Was inspired by the writings of other peoples journals so I have decided to write one myself. Alittle bit of a background I am 47 years old very successful at my career but not had much success with women.
During childhood my father put a lot of pressure on me to succeed if I didn't then I was considered a loser. This impacted my self esteem a lot. In my mid 20s and 30's I had women wanting to date me and have sex with me but for some reason I didn't think I was good enough for them or didn't know how to progress things.
In my mid 30s I discovered the pickup community although it kind of helped me to progress to getting dates I still felt deep down I was not worthy of attractive women.
Spent a lot of money on therapy and self improvement which helped a lot but now and again for some reason when I look in the mirror I think I am not such a good looking guy and I keep asking myself why would a woman want to date me.
Downloaded the Absolute confidence maybe this can help me out and possibly the AMS6 when it is released.
Goals
1. To sort out my self esteem
2. At this stage of my life I want to have a long term relationship and children
3. I give up too easily and get frustrated need to beable to overcome this.
Thanks for reading
Noticed that the AMS 5.0 is going for 298 dollars so I have purchased it as we speak I am going to download it. Jezuzzz theres 24 downloads.
Hi Thor, good luck on your journey with AM!
In my view, this part of your story stood out:
(12-28-2013, 02:24 AM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ][...]for some reason when I look in the mirror I think I am not such a good looking guy and I keep asking myself why would a woman want to date me.
I'm sure subs can help with that - more confidence, more sexual power, more masculinity, you name it
Day 1
Ok my first night of listening to stages 1-4 of Ocean Surf, Trickling Stream and Ultrasonic using my headphones. Found it really hard to listen to the Ocean Surf then when the Trickling Stream came on I found it more comfortable to the ears. By the time the Ultrasonic kicked in I think I must have fallen asleep.
Had weird dream that I was attacked by a giant mountain lion. The mountain lion sank its teeth into my leg. I screamed for help but no one came so I picked up a spear and was about to drive the spear into the lions neck when the dream ended.
On awakening this morning didn't feel any different I guess its the first day ;-)
This morning I got a text on whatsapp from a girl I had met in a coffee shop a few days ago. Telling me how she liked me but I shouldn't have tried to kiss her. I responded back telling her I found her attractive and couldn't help myself.
She replied back and said I was too old for her (we have a 20 year age gap she is 20 years old). I replied back and said in that case I shall put you over my knee and spank you hard like her daddy.
She replied back with a smile and asked how I was. I didn't bother replying back as I a lot to sort out this morning with the small business I am currently running.
Quote:Day 1
Ok my first night of listening to stages 1-4 of Ocean Surf, Trickling Stream and Ultrasonic using my headphones. Found it really hard to listen to the Ocean Surf then when the Trickling Stream came on I found it more comfortable to the ears. By the time the Ultrasonic kicked in I think I must have fallen asleep.
I hope I am misunderstanding you, but it sounds like you are using stages 1, 2, 3 and 4 of the program all at once. That would indicate that you did not read the directions. You must use one stage at a time, for 32 days per stage, for a recommended 8+ hours per day. Multiple stages at a time will overload you and produce a jumbled mess. Each stage steps you up to a new level and balances the effects of the previous stage.
You also don't have to use all three tracks. They're all the same subliminal script, presented in a different format, specifically so that you can choose which one or two work best for you.
Shannon I don't think I explained myself clearly in my last post I am using stages 1_4 as in
Alpha_Male_Ver5_Stage1_4g_Masked(Trickling_Stream)
Alpha_Male_Ver5_Stage1_4g_Masked(Ocean)
Alpha_Male_Ver5_Stage1_4g_Masked(Silent)
Was using all three of these but as you said rightly I only need to choose one of the formats that suits me.
Second day
Listened to the Alpha_Male_Ver5_Stage1_4g_Masked(Trickling_Stream) fell asleep and had a dream about making out with a girl I had met. Found this particular one comfortable to listen to at half volume.
Feel alittle more relaxed this morning but that could be due to the fact I took some ZMA before I went to bed last night. Three days before I found myself getting stressed out and looking at porn.
Last two days not had any inclination to look at porn.
Sat with a friend this afternoon relaxing at this café\bar. There was a cute blonde waitress in her mid 20s who my friend claimed kept looking at me. I disregarded what he said then when she came over to my table to take orders she kept asking me where I was from and what I was upto.
I disregarded this as I assume all waitresses are paid to be nice but she kept coming over and making excuses to talk to me. I flirted with her each time she came back. My friend said I should have taken her number as she was obviously interested in me.
Next time I am there will chat to her again and ask her out.
One thing being a photographer has taught me about life is... when opportunity presents itself, grab it like a starving man grabs an unususpecting chicken by the neck. Never do it "next time", because the only thing that stays the same in life is the fact that everything changes. You may not get a next time.
(12-30-2013, 12:24 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Never do it "next time", because the only thing that stays the same in life is the fact that everything changes. You may not get a next time.
Oh, that's so true...
(12-30-2013, 12:24 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]One thing being a photographer has taught me about life is... when opportunity presents itself, grab it like a starving man grabs an unususpecting chicken by the neck. Never do it "next time", because the only thing that stays the same in life is the fact that everything changes. You may not get a next time.
Does AM6 have something specifically to help grab sudden opportunities?
It has scripting in it designed to get you to see, recognize, and act on opportunities, yes.