I don't understand myself some days I am full of inspirations to get things done other days I just wallow in depression and negativity. I am thinking of hiring a dating coach to help me sort out my issues. Cant go on living like this today I feel like going to sleep for the whole day but I am trying hard to go out and talk to people.
(11-27-2014, 02:22 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]I don't understand myself some days I am full of inspirations to get things done other days I just wallow in depression and negativity. I am thinking of hiring a dating coach to help me sort out my issues. Cant go on living like this today I feel like going to sleep for the whole day but I am trying hard to go out and talk to people.
Sounds like AM is doing its thing
Ricardo will see how things go
(11-27-2014, 12:48 PM)Ricardo Wrote: [ -> ] (11-27-2014, 02:22 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]I don't understand myself some days I am full of inspirations to get things done other days I just wallow in depression and negativity. I am thinking of hiring a dating coach to help me sort out my issues. Cant go on living like this today I feel like going to sleep for the whole day but I am trying hard to go out and talk to people.
Sounds like AM is doing its thing
Today I woke up and felt good. I had some wierd dreams about a blonde girl that I do not remember anymore. Then I thought about why those stupid english girls gave their numbers out to me but never answer their texts.
Now I understand why game was developed. Women play games with men now the tables are slowly turning. Men are learning to how to play games with these stupid women. I got irritated again as to why women do this. Maybe its because they are racist especially with the media advocating that dark skinned people are terrorists. I am not a terrorist just a normal guy.
26 days into STAGE 1
Was working out like crazy at the gym whilst listening to AMS on my headphones. Then afterwards rested for a few hours whilst I continued to listen to AMS. When I woke up it was wierd I felt so relaxed and calm. I felt less angry it was strange. I smiled to myself and went out to the city smiling and talking to people on the train. I felt much less anger towards women.
Hit on a few girls. One girl was really bitchy but it didnt seem to bother me. I had a meal at a nearby restaurant and began chatting to the waitress we got into a conversation about where she was from. Lets soo how the next few days go.
Today I woke up feeling like I am the man ;-). I am actually starting to believe in Shannons products. Felt relaxed, calm, much less anger towards women. Its been 3 days so far no masturbation.
I think I was alittle hard on Ben from support and also I have to say I wrote some sarcastic comments to one of Shannons post it really wasn't needed. Guess I just felt angry.
I feel more grounded this morning. Read a few posts on members using AOS which I am considering buying got some great pointers from Fonzy on what might be good for me to buy.
Excellent Thor ! I'm glad you're beginning to feel better. Just keep pushing though, things can only get better now.
Did some research on which dating coaches to hire for 1 to 1 training. My goal is to not to be a gamey PUA who just games women into bed. I want to become a high value man who can convey sexy qualities about myself which are attractive to women. I think Shannon says being an alpha the side effect is attracting quality women.
Booked in with a one to one session with a dating coach. Whose is going to watch my interaction with women and help me iron out any issues I might have. Also going to get some fashion advice.
Its 27 days into stage 1. Feeling alot more relaxed, can think more clearly. I do get small eruptions of anger but I just feel I have more self control. Had a weird dream about seeing someone walking on water then me trying to walk on water wtf ??.
(12-01-2014, 01:30 PM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]Its 27 days into stage 1. Feeling alot more relaxed, can think more clearly. I do get small eruptions of anger but I just feel I have more self control. Had a weird dream about seeing someone walking on water then me trying to walk on water wtf ??.
Water in dreams is a symbol of emotions.
30 days into Stage 1
Feeling alot more relaxed and alot of my anger towards women has subsided. There have been minor eruptions of anger but I am more in self control. Had a dream of someone throwing stones at me. I turned round grabbed the culprit by the scruff of the neck and threw him in the river.
I spent the whole afternoon with my dating coach on a one to one. It was fantastic each approach I did I was given constructive feedback on how I could have done better. At the end of the session we sat down together. My coach went through how to bring out the best aspects of my personality based on what I had been upto throughout my life and how to convey that as an attractive quality to a woman.
My long terms goals are having women, wealth and happiness in my life
Emotions but of what ?
(12-01-2014, 01:38 PM)spiritman Wrote: [ -> ] (12-01-2014, 01:30 PM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]Its 27 days into stage 1. Feeling alot more relaxed, can think more clearly. I do get small eruptions of anger but I just feel I have more self control. Had a weird dream about seeing someone walking on water then me trying to walk on water wtf ??.
Water in dreams is a symbol of emotions.
Day 32 Stage 1
Seemed to be alot more in control of my emotions over the last 2 weeks. Still getting bursts of anger but I now think before I react to a situation. Not masturbated to porn for over a week now. Did have the urge tonight as I have been horny as hell after pushing weights at th gym.
My approaches are alot smoother when approaching women not had any blow outs over the last few days still no lays yet but they will come with time.
Will begin stage 2 tonight.