Subliminal Talk

Inspired by a post @ CorySkyy´s forum I am changing things up a little bit (for enhancing and speeding up my success):

1) Listening to AoS @ night
2) Written affirmations 1nce daily (15 times) on a piece of paper. Affirmations changed to:
a) I am rich, happy and healthy! And so it is!
b) I am a sexy motherfucker!
c) I am a high value male!
d) Women want to fuck me, everywhere I go!
e) Women qualify themselves to ME!
f) I fuck beautiful women everyday!
g) I take what I want!
h) I love women

Having written important exams, I will restart Code of the Natural tomorrow.

Doing Mirror Affirmations once daily w/ above affirmations, especially before going out.

Imagination once a day.

// smash

Just bought Ultra Success and expanded playlist to: Aura of Sexiness, Absolute Confidence and Ultra Success. Supporting them by written affirmations, imaginations and mirror affirmations.

Feeling really confident at the moment, having new women attracted to me everyday. Talked to a girl yesterday, I could kindly feel how nervous she got, while I was standing in front of her and talking to her. Drove through her hair several times, was hardly able to hold eye contact etc.

Have driven another girl home, a buddy of mine telling that I will be next one who is having intimade situations w/ her (despite I didn´t talk a lot to her till now). Her body is really nice, her characteristics doesn´t fit - well, it would fit concerning an association ;-).

I am going to buy Ideal Weight for my mom very soon.

// smash

What a night ... This post is going to be a little longer than past ones, but there was something mysterious / hot happening last night and some dreams I´d like to have advice from you!

Let´s start...

After the fact I was learning all day long with one of my best buddies, we decided to go out at night. He, his girlfriend and me. We went into a bar, I was listening to AoS, ASC and Ultra Success some time during day. Damn, I think ASC works really pretty fast! Ok, let´s go further in story. Inside of me I´ve got the feeling that it will start of "kick in" very soon, as Cory Skyy says "when it clicks and you got IT". Well, we entered the bar and went to smoker´s lounge, where we got the last free seat.

We´ve just been there, chatting, having fun... What I noticed: his gf didn´t really notice my buddy, but was always smiling at me, having fun w/ me, boxing my arm. I would never start anything w/ her, as long as both are together because this one buddy is like a brother to me. Yeah, we just sat there, I drunk a good tasting cold beer and then it happened. Within 3-4 seconds 5 or 6 girls, all of them pretty good looking, especially one, from different groups entered the room, standing and smoking directly in front of us. They were standing there coming one after the other over to use and using our ash-trays as if they wanted to show "hey I am the hottest one of these pussies, talk to ME!" and so on. I´d like to describe this feeling, I felt like a mixture of Brent Smith, Cory Skyy and Hugh Hefner. It was a point when I started, what it could feel to be a real ladiesman. I have to add that my buddy is some kind of ladiesman himself. He had plenty of women, but has different approach strategies than I have... Maybe our energies bundled, but this sequence was really like in a move. When all of them smoked one after the other was leaving, except one blond hottie wearing real short hot pants. She stayed standing at door, showing her tight ass (damn), chatting with her gf about some stupid things but definitely showing her body (I´d like to fuck her right from place).

When she sat back on her chair, she turned her head once again and looked at us. My buddy´s gf got a little angry ;-).

Later that night, we went to my buddy´s house and we (his gf, he & me) were talking about some interesting stuff. I was again center of communication, sitting on a chair in a relaxed pose I wasn´t sitting my entire life. As mentioned in Code of the Natural, one or the utmost difference between a natural and non-natural is his relaxed body posture and language. I was acting like a natural definitely, my buddies wanted to inhale every word, I said. Felt really great, absolutely NO crap was in my head, I was fully there.

What I have to say: I am doing written affirmations as mentioned in an earlier post and I feel that those have big impact on me, too. It was important to change my affirmations to shorter, more aggressive ones.

To my dreams:
I am dreaming a lot about of one of my past gfs. The little whore cheated on me and I wanted to punch this guy´s face as hard as possible. Friends of me were telling me, that we can go and f*ck him up. Point is: this little b*tch cheated on ANY of his past boyfriends, she held a 2 year relationship and cheated no the other guy w/ at least 5 different guys. I was lucky she just cheated once on me after 4 month - she cheated on others w/ different guys after 2 weeks (...) - nfc.

Quintessence: I decided to not punch this gayloard´s face, because I understood that it was SHE. What is strange: I have dreams about her or some guys telling shit to me and I am not reacting.

I am mainly a peaceful person, but if I had enough I got really angry and sometimes punched people (when they went to far).

What will my subconsinous tell me? Should I go out and be more aggressive? How would an alpha (WildFlower, Shannon,...) would have reacted in above situation? I appreciate a short statement.

This is also one of the reasons I am re-starting martial arts, to give some of unreleased aggressions a space to be released without hurting someone really hard or going to jail...

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I think an alpha would just get up and talk to one of the girls, without hesitation. I'm not really there yet because I'm still seeing my results of women approaching me but once you get that insane amount of confidence and warm energy all around you women should start approaching you and talking to you instead of just doing shit around you. I get that way too often.

Nice, smash!
About the next to the last sentences and whatnot...
" Quintessence: I decided to not punch this gayloard´s face, because I understood that it was SHE. What is strange: I have dreams about her or some guys telling ***** to me and I am not reacting."

Since you are approaching this with "abundance" vs. "lack", it doesn't make much difference if she's in your life or not. That may sound like a cold thing to say but with an abundance mindset, dropping "cheaters" / low value people out of your reality isn't a big deal. You will attract those with much higher values to you from here on out.
I find it funny that when some [low value people] try to pull stunts on a high value person, their stunt often backfires and then they get angry. They only hurt themselves when they do that and your toes are tapping as if nothing happened.

I would suspect a real alpha to not punch out the perpetrators face or what have you but instead, just say, "It's been nice knowin' ya", turn, and walk out of their lives. Owned!

Ronatello, thanks for your deep understandings of human behaviour, I think it opened my eyes at the moment.

Without you knowing her, it is exactly what she is: low value people. There wasn´t one aspect in her life, she could just rudimentary hold up w/ me - not once.

I am further up to make best things out of MY life, as usual. Focussing on my weight training again next week and starting some martial art, because it also will develop my mind further.

Good to be here !

// smash

A genuine alpha would understand that it takes two to tango, and just walk away. I know how you feel, wanting to punch his lights out. Been there... many times. I actually have quite a bit of experience with being cheated on. But you know what? "If you want to be with me, you'll act like it." So she didn't really want to be with you. Okay, that's her loss, and since she has just completely disqualified herself as being worth your time, you let her have him. Obviously, he was dumb enough to sex her while she was taken (if he knew). So what she's done is a favor for you: she showed you that she's not good enough for you to care about or spend your time, money or energy on, and she's done it with her actions, which speak louder than words.

Yes, it hurts. But as an alpha, you understand that you are too good for that sort of woman, and simply disconnect, withdraw whatever goodness she got from being your girlfriend, and walk away understanding that she (and probably he too) are not mature or intelligent enough to appreciate what you have to offer. Let them have each other. They got what they deserved: each other.

If she cheats as much as you're saying, she has either serious self esteem/self respect problems, or she may have a mental imbalance of some sort, or even both. There are good women out there who will appreciate you and be faithful. Just walk away. You are better than that.

Thanks for your kind words Shannon. Yes, she cheats that much and has told me that. I said "it´s ok, if you´ve changed" and she agreed. But, as you said: actions speak louder than words.

If I look around, I am surrounded by beautiful associations, so there is no time to worry ;-).

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want to add s.th.: I was walking to a handyshop, while walking towards the shop I´ve seen myself in shop window... Damn, I see myself as I am: a real sexy motherfucker. As said in earlier post, my body is completely relaxed - while walking, while sitting ...

Absolute Self Confidence in combination with AoS really works out.

One new girl messaging me over a friends´ portal, a friend of mine is jealous of me, he thinks his ex gf will go to bed with me.

Despite this beautiful things there are some side effects of feelings coming up, that make me sometimes feel depressed, down, aggressive,... wanting to tell me "you have to be the strongest dude out there, to be a real ladiesman"... what B.S.! Being somehow a protector is true, but I got feeling of "you have to beat xy off..." and such bullshit. I am going on with subliminals to eliminate this uncool feelings once and forever.

// smash

I am perceived different by people. Having been in a bar, some men look at me, like I am a model or superstar. The bartender seeks my aura or wants to be close to me (comes close to me).

Had a real hot dream last night (I thought it was completely real, also after wake up), some aggression within me is coming up. I try to just let it go and continue listening to my subs.

There are more and more women, that pick on me, some of them I´ve known for longer times that now are able to feel my vibe (aura), start to be flirty in my environment. I feel that my imaginations become more real, when I do them. Constantly doing my written affirmations.

Keep doing them smash! It's going to pay off.

I am looking forward to pay off! I keep going!!!

Something is really changing in me. As all my tests finished, I got some free time this weekend. I was really relaxed, had a lot of time to do things I really like. I read some books w/ martial art content. I got the feeling to do something to further improve myself, listening to music from "Prinz Porno" - he has some content w/ spiritual content.

Had some parties w/ friends of mine - without forcing it, I was somehow the center, people come and talk to, have fun with, I heared friends saying "..he is really a great guy..". A friend of mine wanting me to dance close w/ his girlfriend, I declined. Made some new friends, an association telling me, she want to go out with me again.

BUT, and that is somehow "fascinating": I just want to be w/ myself. I don´t feel any force within myself to do anything or forcing anything, i.e. with an assocation, just let life flow. I know my path, but I somehow see the matrix clearer. Hard to describe, but I´ll give my best. I recognize, that anyday is starting and ending (like life is). I feel a better connection to earth. I know anything is good. I receive good things. Knowing that there is a force, you may call it universe that is dictating our lifes, that anything in this world here isn´t real. Listening to music and just chilling. Having feelings from my past, seeing things that didn´t have a good ending, but I say "ok" - I feel situations once again, have a smile on my face, seeing the good in anything and letting it go. Giving things a good spin. Just relax and say YES to life - anything is great as IT is.

That is how I am feeling in the moment - it is imho exactly in the middle of good and bad. It is just relaxed, letting past go and accepting that it is as it is and somehow enjoying without too many emotions.

That is the way I am feeling currently and wanted it to share with you.

// smash