Most of the guys who were on back then aren't on much anymore. Don't remember the last time I seen Cortez, maybe he's having such a wonderful time wherever he is.
Thanks Rainbow, Wolverines always been my favourite in Xmen.
-Ben
Articles are cool but a good list is even cooler.
5 days away from the end of stage 1 Alpha 5-
1. Things have come back around--feeling very good-and clear
2. Discipline is shooting up more and more-I care about and feel more capable about my life so I'm putting even more effort into it without feeling burdened at all.
3. I mentioned I'm not really working anymore but money is coming from very strange angles-as in I'm getting opportunities for quick bursts of cash all over the place-$150 dollars to ship out a portfolio here-$100 to help the elderly friend take down her curtains etc. Not sure if this has anything to do with Alpha but its cool
4. Feeling more in control of myself and my life
5. I'm caring even less about what people think of me while feeling a stronger need to represent myself powerfully
6. Definitely more internally pissed off about 'stupid, phony, or dickish' behavior-at least what I think they are
7. In Jujitsu I'm more comfortable tapping out higher ranked students-it sounds stupid but I would have trouble letting myself beat them even if I could at moments.
More awesome stuff
I got the inspiration for this post in response to FluffyBunny's recent posting. These are things that have helped me with woman in the night life scene and in general that I want to make a list of as much for myself as anyone else. Now I am by no means a pro-I've had a few one night stands with very attractive woman while sober-and a ton of one night stands after I've had a few drinks in me. I enjoy drinking, fortunately not as much as I used to.
I have the urge to share some concepts that have helped me tremendously. My new years resolution was also to write more and share my voice in a larger sphere. Now keyboard jockeying may not quite be the end goal but these are concepts that have been distilled in the titration of a brain that has both read and seen everything (alot )on the subject of pick up and dating and experienced quite a bit as well. Full Disclosure-I've helped friends find some great girlfriends but I myself know nothing outside of maintaining polarity principles when it comes to LONG term relationships.
I believe that the universe/ our lives are a living hologram and that when you break off a part of a hologram the entirety of it still exists in that one small piece. I.E.
"To make a hologram, the object to be photographed is first bathed in the light of a laser beam. Then a second laser beam is bounced off the reflected light of the first and the resulting interference pattern (the area where the two laser beams commingle) is captured on film.
When the film is developed, it looks like a meaningless swirl of light and dark lines. But as soon as the developed film is illuminated by another laser beam, a three-dimensional image of the original object appears.
The three-dimensionality of such images is not the only remarkable characteristic of holograms. If a hologram of a rose is cut in half and then illuminated by a laser, each half will still be found to contain the entire image of the rose."
By these means I believe the way we do one thing is the way we do everything. (Don't think about that to literally-its more of a concept based on what we are BEING). The moment of doing, that fragment of our lives, whatever it may be, contains the whole of our lives at the same time. Not just metaphorically or in some conceptual way, but in our resonance, our disposition, our attitude, our movement, our voice, our sense of ourselves, our perception, dare I say...even how we are perceived, blah blah blah. etc etc
We can see how this works on a slightly larger scale- Maybe we know how to ace the test or get the goal but we'll never be as good as we can because we lack study and discipline...maybe we get lazy and can't bring ourselves to take better care of ourselves in the house and then don't even realize how harshly we judge ourselves socially or feel like a loser when were out. I've heard and found that on an even more specific level the way we (men) relate to the FEMININE, as in life itself, is they way we relates to everything else in one's life. As lil Wayne, or maybe kid ink, I forget, says "Life's a bitch but I bet I get that bitch wet" This is one reason I think being successful with woman is such an interesting topic-it has the potential to reach into every corner of one's life and change everything.
I'm going to be posting what I have found to be the most impact-full in terms of 'success' with woman and how it has bled over into my character and life in ways much more fulfilling than "pick up". Again I by no means am giving advice, I feel another wave of new experiences with woman coming and an urge to meet that...and this a way for me to further distill my thoughts and get feedback. If anyone is entertained or finds something useful that is fantastic too.
I don't believe in game-I don't believe in inner game or outer game-I believe in what I like to call being Seamless-it means your 'inside' is fucking awesome and it effortlessly or SEAMLESSLY translates to the 'outside' world. So I'm breaking my thoughts on the subject down into sections-forgive stuff if it seems obvious or has been heard before. These are how I perceive these powerful subtleties-my philosophy-that is all. I have broken it down into sections-you can read the points for a quicky or read more on why with the sub points
I'm too tired to finish this long ass post-so I'll post the first section tomorrow
Awesome writing bro! In terms of philosophy this resonates with me 100%. I'm glad you are sharing your thoughts with us.
thanks Spiral
how are you man!?
I'm still catching up on journals
what are you running now?