Imma have to admit, I am having difficulty in choosing what sub to proceed with. I just finished Alpha and I'm quite happy that I'm done with it for now. A couple of months ago I have been constantly planning on which sub to do after doing alpha and have come up with long lists of "to do" subs with countless variations. Now am just scraping them all off hahaha But I'm definitely going to use BASE but for the mean time Im going to leave all the self improvement stuff and use BIATBW. This sub has been tickling my imagination with regards to how it works and how it will enhance my Alpha experience. Crossing my fingers on this one. Shannon, please do surprise me. :p
Last night I ended Stage 6 of Alpha. I have noticed that I am way more assertive this time around. Been calling people on their shit on a regular basis. I like how I am able to convey my message when calling people on their shit, it's unapologetic, straight to the point and with grace. My dreams mostly consist of me being a leader of some sort in a situation and I see this manifesting in my reality. It was a fun ride and I would gladly run Alpha in the future. To summarize here's the Alpha description:
Have let go of any negative self image, attitudes, thoughts and beliefs about yourself. - yep this one here definitely
Have a powerful, positive sense of self respect, self esteem, self image and self worth. - Definitely
Have unshakable self confidence. - Definitely
Be unaffected by rejection. - Haven't experienced rejection. People have been a lot more open to me
Treat women as people to enjoy the company of, without taking them too seriously, needing them, or being easily upset by them. - Yes. Things just got further enhanced
Have released expectations towards women, which often lead to bad choices, actions, attitudes, thinking and responses. - Yes! it just further improved my IDGAF attitude. nice touch there
Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise. - its more solid now
No longer be, or come across to others as “needy”. - I have eliminated neediness this time around and it feels really good not to need anything or anybody
Take good care of yourself, your hygiene and your appearance, not just because you want to be attractive to beautiful women, but because it makes you feel good about yourself. - been a lot more conscious about my health and appearance. definitely a plus. Was able to eliminate coffee and soda in my diet. Am now losing inches around my waist
Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be. - to the best of my knowledge I havent done this. I dont feel the need to approach any woman. I do approach women but this time around I don't have any agenda in the back of my mind.
Be selective about whom you spend your time with, and which women you give your time, interest and affections to. - I now don't dig single women with children(my ex was one) and married women. Their now off of my list not even for a ONS
Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience. - was evident all throughout my run through. This is one of my favorite part of alpha.
Exude an aura of sexiness that makes you much more attractive to the beautiful women you encounter. The more beautiful they are, the more attracted and interested they will be. - Have seen this in action. But I'm aiming to amp this up with BIATBW. I feel lazy when it comes to girls. They now have to come to me
Have a Zen attitude, which keeps you calm when other guys would lose control, thus demonstrating your self control and mastery of the situation – an Alpha/dominant male trait. - I have been very calm recently, but there are still occasionally "mini-rage" events like just now. I crumpled a piece of paper sticking on the side of my screen that was producing noise. lol
Display graceful, confident body language, which broadcasts your power and dominance to all, but especially females (for whom body language is a very important way of communicating, and thus determining the men they are interested in). - YES!!!
Display the attitude, thinking, actions and speech patterns of an Alpha/Dominant Male. - Yes!!!
No longer seek approval from others, nor be concerned with what they think of you or what you do or say. - Yes!!!
Be your own man, who does what he wants, when he wants, how he wants, where he wants. - YES!!! Definitely!!!
Be in control when dealing with women, and especially beautiful women or women you are interested in. - Wasn't my major focus during this run through but yes I was mostly in control
Be entirely unconcerned about “getting the girl” or achieving sexual interaction, which will make the ladies perceive you as higher status, higher value, and more worthy of both. - Yes. But I dont know how the higher status part comes into play.
Be easily able and willing to walk away from people and situations you don”t like, and TELL HER NO – whether it”s to her asking for sex or anything else. - I do walk away from situations that I dont like. I feel its not worth my time.
Be in complete control of yourself and your environment, and YOU will be the one who controls when, how, and with whom you have sex. - No sex for this run through. Oh wait there was. It was more of a make up sex lol But we eventually broke up because she became too needy.
Develop and display a fantastic sense of humor, which will make you socially popular and attractive to others, especially beautiful women. - I am completely blind with regards to this one.
Be entirely comfortable in social situations of any type, whether they are familiar to you or not.
And do it all while being polite and graceful! - Feeling very comfortable in situations that usually made me nervous. Its quite an improvement
New inclusions for Version 5.0:
• Acceptance of, and feelings of deservedness of, being treated well - Yup
• Deserving respect from others - Yup
• Self love and liking yourself - Yup
• Valuing yourself - Yup
• Extended ego balancing - Yup. I wonder how this works
• Strong, centered masculinity and masculine presence - Yup
• Destruction of negativity within you concerning yourself and others, and replacement with positivity - Yup
• Self acceptance with continual striving to be better than you are - Definitely
• Destruction of laziness - uh I havent seen this in full throttle
• Motivation boost - yup
• Doing what needs to be done, because it needs to be done, and that is the way of the Alpha -yup
• Extroversion enhancement and training - Yup
• Self forgiveness - YUP
• Social stability, skill and strength -Yup
• Overcome abandonment issues - YUP
• Success training - Yup
• Gratitude - Yup. Peaked in Stage 3 I think. Same as Success training
• Self trust - I do trust my self more
• Self image of man, instead of boy - this is a big one which helped me become more mature
• Leadership training and development - I do fit in to my role as a leader but sometimes I am reluctant
• Decisiveness training - havent seen this yet. Had problems in deciding which sub to do after alpha
• Authenticity and congruency training - been very frank lately
• Destruction of jealousy and possessiveness, and replacement with self security, self reliance and self satisfaction - YUP. It helped me move past my ex.
• Constant self growth and progress - I now do strive to be better every day in everything that I do
• And more! - I don't know about this more. Could Shannon shed some light on this?
P.S. Was way too drunk sleepy last night. Just filled in the missing stuff
