absolutely EVERYTHING today. I am planning on going to my friend`s house tonight to watch a movie together. Friend:"What movie do you want to watch?" Me: "Whatever. Download anything you want." What I really wanted to say: "I fuc***** don`t care. Why do I have to decide about everything?!"

Also, before I was chatting with my friends on whatsapp to decide which apartment we are gonna book cause we are going on a holiday in August. One of the friends suggested top 3 apartments and told us to choose one of those 3 or to keep looking. I then checked out those 3 and suggested 3 more apartments. But she kept going back to one that she liked...and just the whole chat was not effective. So then I said "ok, just book that 1st one you like cause this democracy thing clearly is not taking us anywhere". Like everyone else were afraid to say "ok, let`s stop looking and just book that one". Whereas I wanted to scream at her cause I just lost 2 hours of my life checking out apartments for nothing

So...yes, I am feeling irritated by the little things today.

(06-11-2016, 08:36 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Day 12.

Feeling so irritated by absolutely EVERYTHING today. I am planning on going to my friend`s house tonight to watch a movie together. Friend:"What movie do you want to watch?" Me: "Whatever. Download anything you want." What I really wanted to say: "I fuc***** don`t care. Why do I have to decide about everything?!"

Also, before I was chatting with my friends on whatsapp to decide which apartment we are gonna book cause we are going on a holiday in August. One of the friends suggested top 3 apartments and told us to choose one of those 3 or to keep looking. I then checked out those 3 and suggested 3 more apartments. But she kept going back to one that she liked...and just the whole chat was not effective. So then I said "ok, just book that 1st one you like cause this democracy thing clearly is not taking us anywhere". Like everyone else were afraid to say "ok, let`s stop looking and just book that one". Whereas I wanted to scream at her cause I just lost 2 hours of my life checking out apartments for nothing

So...yes, I am feeling irritated by the little things today.

You may want to run EHPRA 2.0 in the background for your friends.
Without their knowledge and observe what happens...

(06-11-2016, 08:40 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:36 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Day 12.

Feeling so irritated by absolutely EVERYTHING today. I am planning on going to my friend`s house tonight to watch a movie together. Friend:"What movie do you want to watch?" Me: "Whatever. Download anything you want." What I really wanted to say: "I fuc***** don`t care. Why do I have to decide about everything?!"

Also, before I was chatting with my friends on whatsapp to decide which apartment we are gonna book cause we are going on a holiday in August. One of the friends suggested top 3 apartments and told us to choose one of those 3 or to keep looking. I then checked out those 3 and suggested 3 more apartments. But she kept going back to one that she liked...and just the whole chat was not effective. So then I said "ok, just book that 1st one you like cause this democracy thing clearly is not taking us anywhere". Like everyone else were afraid to say "ok, let`s stop looking and just book that one". Whereas I wanted to scream at her cause I just lost 2 hours of my life checking out apartments for nothing

So...yes, I am feeling irritated by the little things today.

You may want to run EHPRA 2.0 in the background for your friends.
Without their knowledge and observe what happens...

LOL everybody needs EHPRA in their lives or something like AOSI, to freak them out

(06-11-2016, 08:50 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:40 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:36 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Day 12.

Feeling so irritated by absolutely EVERYTHING today. I am planning on going to my friend`s house tonight to watch a movie together. Friend:"What movie do you want to watch?" Me: "Whatever. Download anything you want." What I really wanted to say: "I fuc***** don`t care. Why do I have to decide about everything?!"

Also, before I was chatting with my friends on whatsapp to decide which apartment we are gonna book cause we are going on a holiday in August. One of the friends suggested top 3 apartments and told us to choose one of those 3 or to keep looking. I then checked out those 3 and suggested 3 more apartments. But she kept going back to one that she liked...and just the whole chat was not effective. So then I said "ok, just book that 1st one you like cause this democracy thing clearly is not taking us anywhere". Like everyone else were afraid to say "ok, let`s stop looking and just book that one". Whereas I wanted to scream at her cause I just lost 2 hours of my life checking out apartments for nothing

So...yes, I am feeling irritated by the little things today.

You may want to run EHPRA 2.0 in the background for your friends.
Without their knowledge and observe what happens...

LOL everybody needs EHPRA in their lives or something like AOSI, to freak them out

...what kind of a holiday are you going on? An apartment full of sexually primed women sounds like quite a holiday!

(06-11-2016, 09:45 AM)Nox Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:50 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:40 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:36 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Day 12.

Feeling so irritated by absolutely EVERYTHING today. I am planning on going to my friend`s house tonight to watch a movie together. Friend:"What movie do you want to watch?" Me: "Whatever. Download anything you want." What I really wanted to say: "I fuc***** don`t care. Why do I have to decide about everything?!"

Also, before I was chatting with my friends on whatsapp to decide which apartment we are gonna book cause we are going on a holiday in August. One of the friends suggested top 3 apartments and told us to choose one of those 3 or to keep looking. I then checked out those 3 and suggested 3 more apartments. But she kept going back to one that she liked...and just the whole chat was not effective. So then I said "ok, just book that 1st one you like cause this democracy thing clearly is not taking us anywhere". Like everyone else were afraid to say "ok, let`s stop looking and just book that one". Whereas I wanted to scream at her cause I just lost 2 hours of my life checking out apartments for nothing

So...yes, I am feeling irritated by the little things today.

You may want to run EHPRA 2.0 in the background for your friends.
Without their knowledge and observe what happens...

LOL everybody needs EHPRA in their lives or something like AOSI, to freak them out

...what kind of a holiday are you going on? An apartment full of sexually primed women sounds like quite a holiday!

Haha I don`t know...a normal holiday? Sorry to disappoint you but it will just be relaxing on the beach during day and little dancing during night for 6 days

(06-11-2016, 09:56 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 09:45 AM)Nox Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:50 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:40 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:36 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Day 12.

Feeling so irritated by absolutely EVERYTHING today. I am planning on going to my friend`s house tonight to watch a movie together. Friend:"What movie do you want to watch?" Me: "Whatever. Download anything you want." What I really wanted to say: "I fuc***** don`t care. Why do I have to decide about everything?!"

Also, before I was chatting with my friends on whatsapp to decide which apartment we are gonna book cause we are going on a holiday in August. One of the friends suggested top 3 apartments and told us to choose one of those 3 or to keep looking. I then checked out those 3 and suggested 3 more apartments. But she kept going back to one that she liked...and just the whole chat was not effective. So then I said "ok, just book that 1st one you like cause this democracy thing clearly is not taking us anywhere". Like everyone else were afraid to say "ok, let`s stop looking and just book that one". Whereas I wanted to scream at her cause I just lost 2 hours of my life checking out apartments for nothing

So...yes, I am feeling irritated by the little things today.

You may want to run EHPRA 2.0 in the background for your friends.
Without their knowledge and observe what happens...

LOL everybody needs EHPRA in their lives or something like AOSI, to freak them out

...what kind of a holiday are you going on? An apartment full of sexually primed women sounds like quite a holiday!

Haha I don`t know...a normal holiday? Sorry to disappoint you but it will just be relaxing on the beach during day and little dancing during night for 6 days

I know I need a holiday thats for sure lol So if you have room for another, let me know, and I love making decisions lol

Since you're running E2 then I'm sure the frustration you felt would have been just being a human being. E2 apparently is supposed to work without causing you must angst and resistance so therefore its likely either its not got to work fully yet or you were just irritable today .

(06-11-2016, 10:01 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 09:56 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 09:45 AM)Nox Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:50 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:40 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ]You may want to run EHPRA 2.0 in the background for your friends.
Without their knowledge and observe what happens...

LOL everybody needs EHPRA in their lives or something like AOSI, to freak them out

...what kind of a holiday are you going on? An apartment full of sexually primed women sounds like quite a holiday!

Haha I don`t know...a normal holiday? Sorry to disappoint you but it will just be relaxing on the beach during day and little dancing during night for 6 days

I know I need a holiday thats for sure lol So if you have room for another, let me know, and I love making decisions lol

Since you're running E2 then I'm sure the frustration you felt would have been just being a human being. E2 apparently is supposed to work without causing you must angst and resistance so therefore its likely either its not got to work fully yet or you were just irritable today .

Sorry no boys allowed I suspect it may have had something to do wit E2 since I can`t remember the last time I was so easily irritable as today.

(06-11-2016, 10:14 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 10:01 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 09:56 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 09:45 AM)Nox Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 08:50 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]LOL everybody needs EHPRA in their lives or something like AOSI, to freak them out

...what kind of a holiday are you going on? An apartment full of sexually primed women sounds like quite a holiday!

Haha I don`t know...a normal holiday? Sorry to disappoint you but it will just be relaxing on the beach during day and little dancing during night for 6 days

I know I need a holiday thats for sure lol So if you have room for another, let me know, and I love making decisions lol

Since you're running E2 then I'm sure the frustration you felt would have been just being a human being. E2 apparently is supposed to work without causing you must angst and resistance so therefore its likely either its not got to work fully yet or you were just irritable today .

Sorry no boys allowed I suspect it may have had something to do wit E2 since I can`t remember the last time I was so easily irritable as today.

Thats ok, I agree no boys...im a Man ahem

Oh ok well I'm surprised E2 would have you react that way, I thought it wasn't supposed to.

(06-11-2016, 11:01 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 10:14 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 10:01 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 09:56 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-11-2016, 09:45 AM)Nox Wrote: [ -> ]...what kind of a holiday are you going on? An apartment full of sexually primed women sounds like quite a holiday!

Haha I don`t know...a normal holiday? Sorry to disappoint you but it will just be relaxing on the beach during day and little dancing during night for 6 days

I know I need a holiday thats for sure lol So if you have room for another, let me know, and I love making decisions lol

Since you're running E2 then I'm sure the frustration you felt would have been just being a human being. E2 apparently is supposed to work without causing you must angst and resistance so therefore its likely either its not got to work fully yet or you were just irritable today .

Sorry no boys allowed I suspect it may have had something to do wit E2 since I can`t remember the last time I was so easily irritable as today.

Thats ok, I agree no boys...im a Man ahem

Oh ok well I'm surprised E2 would have you react that way, I thought it wasn't supposed to.

"The naturalizer" in E2 allows the change as easy as possible but that doesn`t mean you won`t feel discomfort sometimes. If you read other people`s diaries on E2 you will see it`s not all sunshine and rainbows all the time.

Day 14

A couple of days ago I had everything-irritates-me day. Today I am not irritated by everything but when I do get irritated, it`s relatively short but very strong. It happened 2 times today. I just wanted to throw people out the window.
Don`t worry, I didn`t

(06-13-2016, 07:46 AM)cataleya Wrote: [ -> ]Day 14

A couple of days ago I had everything-irritates-me day. Today I am not irritated by everything but when I do get irritated, it`s relatively short but very strong. It happened 2 times today. I just wanted to throw people out the window.
Don`t worry, I didn`t

Been there a few times, I go from chill to Red hot and want to kill someone in a split second - for quite menial things too. Always manged to control it though.