01-12-2024, 02:14 AM
Stage 4 day 26:
Yesterday had a really bad mood.
Was depressed felt like nothing is going on my way, like I'm not good enough.
My money situation is bad and I'm not good enough as a man and I'm the loser of the family.
Felt really bad the whole day.
Went to sleep for few hours woke up meditated which helped a lot.
Did some of my mirror affirmations which helped too.
Went out to a bar with a friend after weeks of recovery.
So this time it was not a day walk.
I felt amazing! I bet it has to do with my affirmations as well.
But the main point was how I handled women and how I carried myself!!
Some of it I recognized from the time I used to do my mirror affirmations everyday.
But some of it is definitely the subliminals.
And it's not the first time I feel it.
Already felt something similar on stage 2 or 3 ?
When I talked to women my back is straight I stand tall and I don't care about them.
I feel my own power.
Also I exude something unique and confident and I really like it!!
Again some of it is affirmations training but some it definitely new and great.
The new is the more non needy more alpha body language.
What's weird for me is:
Why do I stand tall and exude coolness in front of young women and other alpha guys in a bar but I don't feel the some in my job when talking to older clients (men and women)
Power saving mode? Or maybe because there are not beautiful girls I'm attracted to in my job...
It's much more obvious in a social gathering or in from of a really beautiful girl in my work place which happens on rare occasions.
So there are some ups and downs definitely and also I don't feel a big change it's more of a long journey.
I guess it will be easier to understand what's happening in the blooming phase.
Yesterday had a really bad mood.
Was depressed felt like nothing is going on my way, like I'm not good enough.
My money situation is bad and I'm not good enough as a man and I'm the loser of the family.
Felt really bad the whole day.
Went to sleep for few hours woke up meditated which helped a lot.
Did some of my mirror affirmations which helped too.
Went out to a bar with a friend after weeks of recovery.
So this time it was not a day walk.
I felt amazing! I bet it has to do with my affirmations as well.
But the main point was how I handled women and how I carried myself!!
Some of it I recognized from the time I used to do my mirror affirmations everyday.
But some of it is definitely the subliminals.
And it's not the first time I feel it.
Already felt something similar on stage 2 or 3 ?
When I talked to women my back is straight I stand tall and I don't care about them.
I feel my own power.
Also I exude something unique and confident and I really like it!!
Again some of it is affirmations training but some it definitely new and great.
The new is the more non needy more alpha body language.
What's weird for me is:
Why do I stand tall and exude coolness in front of young women and other alpha guys in a bar but I don't feel the some in my job when talking to older clients (men and women)
Power saving mode? Or maybe because there are not beautiful girls I'm attracted to in my job...
It's much more obvious in a social gathering or in from of a really beautiful girl in my work place which happens on rare occasions.
So there are some ups and downs definitely and also I don't feel a big change it's more of a long journey.
I guess it will be easier to understand what's happening in the blooming phase.