05-30-2024, 11:20 PM
Yeah I’m getting destroyed right now emotionally lol. I suppose this is the other side of the coin. The hard gritty work I don’t want to do that is standing between me and everything that I want. I seem to be heading in a direction of consciously implementing stuff instead of letting the subliminal do everything like I’ve done in the past. I realize more than ever that time is precious and while I’m pretty sure I’ll get where I need to go if I just sit back and press play, the reality is that I’m dissatisfied with where I’m at and I’m not enjoying sitting here waiting for everything to happen from the inside out.
Things will be more exponential if I consciously do things to feed me, and feed things that feed me and vice versa. An intake and outpouring of growth that leads to a vortex of upward awesomeness. I’ve mostly cut out shitty foods, but only recently resolved to do that completely or like 95%. I’m also heavily focusing on knowledge right now. I’m liking Owen Cook and Leo Gura right now. I'm reading “Winning” by Timothy Grover and I’m meditating 30 minutes in the morning. Not currently exercising, but if I do add anything it’ll be small like some jumping jacks or something. Haven’t been doing those since my ankle tends to get sore for some reason after.
I want to do something to make money. This is my main sticking point right now. I’ve never been able to get myself to sit down and just do things I don’t want to do to make money.
OGSF2 seems to be hitting some deep stuff and already has made some profound changes in me. For awhile I was looking forward to something else, but recently I’ve been really encouraged from my results. I’m thinking of extending my run for a bit. Things can change, but I’m thinking I’m gonna run EPHRA6 next and then back to OGSF2 before AM7 comes out. I don’t want to waste time with anything but the most important things.
Things will be more exponential if I consciously do things to feed me, and feed things that feed me and vice versa. An intake and outpouring of growth that leads to a vortex of upward awesomeness. I’ve mostly cut out shitty foods, but only recently resolved to do that completely or like 95%. I’m also heavily focusing on knowledge right now. I’m liking Owen Cook and Leo Gura right now. I'm reading “Winning” by Timothy Grover and I’m meditating 30 minutes in the morning. Not currently exercising, but if I do add anything it’ll be small like some jumping jacks or something. Haven’t been doing those since my ankle tends to get sore for some reason after.
I want to do something to make money. This is my main sticking point right now. I’ve never been able to get myself to sit down and just do things I don’t want to do to make money.
OGSF2 seems to be hitting some deep stuff and already has made some profound changes in me. For awhile I was looking forward to something else, but recently I’ve been really encouraged from my results. I’m thinking of extending my run for a bit. Things can change, but I’m thinking I’m gonna run EPHRA6 next and then back to OGSF2 before AM7 comes out. I don’t want to waste time with anything but the most important things.