(01-14-2016, 09:45 PM)FrostedFake Wrote: [ -> ]Stage two is like floating on a soft cloud for me so far. Instead of it sucking and me thinking "its okay, this will all pay off in the end" I'm thinking "**** yeah suckers, this ***** rocks".
Stage one was kind of half and half if I remember correctly, which I most assuredly won't because of the naturalizer.
I'd say my results so far internally are awesome. I'm noticing sometimes things I take for granted because the naturalizer is sneaky.
Externals I personally would say are okay. But mentioning a lot of it through text would sound lame. I mostly notice differences in the way females treat me. I don't expect some girl to just hop on my dick...yet. Its not even stage 5, the stage where everybody gets laid...*cries into pillow*
I envy you right now lol. Though I'm getting more confident and assertive with women, it feels so forced like its artificial.
Today was another tough day but I managed. So today for my college class I ended up with an attractive girl in my group and even though we talked, it felt kinda off like I wasn't used to it. I was assertive and engaged everyone ( me, her and another girl). Though things weren't so hot. I was still awkward in my mind and I wasn't comfortable but I can feel myself getting confident every day but sometimes that is over seen by anxiety and insecurities. I'm getting to hate this stage even more than am6 all together
I'm subbing to this thread. I also plan to do WM2 after finishing AM6, so keen to see where this goes.
So I ended up reducing hours because I found I was getting dizzy and my mind was very tired like beyond anything. There have been times where I could be walking and I would get so dizzy, the funny thing is I've never felt like this even before woman magnet when I was running Am6. I guess it shows that the program is working so let's get to the good stuff.
So I've noticed I'm more relaxed and more comfortable. I've found that in online I'm chatting up women left and right and I'm getting likes from some of the most beautiful women ever. I've never had success like this before WM . I haven't changed my pics or anything just my attitude towards women. It's not big or anything but it's a start. I've been talking with a lot of girls online and a few off line. The ones online I found are easy to escalate with, I have 2 of them that are serious and could potentially meet up. I'll just have to see and wait how things develop. This is only the first stage.
I've also had some bad ass dreams that didn't involve women but facing fears and being a hero. Taking on zombies with style lol.
Still more to come, I'll just have to wait and see how things unfold
I will be keeping a close eye on your journal. The internal commentary is clear and honest.
I've been snowed in because where I live we got a huge blizzard so I couldn't go out as much but I was online. So last night something crazy Haagen, I was just sending messages to random girls and I think I struck a horny nerve with one woman. She was a26 yr old, not attractive but had big boobs and big butt. I wasn't really attracted to her but she was attracted to me so much that she told me to come fuck her in the middle of the night. The only problem was it was in the middle of the night like 3am , I had to drive pretty far so I told her I'd make plans for her but still she insisted that I come today lol. I only wish she was attractive to me. I mean she wasn't bad looking just not attractive. I was shocked at how not needy I was but how needy she was that's a first. I only wish she was attractive at least so I couldn't enjoy fucking her
(01-30-2016, 09:32 AM)Alpha Male mo Wrote: [ -> ]I've been snowed in because where I live we got a huge blizzard so I couldn't go out as much but I was online. So last night something crazy Haagen, I was just sending messages to random girls and I think I struck a horny nerve with one woman. She was a26 yr old, not attractive but had big boobs and big butt. I wasn't really attracted to her but she was attracted to me so much that she told me to come **** her in the middle of the night. The only problem was it was in the middle of the night like 3am , I had to drive pretty far so I told her I'd make plans for her but still she insisted that I come today lol. I only wish she was attractive to me. I mean she wasn't bad looking just not attractive. I was shocked at how not needy I was but how needy she was that's a first. I only wish she was attractive at least so I couldn't enjoy ***** her
Great change in stature! Amazing to be on the other side finally, huh?
I remember when I first hit that point. A super hot girl I've known for awhile, has come onto me a few times now, I wanted her a lot when we first met. But, over time, doing subs, some stuff I saw as red flags made me question whether she's girlfriend material, and even my attraction for her in some ways. She wants me sexually, but I've decided to err on the side of caution for the FIRST time in my life with a super hot girl that openly wants me sexually. I never thought I'd be in a position where *I* was the one backing off a real hot girl from having sex with me. Especially, when I'm a virgin with ZERO sexual/dating experience, I've ALWAYS been the overeager, thirsty one with unrequited feelings. And I'd disregard any red flags just because of massive desperation to finally have a hot girl for the first time in my life.
MASSIVE shift in power.
It's a sign of good things to come too. Congrats for reaching this point. It's a huge step...
Thanks and I have felt a big shift but now where near I need to be. Like I've noticed a lot of looks from women and I'm way relaxed on this stage then I was in all of Am6 both rounds but there's still a lot of insecurities popping up. It's crazy because it's like I move 1 step forward and then move 3 steps backs. Its frustrating because I know where I can be and where I need to be but I can't yet get there at least not on this stage.l have noticed a girl in my class that's showing me a lot of interest too and she is kinda attractive too.
I started stage 2 on the 9th of February and till now I've seen great results unlike Am6 where it took very long to see anything.
For one I've had people holding doors, girls checking me out but like a very few girls. People being super friendly to me etc. but what I noticed is an attraction a girl in my class has for me and I'm not really concerned with trying to get her to myself lol.
I've noticed some little things that she does for me and some may think we are couples but we hardly talk. I feel like she wants me to make a move and make her my GF but I don't what to rush and appear desperate. Plus Valentine's Day is coming up and I'll plan to wait and if she's still attracted to me after then I might make a move.
But the attraction is so obvious, her body language and everything. For ex. In class we sit in a lab setting so sitting forwards is the only way to sit. So I notice her sitting so uncomfortably with her legs pointed to me while I sat adjacent to her. Lol
Plus sometimes when I'm struggling with something she comes out of nowhere and helps me with whatever I'm struggling with without me asking or even looking at her. Sometimes she comes and stands next to me when she could be sitting down which is easier because you get tired quickly while standing.
Anyways I feel like increasing my hours back to 14 but the reason I decreased my hrs was because I would get so tired mentally and physically. Online attraction is even better but I don't really count it since its online and people tend to act differently in person
So these last few weeks of stage 2 have been kinda of a bummer. I've felt nothing and actually worse then I was before. Everything seems to be falling apart. For ex. One day I'd be so cool and collected, talking to girls and all then the next I just feel like shit. It's like running Am6 was nothing though I feel like I could be worse.
I'm actually more horny and I just want to f--- all the beautiful women but I feel like I've hit a brick wall and I have to decide what I must do. Part of me just wants to run thru the brick wall but another part of me is think "this is gonna f---hurt". I wanted to use pheromones but I wasn't sure if it would interfere with the program. Anyways I'm still hopeful because woman magnet is suppose to kick you're ass kinda like a boot camp for you're mind. I'm a little depressed but more angry that I still have insecurities deep inside that keep popping up, I thought they were dealt with by Am6. Anyways it's very frustrating but it's worth it.
Quick update:
The good, the bad and the fucking awful
Good: so my weekday ended on a good note. So for our medical class we had to test out our breathing with tethescopes and it was fun because my partner(who's a fairly attractive girl) jumped at the opportunity like really quickly. I too got to hear her chest breathe and it was kinda fun considering how willing she seemed, plus she had big boobs lol. Then I receive a nude pic from a girl online who I talked to along time ago. She is drop dead georgeous but she doesn't know it. So it was months since talking to her and so I messaged her not thinking she would reply but she did. She replied with an lol and a pic of her pussy, i didn't even ask lol. The best part is she lives in my city, like few mins away.
The bad: It's been a weird week for me. For starters things could be going great then all of a sudden I feel anxious so I feel like I've put off a lot of girls that have been attracted to me before.
The worse: I feel like how I was during AM6 shaken up to the core. I have been avoiding eye contact half the time. The reason why this stage sucks because my results go from very high to very low very quickly.
I'm halfway thru with stage 2 and I've noticed I'm getting extremely tired but more in my mind.
I'm super horny like all the time, so when I'm online I get sexual with women fast because I want to fck then so often times I end up creeping them out.
But this stage has been one of those stages that brings resistance. It's not like fear resistance but nothing resistance.
I feel like nothing is happening, stage 1 was good but stage 2 kinda feels like it's still on stage 1 but knowing me, it usually takes 28-30 days to see results. I'm only 2 weeks in so I might be rushing it.
But I have noticed women checking me out, one in particular keeps eying me in class a lot and several others. My class is a huge class with more than 30 students so we have a big lecture hall capable of housing 300 people.
Bad: I'm getting more drained in the brain. At times in class I can't concentrate
I was thinking about using the meditation set brainwave from Shannon since I bought it a long time ago and haven't used it. Plus I read a research that brain wave entrainment boosts brain power.
Personality: I feel confident like I can take on anything. I feel like women are just women. They are not trophies or prizes just women. I wish I knew that before AM6 and WM. I'm more focused on filling my life with very very sexy women that will please me or just be my friend.
I know women manifestation isn't until later on in 3rd stage and/or 4th but I feel like it's possible to have an endless stream of women especially with the Internet. I'm already talking to a girl online that's sending me nude pics that lives nearby my house.
I mean it's crazy how changing you're perspective changes everything around you.
I'm still battling old thoughts popping up. Some old patterns appear then disappear. Then appear again then disappear.
Lastly:
I've been getting mixed reaction from girls like for ex. They would be giving me positive body language like one girl sitting with her legs crossed pointing to me while I'm sitting 2 inches away from her then she turns her body completely away from me. It's frustrating and annoying. We talk a lot, she isn't really attractive( the old me would've though she was an 8) but she does have a nice body and is very tall.
Quote:Personality: I feel confident like I can take on anything. I feel like women are just women. They are not trophies or prizes just women. I wish I knew that before AM6 and WM. I'm more focused on filling my life with very very sexy women that will please me or just be my friend.
Awesome, that is a pretty big shift.
So later today I was at my college campus and as I walked passed by 2 girls they got quite looked at me then giggle and then I heard say hey there guy to each other like in a seductive way. I just kept walking because I was late for my ride but it kinda made my day because I've never had girls get shy to say hi to me. Also more and more I've had concidence where I end up with 3 girls that are done what attracted to me. Like I ended up switching groups in my college class and I ended up in the same group as a girl that I found kinda cute. Immediately she introduced me to her friends very fast, she was very open with me. Her other friend was too.
So I'm seeing great change especially with women. I can interact with them more comfortably now and ironically for some reason me and 3 of the girls started talking about being naked and in the wild. But to be fair one girl started the conversation about a show that has people trying to survive in the nude. But it's whatever, naked talk is naked talk. I'm pretty sure one of them was thinking about me being naked lol