18 days into stage 1. I got mad with myself today its fucking cold outside. The whole world seemed miserable people ignore you and act like you are nothing. I wanked of to some porn this evening then my lower back hurt after wanking too hard jezuzzz.
I did my legs in the gym today worked out like crazy. Tried to talk to two girls today they said they have boyfriends. Fuck of me thinks go back to your stupid boyfriends hope they cheat on you oneday.
Did 9 hours of listening to stage 1 of AMS. Woke up feeling the usual anger. So much shit in my life.
Some idiot on the forum thinks he is clever coz he can GET free copies of AMS. Hes an ass hole mocking people behind his PC fucking loser. Women are bitches they are no different from whores who want your money. People in my life who I helped used me then fucked off and left me i hate those dick heads. I am going to go and chat to more bitches today.
I noticed on the forum the majority of users are from USA. From what I can see american women are alot more friendlier then english women. English women are cold hearted bitches when you approach them give them a compliment they say thankyou i have a boyfriend and move on. They are so racist i have noticed. Those like Geodude have successful approaches because american women are much kinder and open to being hit on.
(11-22-2014, 10:01 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]I noticed on the forum the majority of users are from USA. From what I can see american women are alot more friendlier then english women. English women are cold hearted bitches when you approach them give them a compliment they say thankyou i have a boyfriend and move on. They are so racist i have noticed. Those like Geodude have successful approaches because american women are much kinder and open to being hit on.
I hit on 4 english bitches today they gave me a stupid boyfriend excuse and smiled then walked away.
Thor, Don't start getting that mindset where you resent women because they don't respond in the way you want. If you're approaching them with these feelings of resentment or frustration they will pick up on it and walk away.
Instead think how after AM and perhaps one of the magnets (if you do one) or another attraction sub, they will be the ones upset at YOU for turning THEM down
Ricardo if I had one nice woman in my life i would be happy and i feel my life would be complete. I hope this sex magnet really works. I am getting old very quickly and age will be my archilles heel.
I had a stupid father who fucked me up mentally when I was growing up. If he had been a normal father I would have been a womanizer and settled down with one nice girl.
I generally think english women are cold hearted bastards. They are racists at school they are taught how the english were a great empire and other nations are lower class. So they go for white guys.
American girls are kinder but now with this ISIS shit and terrorism when they see a dark coloured guy they assume he is a terrorist. I am not a terrorist just a normal guy looking for love. They dont get that they assume shit that is not true.
(11-22-2014, 10:14 AM)Ricardo Wrote: [ -> ]Thor, Don't start getting that mindset where you resent women because they don't respond in the way you want. If you're approaching them with these feelings of resentment or frustration they will pick up on it and walk away.
Instead think how after AM and perhaps one of the magnets (if you do one) or another attraction sub, they will be the ones upset at YOU for turning THEM down
20 days into stage 1. I had a fucked up dream last night I looked into the mirror and my
hair started falling out. This makes no sense as I do not have any hair to start with.
I woke up this morning very bitter and angry at life. Its like someone put a curse on me to never ever find a nice girl.
(11-23-2014, 01:51 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]20 days into stage 1. I had a ***** up dream last night I looked into the mirror and my
hair started falling out. This makes no sense as I do not have any hair to start with.
I woke up this morning very bitter and angry at life. Its like someone put a curse on me to never ever find a nice girl.
Least you've been with girls my friend, I myself am envious of that alone.
Well last year it was a bit of numbers game and I just hit a jackpot and scored bro.
Still I keen to see you become the man you born to be as Hercules once said in this movie.
(11-23-2014, 10:44 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (11-23-2014, 01:51 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]20 days into stage 1. I had a ***** up dream last night I looked into the mirror and my
hair started falling out. This makes no sense as I do not have any hair to start with.
I woke up this morning very bitter and angry at life. Its like someone put a curse on me to never ever find a nice girl.
Least you've been with girls my friend, I myself am envious of that alone.
Spent the afternoon studying some videos on guys hitting on women during the day and in bars and clubs. Went to visit my parents today mother was in tears as she been arguing with my father. Had to absorb alot of negativity which got me down in the dumps.
Fonzy kindly too time to pm me hes great at giving me some moral support. He was saying learn to channel the anger in productive things thats what I intend to do from now on.
Thor, english women, girls as any other females from anywhere in the world with free choice, will always go for the men they want irrespective of race religion or creed. I work in London and I see mixed relationships everyday.
(11-23-2014, 01:47 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]I generally think english women are cold hearted bastards. They are racists at school they are taught how the english were a great empire and other nations are lower class. So they go for white guys.
American girls are kinder but now with this ISIS shit and terrorism when they see a dark coloured guy they assume he is a terrorist. I am not a terrorist just a normal guy looking for love. They dont get that they assume shit that is not true.
Ricardo in my mind I find this hard to believe. They make excuses and say I have a boyfriend or give out their number and never respond back. In my mind I am developing the belief that they are racist and only settle for white men because with this whole threat of terrorism they see brown looking people as terrorists.
In the newspapers when they post photos of terrorists of they are always brown looking. When white English girls see this they learn to hate brown guys. I don't know why I think this its what I feel.
(11-26-2014, 11:05 AM)Ricardo Wrote: [ -> ]Thor, english women, girls as any other females from anywhere in the world with free choice, will always go for the men they want irrespective of race religion or creed. I work in London and I see mixed relationships everyday.
(11-23-2014, 01:47 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]I generally think english women are cold hearted bastards. They are racists at school they are taught how the english were a great empire and other nations are lower class. So they go for white guys.
American girls are kinder but now with this ISIS shit and terrorism when they see a dark coloured guy they assume he is a terrorist. I am not a terrorist just a normal guy looking for love. They dont get that they assume shit that is not true.
Its 3 weeks into stage 1 today I am feeling depressed as hell. I managed to stop masturbating to porn for a few days then it started again. I think back to the bastards who walked all over me.
Life is never like the movies is it. The hero wins and gets the girl and the criminals get locked away.
I got two numbers but of older women I want a younger girl in her mid 20's. I cannot compete with the players in the UK. This country stinks I wished I lived in the USA where people are more polite.
I angry I am going to go out and chat to more girls today.