12-13-2023, 08:22 AM
I had the weirdest dream of my life (one of many) but this time it was more boring and complicated but the meaning blew my mind.
My dream was about me being kind of extorted and played with by a person (unknown) who hacked my phone and gained total control of it because apparently i had an affair with the daughter of a mafia boss or something, that person had control over everything in my phone, i couldn't even write because that person would erase it and write something else, also edited the images and for some reason i was afraid of being watched by outsiders or people who came in for whatever reason, maybe i didn't want them to know i was the one they were looking for, in the end i couldn't do anything to stop it and i was controlled by that person.
Then i woke up and started thinking about what the hell was that dream, in the first place i was afraid of being watched and the consequences of disobeying whatever i was told to by that person (i already forgot that) then i was trying to make sense about why would someone target me in the first place, since i don't remember anything about having something to do with a women and that leads me to the conclusion it was a lie, there was never a mafia behind everything and neither a real consequence of disobeying or being watched, everything was a big lie and i fell for it. Now what does that have to do with my life? I was always controlled by other people because of the consequences and was afraid to being watched because they will get mad at me for disobeying or something else but in the end it was never real, it's also one of my goals to stop being a people's pleaser so this is probably telling me i'm making progress.
My dream was about me being kind of extorted and played with by a person (unknown) who hacked my phone and gained total control of it because apparently i had an affair with the daughter of a mafia boss or something, that person had control over everything in my phone, i couldn't even write because that person would erase it and write something else, also edited the images and for some reason i was afraid of being watched by outsiders or people who came in for whatever reason, maybe i didn't want them to know i was the one they were looking for, in the end i couldn't do anything to stop it and i was controlled by that person.
Then i woke up and started thinking about what the hell was that dream, in the first place i was afraid of being watched and the consequences of disobeying whatever i was told to by that person (i already forgot that) then i was trying to make sense about why would someone target me in the first place, since i don't remember anything about having something to do with a women and that leads me to the conclusion it was a lie, there was never a mafia behind everything and neither a real consequence of disobeying or being watched, everything was a big lie and i fell for it. Now what does that have to do with my life? I was always controlled by other people because of the consequences and was afraid to being watched because they will get mad at me for disobeying or something else but in the end it was never real, it's also one of my goals to stop being a people's pleaser so this is probably telling me i'm making progress.