Subliminal Talk

I’ve been re-evaluating certain influences on me and as I digest a recent string of events in a new light, I realize that, actually, I don’t want to become someone that forces people to transform. Cause that’s basically what the figure I idolized was all about. Now that they’re no longer a force on my beliefs or a mental pressure on me (realized that they subtly influenced my worldview to be more materialistic).

I now realize that what I want is true freedom more than anything. I still want to be awesome and have fun, but instead of trying to impose on the world, I want to be an example. And maybe not even that. I might just chose to go about my life. And probably do some kind of charity work or philanthropy.

I’m still finding out who I am and what I want. Still processing a massive upheaval that’s actually going to be a net positive in the long run. Starting to feel more myself than ever.

I think partly this post is validation towards my self image and from shame at a previous post, since I now see the error. That’s fine. Self acceptance baby. It’s all part of the process.

Transcendence ahead!

You know, I'm sad that one of my teachers turned out to be a fake. But I learned so much from them regardless. One of the most important lessons I learned: I'm my own teacher. I was always being self taught. The illusion I saw was myself teaching myself. I believed in him so hard that the illusion became reality. Belief can even make the fake real. Sometimes it doesn't matter what the truth is. I think belief is what causes transcendence. It's that small gap that is infinite that separates the amazing from the best. Full belief means you go all out, leave nothing left. There are no room for doubts. There is only what you set your mind on, and how purely and intently you pursue that thing. To the point that you become a bottomless well that swallows everything in your way and fuels it towards that goal. It's like there's no possibility of not reaching your goal, and so it's like an inevitable gravity. You become a force of nature.

(07-26-2026, 09:23 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]You know, I'm sad that one of my teachers turned out to be a fake. But I learned so much from them regardless. One of the most important lessons I learned: I'm my own teacher. I was always being self taught. The illusion I saw was myself teaching myself. I believed in him so hard that the illusion became reality. Belief can even make the fake real. Sometimes it doesn't matter what the truth is. I think belief is what causes transcendence. It's that small gap that is infinite that separates the amazing from the best. Full belief means you go all out, leave nothing left. There are no room for doubts. There is only what you set your mind on, and how purely and intently you pursue that thing. To the point that you become a bottomless well that swallows everything in your way and fuels it towards that goal. It's like there's no possibility of not reaching your goal, and so it's like an inevitable gravity. You become a force of nature.

 Bingo !!!

I know I already said AM7 is a masterpiece, but it got better.

(07-26-2026, 09:23 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]You know, I'm sad that one of my teachers turned out to be a fake. But I learned so much from them regardless. One of the most important lessons I learned: I'm my own teacher. I was always being self taught. The illusion I saw was myself teaching myself. I believed in him so hard that the illusion became reality. Belief can even make the fake real. Sometimes it doesn't matter what the truth is. I think belief is what causes transcendence. It's that small gap that is infinite that separates the amazing from the best. Full belief means you go all out, leave nothing left. There are no room for doubts. There is only what you set your mind on, and how purely and intently you pursue that thing. To the point that you become a bottomless well that swallows everything in your way and fuels it towards that goal. It's like there's no possibility of not reaching your goal, and so it's like an inevitable gravity. You become a force of nature.

Btw I wasn’t talking about Shannon with this post, on the off chance anyone took it that way. This was referring to one of my irl mentors.

He who has no doubt, has no room for improvement.

(07-27-2026, 05:02 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]He who has no doubt, has no room for improvement.

True. We can always take something from everything, whether or not it is true or false.

(07-27-2026, 11:54 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]

(07-26-2026, 09:23 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]You know, I'm sad that one of my teachers turned out to be a fake. But I learned so much from them regardless. One of the most important lessons I learned: I'm my own teacher. I was always being self taught. The illusion I saw was myself teaching myself. I believed in him so hard that the illusion became reality. Belief can even make the fake real. Sometimes it doesn't matter what the truth is. I think belief is what causes transcendence. It's that small gap that is infinite that separates the amazing from the best. Full belief means you go all out, leave nothing left. There are no room for doubts. There is only what you set your mind on, and how purely and intently you pursue that thing. To the point that you become a bottomless well that swallows everything in your way and fuels it towards that goal. It's like there's no possibility of not reaching your goal, and so it's like an inevitable gravity. You become a force of nature.

Btw I wasn’t talking about Shannon with this post, on the off chance anyone took it that way. This was referring to one of my irl mentors.

If it helps, I originally took it as IRL mentor.

Stage 2 day 3 today. Haven’t listened to the third loop today yet.

So far so good.

Serenity is the term for the drugs without drugs state I've been increasingly experiencing from these subs. Its what originally came to mind, but I doubted my grasp on the definition. After some brief research using ai, it came to the same conclusion separately. What I'm experiencing is serenity. The state where everything is perfect, you don't need anything, and you wouldn't change a thing. Not just relaxation, but full and total completeness.

(This is unedited and rambly. Just wanted to get out some thoughts at 5am.)

Wait Shannon... is AM7 in some ways basically giving yourself developer powers over your own brain? I had a moment where I think I was noticing how my brain was solving a problem and then there was this sense of changing the way I would solve problems going forward or something, based on all my accumulated knowledge and direct awareness of various processes and their contents. Damn can't even remember really what I was getting at. It seemed significant for some reason. I don't think I explained things or brought the "reciepts" properly either.

Basically I got the sense that AM7 might actually be one part alpha training gym where your brain sort of does that on auto pilot. But then on the other hand there's this almost "creative mode" where theres this sense of discovery with your own mind and things transform as you become aware of them. Perhaps this is simply me having bouts of increased consciousness and this is just happening alongside AM7 stuff. Not sure.

Okay I remember a bit better now. Basically I was observing how my mind was changing itself in real time and how me being aware of it also fueled this process. Me becoming aware of the process allowed the process to self transform. It sort of feels like awareness as the tissue that connects different parts of me to other parts. So kinda like everything has everything else inside it. The fruits of one part of my brain propagate and transform the other parts and vice versa. Not just as a static thing, but as a process.

So for example, instead of trying to solve 2 + 2 = 4 as a static problem with a static answer that has no applicability outside of its relevant direct applications, instead 2 + 2 = 4 gets examined and the process of 2 + 2 = 4 gets extrapolated to other problems. The static problem and answer are no longer a static problem and answer, but a fluid thing part of a fluid nexus of transformation and potentiality. 2 + 2 = 4 isn't just 2 + 2 = 4. 2 + 2 = 4 is now serving as an alive part of a transforming process.

All this is to say that I became more aware of what was going on in my brain and in doing so it felt like things got facilitated better and it felt like "developer mode" because as I became aware of things it felt like everything just kind of instantly transformed into its best expression. No gap between realizing something should be a certain way and then it just instantly becoming like that. I think this is just how awareness works (once you start growing to a certain level of awareness), according to what I've researched in the past. But I wonder if AM7 has something like this in there. Sort of being less like a static gym and more like a dynamic growing developer sandbox (that would be fucking epic). Or maybe a bit less like that and more like you own the gym and can change the gym at will or something to that effect.

I think what I was talking about might have shaky parts and or parts where I started kinda talking about something different than what I was originally getting at. Not entirely sure. I'm kinda trying to look at something out of the "corner of my eye" in my mind, so its kinda difficult. I'm basically mining my subconscious for insight and translating it in real time in this post.

AM7 has some things in it that are working to trigger development that is fractal, self optimizing, propagational and systemic. The result is what you observe.

(08-09-2026, 12:41 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]AM7 has some things in it that are working to trigger development that is fractal, self optimizing, propagational and systemic.  The result is what you observe.

That's fucking awesome!

You know I think I'm not just getting the direct benefit of these subliminals. I feel like the kind of intellect I have is one that likes to "mine" my subconscious for insight. So my understanding grows not just because of who I become from the subliminals, but also in how that feeds into what my intellect observes and draws understanding from. I wonder if this process is somewhat recursive in how the subliminals affect the intellect which is observing the process of the subliminals unfolding.

I actually think now that I've gotten over a huge portion of my trauma that made me a terrible subject for subliminals, I might have a lot of traits that are actually huge positives for the process.

I think one of my bottlenecks right now is getting useful external feedback from reality. My internal process is great, but I'm not taking enough action and getting enough real world feedback. Doesn't help that I naturally kinda just want to do nothing because I get benefit for free from these subs, and resting is actually really beneficial for the process, I'm theorizing right now. I actually think that doing too much is worse than doing nothing. I still improve with little external feedback, but I feel like if I was getting more it would increase my results in certain parts of the process by a lot potentially. But I'm not sure because also getting a shit ton of rest is probably also a great part of the process. I think what getting real world feedback does is show me my blind spots and add context to the internal stuff. And save time on processing certain things.