(05-02-2015, 04:29 PM)justint27 Wrote: [ -> ] (05-02-2015, 02:07 PM)Clansy Wrote: [ -> ]Ok, seems like its the first journal that I feel I have something to update almost every day. Have a fun story that just happened. Got matched in tinder with a hot 10 (super model, toned body and awesome face) from another city and within 30 minutes of chatting, I believe we exchanged no more than 10-15 messages both sides, she was sending me nude selfies and masturbating to my pictures, basically begging me to send her something more. Funniest thing was that after she came, she suddenly blocked me on facebook. I guess shame and guild hit her hard 
. Well funny story, what can I say. I am happy too, this shows that finally I am starting to get that calibration thing and can express my intentions to women different ways besides saying "Strip, I want to **** you" like I did at the start of the stage. Small steps to victory!
Thats great to hear Clansy. How come you didn't get her # instead of Facebook?
First of all she was from another city so I really didn't care that much, had 2 days without me going overboard, so just wanted to experiment. Another thing is I got her Facebook after telling that she has sexy legs and hips and I want to stalk her a bit more. When we went chating on facebook told her I was a bit disappointed because she didn't had any more hot pictures that showcased her body there. Well that's where fun started.
(04-26-2015, 12:05 PM)Clansy Wrote: [ -> ]Hi guys, so I have finished AM6 with great results and now I am running SM. I am at Stage 1, week 2.
Interesting fact that despite that it's my first run I don't feel absolutely any resistance to SM. Actually I am experiencing to big of the changes that completely decimates me. Even AM6 haven't got my life in such craze to the point that I am considering dropping it. Will list the thing that this stage brought to me:
1) Well can't go a day without masturbating or I became a walking boner and lose my mind sexual craze (could swear would **** anything that moves) and say the things to girls that I regret later on.
2) Sex, sex, sex every conversation with girls go to it and I always over do it by being too pushy. From asking nude selfies from the girl I have JUST chatted up on tinder, to blatantly offering to **** for a girl that liked me in the past and is in town. Now multiply these blunt thing x4-5 times a day, thats my normal day... That's so not me... This thing is that drives me crazy, it's like my mind goes in trance and thing just happen... And they don't end well.
3) Improved alpha body language.
4) A lot of dates, that goes way worse than before. I don't know, seems like I only care about sex, not keeping the small talks, get annoyed by them.
To tell you the truth feeling a bit lost right now, feeling like I am losing myself and becoming a pervert that has no chance with girls.
felt the same way with sm until starting wm
Stage 1, day 26.
Not much in women front, no stares, buts or anything funny, but today I feel more in control and less needy, this makes me feel good. Today, well tonight to be more accurate I woke up at ~4:00 at night and decided to get out of my bed and guess what?? Started to clean my house... Yap, washed all the dishes, sorted out the socks, cleaned garbage and had to actually really consciously force myself not to take vacuum and start vacuuming the house. I am really amazed by this, because I am not one of the cleanest types in house matters (softly said).
(05-09-2015, 07:22 AM)Clansy Wrote: [ -> ]Stage 1, day 26.
Not much in women front, no stares, buts or anything funny, but today I feel more in control and less needy, this makes me feel good. Today, well tonight to be more accurate I woke up at ~4:00 at night and decided to get out of my bed and guess what?? Started to clean my house... Yap, washed all the dishes, sorted out the socks, cleaned garbage and had to actually really consciously force myself not to take vacuum and start vacuuming the house. I am really amazed by this, because I am not one of the cleanest types in house matters (softly said).
"Suggestions to keep your vehicle and living spaces clean and orderly to maximize your chances of successfully having sex with any female who enters them."
Sounds like that's kicking in hard for you, haha. I could use that bigtime to be honest. We'll see if this programming reaches me, I hope I don't resist it lmao! I'm almost 300 hours into stage 1 though, so if it was going to hit, it probably would've by now.
(05-09-2015, 07:45 AM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ] (05-09-2015, 07:22 AM)Clansy Wrote: [ -> ]Stage 1, day 26.
Not much in women front, no stares, buts or anything funny, but today I feel more in control and less needy, this makes me feel good. Today, well tonight to be more accurate I woke up at ~4:00 at night and decided to get out of my bed and guess what?? Started to clean my house... Yap, washed all the dishes, sorted out the socks, cleaned garbage and had to actually really consciously force myself not to take vacuum and start vacuuming the house. I am really amazed by this, because I am not one of the cleanest types in house matters (softly said).
"Suggestions to keep your vehicle and living spaces clean and orderly to maximize your chances of successfully having sex with any female who enters them."
Sounds like that's kicking in hard for you, haha. I could use that bigtime to be honest. We'll see if this programming reaches me, I hope I don't resist it lmao! I'm almost 300 hours into stage 1 though, so if it was going to hit, it probably would've by now.
I believe I am just really noticing it because the contrast with past me is so huge. Nice new point that non-neediness seems to stick, also kinda feel repulsed by porn, not so turned on by it.
Hahaha man that actually sounds like a pretty big change.. because I hate cleaning alltogether let alone getting up at 4am to do it! Awesome
Stage 1 Finished
To the end of the stage lost a lot of needyness. For this reason didn't really pursue any girls. It feels kinda nice to be able just to relax from it all. Socializing became easier and more fun, noticed having small talks with strangers easier. Sexual stamina and drive is up by A LOT. I mean I can't sit down if I don't let go of tension at least 2 times a day!
From more interesting stories could swear one awesome 10 girl at university, that is generally quite shy, not very social and has a boyfriend for ~2 years tried to seductively get close to me while for whatever reason trying to explain one task, that I didn't even ask help with. Normally she doesn't really like me, or any other guy out there, she just likes to keep her distance and generally doesn't start conversations. This is interesting, we will see where the auras will take me further down the road.
How much has your stamina improved?
Nobody has really quantified their improvements in this area on both SM3 and WM2.
(05-21-2015, 06:28 PM)essy Wrote: [ -> ]How much has your stamina improved?
Nobody has really quantified their improvements in this area on both SM3 and WM2.
Well it's not exactly the easiest thing to measure. Things what have happened are strong erection, morning woods, ability to recover after orgasm in a minute or two. Also of course time till cum have improved a little bit, I would say +30%.
Hey Clansy. You must be around half way through stage 2 by now. How are things going?
Yep I am in week 3, recently have been really busy with work, exams and friends so didn't have any time or much desire (need to impress people is totally gone) to update. Will try to keep it short and to the point.
I have became way more easy going, fun, talkative and relaxed. Reminds me kinda of then I did LTU. Neediness is down, its awesome that I simply dont care about girls that much. This evening I have a date with a girl I have been chatting up on facebook for like few months. Most of the time I would just message her once in 2 weeks or so then I have some free time and from being kinda hostile to me, she have warmed up. Have another date with different girl set up at the end of the week. She have messaged me on facebook recently, we have been friends in fb, but never really talked in reality even to we studied in same school, so I guess it's nice to see some manifestations going. The best part is that I don't expect anything from these dates, I see them just as having fun talk for a hour or so, that's it. Another thing I have seen is change in my facial expressions, the pictures I do for myself show immense improvement and I am getting closer and closer to the wild, confident and sexy look some male models have. Well last thing is I am getting huge respect from other new males I meet, it's as if they are trying to get my approval. I practically don't talk about what I have achieved in life and other people seem to be even more impressed by this, somehow they manage to pull everything out themselves about me.
Have been finishing stage 2 and its time for update:
So I have became way more social, happy, outgoing, doing a little bit of small talks with people. The 2 dates I have been in went great, was really not needy and just having great time. It is kinda fun then you are saying good by to a girl after a date and she jumps on you, hugs you with hands and legs and after you try to keep her from falling by grabbing her by her butt, she calls you dirty and slaps your ass. Now both of the girls I was out are out of town, traveling. Actually I had date set up with the jumping one, but it got cancelled because she had sudden offer to go traveling. Taking into consideration that she keeps messaging me I believe eventually we will have another date, there is nowhere to rush, I now kinda enjoy the process of playing hard to get.
In my mean time I have raised my main business revenue by another 20% and as of today I have launched my own blog about business and self improvement that is part of my greater life mission. Tomorrow I am going to meet a friend to talk about another small passive income project that we should launch in about a month. (I know it is sex magnet, but for now when I don't have dates lined up, I can still enjoy working for a bit
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End of stage 3:
Finally I am finishing stage 3 of SM3. It was interesting month, while I don't feel any different or noticed much of positive change during this month biggest thing was that I was spending way more time not in house. Most of the time hanging out somewhere in city with a friend.
Pretty much through out all the month was having ups and downs, didn't feel so well and happy like I did in stage 2. Till the middle of stage 3 I have been going on the dates with one hot girl, but her long-term relationships ex popped up with flowers and apologies. So no luck here. Have met one another girl (one of the most popular girls from one high school) with a friend of a friend in the city and we talked for like 3 minutes, but felt huge connection, even people around started asking whatever we knew each other from before, because in like minutes we were chatting like best friends. Have added her to facebook and later on messaged her. While she is chatting with me when I write, but it looks like she is not too interested in me.
One trend I noticed that in stage 3 people get "bored" or don't want to escalate or chase girls, same thing is happening to me. Had to literally force myself to write to that girl I met. It's not like I am afraid, more like I have "whatever" or "like I care" attitude. While I believe this will work wonders in future it is pretty annoying now, because of this thing have stopped escalating with one girl that was like 7,5 and had a crush on me and pretty much stopped looking for any girls, have even deleted tinder from my phone.
Hmm while writing this post have remembered one funny story. A week back was in concert and one girl (maybe ~6-6,5) literally got in front of me and started to dance, while getting closer and closer to me and trying to grind on me (take in consideration I was getting backwards to avoid her too and she kept pushing on). After a minute I was so annoyed that she is stopping me from enjoying a concert that I literally kicked (more like extended leg my leg with force, would not hurt girls like that) her into the back of the shoe so she would finally understand to get off of me.
(05-21-2015, 06:28 PM)essy Wrote: [ -> ]How much has your stamina improved?
Nobody has really quantified their improvements in this area on both SM3 and WM2.
My last run through of SM was like 2 years ago and that was my 2nd... Since then, even though I could never really cum pur-say during sex before doing SM at all, and mostly before SM the 2nd time... I found myself more able to cum whenever I wanted to and was more present during Sex, feeling more intense pleasure and orgasms. So I could technically not cum if I wanted to or cum if I wanted to...