(09-02-2023, 09:39 AM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]That's absolutely tragic.
Where I'm from, you get most medical stuff for free (if you're insured, and you're insured up to the age of 26 for free if you're studying, then you need to have a job or register for unemployment. Or pay insurance, which is like 600 PLN per month, so that's less than 200 USD), the trouble is there's a long wait for most appointments. I, for instance, despite not being insured get psychiatric care for free because I have a diagnosed mental health issue (I didn't even realize it was a thing and was worried I'd have to pay through the nose for ending up in a psych ward, but apparently it is. Makes sense, too, since lots of poeple with serious mental health issues have little to no income. I remember there being a pretty big group of homeless guys at the ward, for instance).
Then again, we've got a significant group of people who are so enamored with the American Way TM that they would insitute a similar system to yours if they could, lol. Probably because they think they're rich. Well, they'll stop being "rich" the moment they get hit with their first serious medical bill, haha.
Don't misunderstand me - the United States is probably the world leader in best-in-class medical care. IF you can afford it. IF you have any insurance at all. I know someone who recently was admitted to an emergency room because they were suicidal, and the diagnostician decided that they were unsafe to themselves and had to go to a mental hospital. No insurance, though, so they got to go to what I have since come to refer to as "the dumping grounds". They were driven to it in an ambulance - cha ching! - and then left there for more than a day before they were seen by a doctor. The doctor made a prescription of two drugs, and one of them was not only incorrectly prescribed, but prescribed in an unsafe manner which was never disclosed to that person, which could have resulted in a heart attack or some similar life threatening situation. Thankfully, it did not, and the secondary doctor and pharmacists discovered and corrected this issue, but not before that person had been using said unsafe combination of drugs for a full month. One of them was prescribed for use 3x per day, every day, when it was later revealed that it was only for use "as needed", which turned out to be maybe 2-3x a month, not 3x/day.
Had that person had health insurance, they would have gone to another mental hospital, which I can only hope would have had more competent staff. They reported meeting at least one homeless person in the dumping grounds, who had apparently been in and out of that location several times, and had given up all hope as a result because nobody seemed to be able to help with the real problem.
But if you have insurance, things improve, and if you can pay out of pocket, they improve dramatically more. Regardless, it's a seriously flawed system, partly because it is so overloaded, and partly because the ultimate goal is to make money, not achieve better health for the patient.
There is no perfect system. Socialized medicine has it's ups and downs as well. But there has to be something better than what we have here in the US right now.
I am down to the nitty gritty now. There is a part of me, and I think this is 1 or 2-year old me, who is fighting the program hard. Introspection and meditation on this have brought to light that this part of me is resisting the adjustments being made because it directly associates "mommy" with "security" and poverty, via early life memories. Being so primal and instinctual, it's difficult to communicate and work with. And that little boy is not just instinctual, he's blindly stubborn. Uncomfortable? Slam on the brakes!
This feels like it may be one of the last barriers though. Last couple days, this part of me was trying hard to keep me in a state of confusion, distraction, escape. When I realized what was happening, I played another loop yesterday (which was my "off" day, and the program overpowered this part of me in under 5 minutes, and I was again able to work. The resistance was back several hours later, but much more manageable. It seems to be much better today. Last night I had to use CM to get to sleep because the night before last, NOTHING was working to calm the irritation in my lungs. Pretty sure this resistant part of me is the cause of that irritation, and that it's trying to use sleep deprivation to prevent me from working and thus making money. It will lose this battle.
Today I'm taking off from MM.
Have to say, I have noted a definite increase in income since I started using this program, and it hasn't exactly been a small one.
The strangeness just keeps happening.
Several days ago, I got a screw in my back passenger side tire, and it was getting low every few days. I only was able to take it in to get patched today because of other stuff that needed to be done. Rode my electric unicycle home and back, and it was raining on the way back. I got there and the guy tells me... "We're covering it for you today. No charge. You had to wait so long for us and then ride in the rain." That's usually about $42 after tax. I have had this place patch tires for me at least five times before, and they were always happy to charge me. This has never happened before.
(09-08-2023, 02:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]The strangeness just keeps happening.
Several days ago, I got a screw in my back passenger side tire, and it was getting low every few days. I only was able to take it in to get patched today because of other stuff that needed to be done. Rode my electric unicycle home and back, and it was raining on the way back. I got there and the guy tells me... "We're covering it for you today. No charge. You had to wait so long for us and then ride in the rain." That's usually about $42 after tax. I have had this place patch tires for me at least five times before, and they were always happy to charge me. This has never happened before.
Money Magnets a rock n' rolla. I've also been having experiences changes, that benefit in the environment's , places I visit, that is shifts in the place,the environment , for the better. something different, betterment, uplifting and/or positive shifts there of, in addition to monetary or monetarily related benefits/bonuses/gifts
Glad ja saved some money!! "Its raining Money" - going out on a limb here, if you ever 'invent" "Man Magnet -" it'll be raining Men! Ha!
(09-08-2023, 03:15 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ] (09-08-2023, 02:11 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]The strangeness just keeps happening.
Several days ago, I got a screw in my back passenger side tire, and it was getting low every few days. I only was able to take it in to get patched today because of other stuff that needed to be done. Rode my electric unicycle home and back, and it was raining on the way back. I got there and the guy tells me... "We're covering it for you today. No charge. You had to wait so long for us and then ride in the rain." That's usually about $42 after tax. I have had this place patch tires for me at least five times before, and they were always happy to charge me. This has never happened before.
Money Magnets a rock n' rolla. I've also been having experiences changes, that benefit in the environment's , places I visit, that is shifts in the place,the environment , for the better. something different, betterment, uplifting and/or positive shifts there of, in addition to monetary or monetarily related benefits/bonuses/gifts
Glad ja saved some money!! "Its raining Money" - going out on a limb here, if you ever 'invent" "Man Magnet -" it'll be raining Men! Ha!
I'm sure when I upgrade the Alpha trainers and their additions we'll have those types of subs covered. That's for 6G, though. Too much work to try to upgrade all the time. I'm going to build those only once more.
While I was on vacation, I decided to relax completely. That meant not trying to remember anything, including usage patterns, and not worrying about money at all. So I stopped using MM.
about half way through the vacation, I had a dream that I interpreted as some early part of my subconscious trying to communicate that it was free from MM's influence, and it didn't want to go back, didn't like it, and was asking me not to use it anymore. When I got back, I did some runs of the models to see what the best way forward to my financial goal is, and it indicated MM. So I started using MM again yesterday, 1 loop, v10. Felt the aura fire up and got to work instead of procrastinating.
This morning, I woke up with a severe back ache in my lowest back, which always means that my youngest inner child is scared. This happened last time, and MM overcame that and was doing it's thing, but this experience shows me that either it wasn't finished making the changes, or that little boy is stubborn as all hell. If he's not making changes, then I have work to do on the base communications module, which works with the pre-lingual parts of the awareness. It is only partly integrated at this time, only a small part of it in place just yet, so that would not be too surprising, but this is honestly amazing to me that this could potentially be resisted by that part of me. The only way that is possible is if there is not yet enough of the pre-lingual communication module in place.
Of course it is also possible that he was making changes, but is just very slow about it because it takes him a long time to feel comfortable with the changes. I can't know. But the dream seemed to be communicating that what the program is doing scares him, and he didn't like it because he cannot resist it. It is asking him to make changes to himself, and that has to be scary for him.
But... this is going to happen. I am going to achieve my financial goals, come hell or high water, and no part of me is going to stand in my way. As strong as he is, as stubborn as he is, I am all that and more, because I have experience, wisdom and willpower that has become even stronger since I was that age. I will have my way. I will make whatever changes I need to make to whatever parts of myself are necessary.
Now that I think about it, I really cannot bring myself to believe that that part of me could be overwhelmed and not be making changes to itself as instructed by the subliminal script. It is a slow, perhaps uncomfortable process, but considering what's in the script, how powerful the program is and how it succeeds in overriding the efforts of that part of me to avoid change... the only reasonable conclusion is that it's changing, but slowly, and requires constant reinforcement to make those changes, because it does not like change and is uncomfortable with change.
I will have to continue using MM for a while, then. It does please me that I have become able to create programs that are able to bend the will of even my most blindly stubborn and instinctual inner child. I was not sure I would ever achieve that.
I am noticing a definite pattern of subtle efforts by my subconscious to sabotage MM. What it is doing is trying to get me to do experiments on myself with other subliminals, which it knows will disrupt and derail MM. Occasionally, it succeeds. Very interesting, but now that I've detected this sabotage effort, it will stop being any kind of threat because I'm aware of it. For it to work, I have to consciously forget that doing so will derail MM.
This means that some part of my subconscious is at least trying to fight this program. I'll be very careful to see how long this goes on, since last time I noted that within a week of starting MM, all resistance had been overcome.
Another way it's trying to get me to derail MM is by trying to make me forget to run it. I have taken care of that as well.
MM is definitely powering back up in my life. I can see it not only in how productive I am while using it vs not using it, but also in how others treat me.
Lot of frustration lately. MM has come to be at a place where I look forward to my loops, and it is reassuring and comforting to play it and feel the GS fiure up as I listen. I like what it does for me, how it affects me, what it's doing in and to my life.
There's always a "but".
But...
My responsibilities regarding testing new tech and experimentals as Tier 1 tester are forcing my hand, to play other subs at the same time, and this is causing me a lot of frustration and upset. I like MM, I want to use MM, I want what it's doing in my life...
and testing experimental subs is screwing this up. Making me exhausted. Frustrating me. Backing me into a corner.
I don't want to give up MM, but I also cannot continue delaying testing the experimentals and I also cannot run both at once.
Not sure what to do right now.
(10-06-2023, 10:10 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Lot of frustration lately. MM has come to be at a place where I look forward to my loops, and it is reassuring and comforting to play it and feel the GS fiure up as I listen. I like what it does for me, how it affects me, what it's doing in and to my life.
There's always a "but".
But...
My responsibilities regarding testing new tech and experimentals as Tier 1 tester are forcing my hand, to play other subs at the same time, and this is causing me a lot of frustration and upset. I like MM, I want to use MM, I want what it's doing in my life...
and testing experimental subs is screwing this up. Making me exhausted. Frustrating me. Backing me into a corner.
I don't want to give up MM, but I also cannot continue delaying testing the experimentals and I also cannot run both at once.
Not sure what to do right now.
Hey Shannon! Do you feel that some of the strides you've made in recent months have been heavily influenced by your usage of MM? Or do you think the groundwork was already set for some of these developments and MM just helped you identify the opportunities already available?
(10-06-2023, 10:59 AM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ]Hey Shannon! I'm sure you've probably already considered this at some level, but have you thought about utilizing trusted people from within the forum or your personal life for testing the experimentals?
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Volun...7#pid54327
Shannon Wrote:The way I do the testing process is like this.
Tier 1 testing is always done by me, on me, with nobody else around. For instance, as I type this, the first prototype of the MPME is playing, and I am alone at my office. I basically observe what it does to me a number of times, and if and when I both observe that a result is had and the result is understood and safe, I send the program to Tier 2 testing.
Tier 2 testing is done by me on people I can directly observe who have agreed to participate, or on people I trust to expose themselves while I personally watch. This allows me to catch anything they may miss, and again verify safety. Naturally, only people in my personal vicinity can be Tier 2 testers, and they are typically friends of mine.
Tier 3 testing is where people can test the program without me directly observing. For a program to enter Tier 3 testing, it must pass Tier 1 and 2 testing without any concern for safety, and without failing to clearly produce the desired and intended result for at least a large majority of the testers. Usually about 85%.
However, I do not accept volunteers for testing. I select testers based on certain special criteria and when I determine that someone is suitable for being a Tier 3 tester, I let them know they are invited to test and they can decide what to do from there.
(10-06-2023, 10:59 AM)K-Train Wrote: [ -> ] (10-06-2023, 10:10 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Lot of frustration lately. MM has come to be at a place where I look forward to my loops, and it is reassuring and comforting to play it and feel the GS fiure up as I listen. I like what it does for me, how it affects me, what it's doing in and to my life.
There's always a "but".
But...
My responsibilities regarding testing new tech and experimentals as Tier 1 tester are forcing my hand, to play other subs at the same time, and this is causing me a lot of frustration and upset. I like MM, I want to use MM, I want what it's doing in my life...
and testing experimental subs is screwing this up. Making me exhausted. Frustrating me. Backing me into a corner.
I don't want to give up MM, but I also cannot continue delaying testing the experimentals and I also cannot run both at once.
Not sure what to do right now.
Hey Shannon! Do you feel that some of the strides you've made in recent months have been heavily influenced by your usage of MM? Or do you think the groundwork was already set for some of these developments and MM just helped you identify the opportunities already available?
I'm not sure. MM is a very, very complex and powerful sub. 5.11G is very powerful and subtle. I'm sure UMSD v2 helped, but I think MM is making changes faster than UMS v2 did, and I cannot always tell where the change is being made. Sometimes I also witness what may be manifested events that suggest there's a battle going on in my subconscious. But I have also noted that as long as I use MM according to the instructions - and I don't interrupt or derail it (experimental, I'm looking at you!) - it overcomes the resistance and starts flowing quite nicely.
I would say that some of it was from UMS v2, but the majority of this appears to be from MM.
The things I see happening in my life lately astonish me. I am witnessing what I am increasingly convinced is a war between some part of me that wants to keep me in debt and poor, and the parts of me that want to achieve and succeed, and which are executing Money Magnet.
The longer I run it, the more I see the pendulum swinging back and forth between negative and positive, faster and harder. And in all this, I see myself growing out of the fears that have held me back and held me down for so long, and into self empowerment and ability to become truly wealthy beyond the fears that have so far apparently been holding me back.
I am amazed at what Money Magnet is doing, because so far everything I have done has eventually been acclimated to and held in place by the resistant, fearful parts, while allowing me just enough progress to keep me happy at a conscious level, while making the end goal stay suitably into the future.
But it seems that is no longer an option, and as I continue running this program, the resistance is being overridden and overruled. I am now doing the things that I was previously afraid to do, and sometimes didn't even realize at the conscious level that it was a fear response.
The harder the cooperative parts push to success, the harder the uncooperative parts seem to be trying to reverse and un-do the progress, and things are getting very chaotic. But through it all, I am remaining amazingly calm, and a solution always, always follows the challenging situation. I am not being stopped by these efforts to disrupt. I am simply doing what is necessary to overcome them, and moving forward.
And that is absolutely huge. No longer can my inner child (or whatever part of me it is/was) sneak limits in there while trying to hide that from my conscious awareness. I am overcoming, and Money Magnet is moving me forward, regardless of what happens.
Not fun to go though, but it's better than a comfortable self deception while I stagnate instead of really making progress.
Of course not everyone will have my particular issues, and they will not have my particular responses. But for Money Magnet to be able to do what it's doing is amazing, because this is the first time I have ever experienced this level of resistance, and seen this kind of response to it.
It's definitely not the shallow, lightweight program I initially thought it would be. It just needs to be used correctly, and be given enough time. Truly, I am amazed.
I am astonished at what Money Magnet is doing. It's basically revealing and destroying all of my subconscious efforts at self limitation and self sabotage concerning wealth.
But now, MM is too powerful for my resistant subconscious to resist, and it's basically forcing things forward, a little bit at a time. This is occasionally bringing up a lot of intense emotional discomfort and upset, since from the point of view (almost purely emotional and instinctual) of those parts of me trying to fight this, conscious me is trying to take away their security.
Yesterday was REALLY uncomfortable, but I trusted the program and today we're seeing breakthroughs and things are much better. Progress is being made.